Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

[FuneralCry]

The peace of non-existence would solve everything for me.
It truly would solve everything for me in this torturous, futile existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of an eternal sleep where all is forgotten and I'd just be so relieved to never suffer ever again.

No matter what I'd just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake, I just wish for non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me permanent relief from suffering and it just feels like I've suffered in this existence for so long. I really will always find it so dreadful to exist and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence can take away for me as after all there are no disadvantages to never existing ever again and I'll always see existing as being only suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I just find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I personally suffer simply from existing. I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all rather all I hope for is to not exist, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where finally I can rest, I just want to sleep, I just wish for peace from the torturous burden of existing as a human that I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen in the first place, to exist is always so dreadful to me.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as being only suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only dreamless eternal sleep could ever take away for me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I see as desirable.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just want to never exist ever again but of course the pain and suffering of existing just continues, it really is all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is non-existence, only the peace of non-existence could ever be desirable to me as after all, only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer. I suffer just from being burdened with this cruel existence I personally always saw as such a terrible mistake and more than anything I just wish I never suffered, I never should had been burdened with this existence of cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist. There's just so much suffering in existing and what's so terrible to me is how there is no limit as to how unbearable it can all get, existence really just is so cruel, for me non-existence really is all I could wish for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I just want the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally forgotten and all is gone.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is always so terrible to me.
No matter what I'll always see it as so terrible to be burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it and it's suffering only eternal non-existence can take away for me and bring me peace from.

All I could ever hope for is an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally gone and forgotten and I'll just always see existing as only being suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all so dreadful to me and more than anything I just wish I never suffered, I'll always see it as a burden to exist and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from as after all there is no suffering in an eternal sleep. I just see it as so dreadful how this existence was imposed and I just wish I never suffered, I'd never wish for the suffering of this torturous unnecessary existence rather all I hope for is to not exist, for me non-existence really is the only relief as I just find it so terrible to suffer in this cruel existence there was just never a need for and I'll always see existing as being only suffering. I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could bring me relief from, for me non-existence really is all that's positive and is all I see as desirable, I find it so deeply undesirable to suffer all for the sake of it in this existence I personally always saw as the most terrible mistake and I just wish this existence was never imposed more than anything, I just never should had suffered.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I'll just always see existing as just waiting to die, it's just cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it that there was never a need for that just leads to decay and death anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake.

I personally suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only the peace of eternal sleep could ever bring me relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer and all I wish is for this existence to disappear and be forgotten for me, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I wish I never suffered more than anything. I just never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway. For me non-existence truly is the only peace from this futile, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence can bring me relief from, I'll always see existing as just waiting to die. To me existing is just so futile, so unnecessary, it's just suffering there was never a need for and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous, cruel existence, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of it at all.
I truly am always so tired of it all and it's the kind of tiredness only non-existence could ever take away for me, I just wish for an dreamless eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally gone and I'll just always find it so painful and dreadful to exist, for me non-existence really is the only relief from the pain and suffering of existing and is all I could hope for.

I just wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only dreamless eternal sleep could ever take away for me and as long as I exist I'll only hope to never wake ever again, I just want to disappear from this existence of suffering all for the sake of it but of course all the suffering just continues with me just hoping and wishing to be gone and for me dreamless eternal sleep really is the only relief. It's all I could wish for and is all I see as desirable, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to be burdened with this existence suffering so unnecessarily all for the sake of it and to me existing really is only suffering, I suffer just from existing and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I just wish this dreadful harmful existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway was never imposed and I'll just always see existence as the most torturous imposition that just causes so much harm, as long as I exist I'll just hope to fall asleep permanently and forget about it all, only non-existence could ever bring me the relief I search for from the suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

To cease existing is all I could ever wish for.
It truly is all I could ever wish for and non-existence really is the only peace and relief for me, I just hope and wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all pain and suffering where all is finally forgotten about, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence no matter what rather all I want is to not exist.

All I've ever hoped for is the peace of an eternal sleep where finally I'm unable to suffer and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, I'll just always find it so torturous and dreadful to suffer in this existence no matter what and it's suffering only ceasing to exist can take away for me, I just want this dreadful existence to finally be all gone with no more pain but of course I continue to be trapped in this painful existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I could hope for. I've only ever wished to not exist but of course more than anything I just wish I never suffered, nothing would make me wish for the suffering of existing and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, I personally suffer simply from existing and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope to never suffer ever again, I just want all to finally be gone for me, I just hope for some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to cease existing than suffer.
No matter what I really would always prefer to cease existing than suffer and I'd just never wish for the suffering of this cruel, torturous existence rather all I wish for is to not exist, in this existence where there's all this cruelty and suffering non-existence really is the only peace for me and is all I could see as desirable.

I wish for no more pain rather I just want all to be forgotten for me in non-existence, I'd always prefer to cease existing as after all there are no disadvantages to not existing yet there is no limit as to how much one can suffer as long as they are burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and I'll always see existing as only suffering and I suffer just from existing, non-existence really would solve everything for me and is all that can bring me any peace. I just want to never suffer ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues with me just wishing and hoping to be gone, all I want is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I just never would had chosen. For me non-existence really is the only peace, I just hope for non-existence where all is gone and finally I cannot suffer, I'd just never wish to exist and simply just existing is enough to make me want to not exist, I just hope for no more suffering and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long, I really would never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace in eternal sleep.
I truly will only be at peace in eternal sleep and as long as I exist I'll only wish and hope for the peace of eternal sleep, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, I'd just never wish for this existence I always saw as the most cruel terrible mistake rather I just wish for some peace.

I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently as all I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this cruel torturous existence, to me existence truly is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to never exist ever again, for me non-existence truly is all that's desirable. I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I never would had chosen and I'll always just see existing as unnecessary suffering and what is so terrifying is how a human can suffer for so long with no limit as to how unbearable it can all get, I'd just never wish for the burden of existence and I'll always find it a burden to exist, it's a burden so cruel and torturous that just causes all this harm and suffering and it's a burden only eternal sleep can bring me peace from, I just want to never exist ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and it feels like I've suffered for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me really is just an unnecessary harm.
No matter what I really will always just see existence itself as an unnecessary harm and I'd never wish for this cruel, harmful existence rather all I wish for is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace and relief from suffering I search for but of course the suffering just continues and I'd never wish to suffer. I just find it so harmful to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me, I just wish for no more pain and I'll always find it so painful and dreadful to be burdened with this harmful existence suffering all for the sake of it.

To me only eternal dreamless sleep could ever be desirable and is all I hope and wish for, I just want to never suffer ever again but of course the suffering and cruelty of this harmful existence just continues and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again so finally I can find peace from all suffering and peace for me could only lie in being permanently free from this harmful existence where all is finally gone and forgotten. I'd just always prefer to not exist than be tortured in this cruel, futile existence and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever bring me relief from, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I'd never wish to suffer in this harmful existence that just causes so much suffering all for the sake of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

To never suffer ever again is all I could wish for.
It truly is all I could wish for, I only hope and wish for the peace of eternal nothingness where all is finally gone, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me with no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it painful to suffer in this torturous, cruel existence I personally always saw as a mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing.

It's all just so terrible and dreadful to me, I'd never wish for the suffering of existing and I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to exist, I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only being suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer, it's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for the peace of an eternal sleep. I just wish to be unconscious for all eternity with all gone and forgotten about, I'd just never wish for any of this and I see it as the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'll just always find it so harmful to suffer so unnecessarily in this futile existence I just never would had chosen. Non-existence truly is all that can bring me the peace I search for and is all I could wish for, it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I'd never wish for, I just hope to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering just continues.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll only be at peace once I no longer exist.
I truly will only be at peace once I no longer exist and to be permanently be at peace from this cruel, torturous existence where I'm just waiting to not exist anyway really is all I hope for, I just wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of an eternal sleep, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all I could hope for.

I'd just never wish for this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway and I'll just always see existing as just waiting to not exist, it's all just so cruel to me and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything, I just never should had been burdened with this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and it's just so terrible to me how there's all this suffering in existing. I'll always see existing as only suffering and it's suffering only the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me, I just want all to be gone for me but of course all the suffering just continues and I'm always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence I just never would had chosen, all I wish for is to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering of existing just continues, it really is all so dreadful to me and I just never should had been forced to suffer at all, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing to me is just waiting for death.
It truly is just waiting for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to die as after all, all will be gone and disappear in non-existence anyway and to never suffer ever again really is all I'll hope for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing.

It's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I just wish I never had to suffer more than anything in this existence where I'm just hoping and waiting to die and I'll always see existing as just waiting for death, it's just suffering there was never a need for and it's all just so futile and unnecessary to me, I just wish I was never burdened with this existence and nothing would make me wish for the burden of existence rather all I want is to never suffer ever again. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer from being conscious in this torturous existence where I hope and wait for death and I'll always see existing as just waiting to not exist, it's all so terrible and dreadful to me and I just wish I was never forced to suffer, I truly never should had suffered but of course the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, I wish I could just choose to fall asleep permanently, all I could hope for is to never exist ever again, I'll just always see it as so futile, so dreadful and unnecessary to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only wishing for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could ever wish for is no more suffering, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me in the peace of non-existence but of course all the suffering just continues, it's all so terrible and dreadful to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I wish for is to not exist.

For me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I could hope for, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and it's just so cruel and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence could ever bring me the peace I search for from the cruelty and suffering of this futile, torturous existence. I'll just always find it so futile to exist, to me existing really is just suffering all for the sake of it and it's suffering only non-existence could take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there are no disadvantages to the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten and I can rest, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer just from being conscious in this existence I always saw as the most cruel, terrible mistake that I never would had chosen and never would had wished for.

 

[FuneralCry]

To suffer in this existence is an abomination to me.
No matter what I really will always see it as an abomination to suffer in this torturous and futile existence and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just want peace from this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and I'll personally always see existence as a mistake.

It's one that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'll just always find it so harmful to be conscious burdened with this existence suffering all for the sake of it and I suffer simply from existing, only in eternal non-existence will I be unable to suffer and unable to feel any pain which is why it's all I'll hope for. I only wish for no more suffering and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing and existence really is just so cruel, it's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I always wish I could just fall asleep permanently and forget about it all. I just want to never suffer ever again but of course the suffering just continues, existence to me really is just an unnecessary harm and I'll always find it so torturous to exist, existence itself really is the problem to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I only wish for the peace of non-existence and I'll just only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this torturous existence where there's all this endless cruelty and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway, I just want to never exist ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping to not exist.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to not exist, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where finally I can be at peace and only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and I'll just always see existence as the most terrible tragedy.

I'm just so tired of suffering and I'd never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence truly is the only relief in this existence so cruel and torturous that I just never would had wished for and never would had chosen, non-existence really is all I personally see as desirable. I just want to never exist ever again, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me but of course the suffering of existing just continues, it really is all just so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I just want to be at peace and for me peace could only lie in an eternal sleep. I'd just never wish for this existence that just causes all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for and I'll just always see this torturous existence as the true problem no matter what, I just wish I never suffered more than anything and nothing would make me wish to suffer in this existence rather I only hope for peace, I just want to sleep, I just want to rest and for me eternal sleep is the only peace from all this cruelty and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as only suffering.
No matter what I really will always see existing as only suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this cruel, torturous existence, as long as I exist I really will just hope for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten, I just want to never suffer in this existence ever again but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so dreadful to me.

I always wish I could just choose to never wake ever again and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall into an eternal dreamless sleep to escape from the suffering and cruelty of existing and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can suffer and the suffering of existing is endless, it's all just so cruel and terrible to me and I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist. For me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is all I could hope for, I'll just always see it as so torturous to exist and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's really just all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll always have so much dread for what lies ahead, for me existence really is the problem and it's one only ceasing to exist can solve for me and bring me any peace from.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long.
I truly do find it so terrifying how a human can suffer for so long in this futile and torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather I only hope to not exist.

I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all suffering where all is finally gone and I can be at peace and for me peace could only lie in non-existence, I just find it so horrific how a human can suffer for so long with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and the suffering and torture of existing is endless. It really is all just so dreadful and terrible to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, nothing would ever make me wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, only non-existence can bring me the peace I hope for from the suffering and cruelty of existing and existence is just so cruel. The thought of being enslaved in this existence just to die in agony from old age is just so horrific to me, I'd never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to not exist, I just hope for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful and so dreadful to suffer in this existence I personally always saw as terrible, tragic mistake, to me existence really is the problem and I'm so tired of suffering so unnecessarily in this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Just hoping to sleep.
No matter what all I could ever hope for is to sleep, I just want to rest, I just want to never suffer ever again with all finally gone and forgotten for me but of course all the suffering just continues and it's all so terrible and dreadful to me, I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to not exist.

For me non-existence truly is all that's desirable and is all I wish for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always find it so painful to exist, it's pain only non-existence could ever take away for me and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently, for me non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is all I hope for. I'd just never wish for this painful, torturous existence I personally always saw as a mistake but of course all the suffering just continues with me just wishing to be gone and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently, as long as I exist I'll just hope to never wake ever again, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it the only relief for me could ever lie i eternal sleep. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is some peace and I'll just only be at peace once I'm no longer burdened with this dreadful existence I just never would had chosen and would just never wish for no matter what, I truly am so tired of suffering so unnecessarily.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non-existence is all I could hope for.
It truly is all I could hope for, I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and I just wish I never suffered, in this existence where there's all this suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel the only peace for me could lie in eternal sleep, non-existence really is all I could see as positive and is all I'll wish for. I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and it just feels like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, torturous existence I personally always saw as a mistake and I'd just never wish for any of this suffering rather all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence really is the only relief, I just wish to never suffer ever again.

I'll always see it as so dreadful to be conscious burdened with this harmful existence just hoping and waiting for death anyway and for me existence really is the problem, it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me and there's just so much suffering in existing, it's all just so cruel, dreadful and terrible to me and I just wish I never suffered. I never should had besn burdened with this existence that just causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, non-existence really would solve everything for me and bring me the peace I search for, I just want to never exist ever again, I just hope for some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring non-existence.
I truly would always prefer to not exist than be conscious in this cruel, torturous existence suffering so unnecessarily and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, it's all just so terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where finally all is forgotten and I can rest and for me non-existence is just always preferable, it's all I see as desirable, I just want to never exist ever again bur of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues, it's all just so dreafful and terrible to me and I suffer simply from existing.

It's suffering only eternal sleep can ever bring me any relief from as after all if if'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in non-existence and I'd just always prefer not exist, for me non-existence really is the only relief and is all I could hope for as I just want to never suffer ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering but of course the suffering of existing just continues and I personally suffer simply from existing it's suffering only the peace of non-existence could ever take away for me. I just want to never exist ever again and it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of existing rather all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence really is the only relief in this existence I always saw as the most harmful terrible mistake causing all this pain and suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence to me is just an unnecessary harm.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm to me and I'll just always find it so harmful to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence I just saw as a mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all just so terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather I only hope to not exist, I just wish for an eternal sleep free from all pain and suffering where this existence is finally all forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist, I see it as the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed and I see it as a terrible, torturous abomination to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents.

I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this existence and I'll always see existing as only being suffering, I suffer just from being burdened with this harmful existence of suffering all for the sake of it and it's suffering only the peace of eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me and bring me relief from as after all if I'm gone I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in being unconscious for all eternity and I personally suffer simply from existing. It's suffering only eternal dreamless sleep could ever take away for me and I'd just always prefer to not exist, for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief from suffering, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I hope for is non-existence where finally I can be at peace with all gone and forgotten for me, I just want to never suffer ever again.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so dreadful to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so dreadful to exist and I'd just never wish for the cruelty and suffering of this futile, torturous existence rather all I want is to never wake ever again, only non-existence can bring me the peace I search for from this existence I always saw as the most terrible tragic mistake and there's just so much suffering in existing. It's all just so dreadful and terrible to me and as long as I exist I'll just hope for some peace, I only wish for the peace of non-existence where there is no more suffering and this dreadful existence is finally all forgotten and no longer my problem and I just always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence.

It's just so dreadful to me to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and the suffering of existing is endless, as long as I exist I really will just hope for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all suffering and harm with no more pain and no more suffering but of course all the suffering just continues and I find it terrifying how a human can suffer for so long with no limit as to how much they can be tortured and the suffering and torture of existing is endless. It's all so dreadful and terrible to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I never should had been burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it and I'll just always find it so dreadful to suffer so unnecessarily just hoping and waiting to not exist anyway, for me non-existence really would be the relief.

 

[FuneralCry]

As long as I exist I'll just hope for nothingness.
As long as I exist I truly will just hope for nothingness, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering where all is finally forgotten and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer in this cruel, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and for me existence really is the problem.

It's one only eternal nothingness can take away for me and solve, in this existence where there's all this suffering all for the sake of it non-existence really is the only peace for me and is all I see as desirable, I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as being only suffering, I suffer just from being conscious in this existence I personally always saw as a mistake and I'd never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is to not exist. For me non-existence really is the only peace and relief and is all I'll hope for, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep free from all cruelty and suffering and I'm just always so tired of suffering in this existence I never would had chosen and I'd just never wish for any of this rather I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence. I just hope to never exist ever again, I wish for no more suffering but of course all the suffering of existing just continues and it's all so dreadful to me, I only hope for peace and for me non-existence really is the only peace and relief, I just wish for no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

See so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied for me.
No matter what I'll always see so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied for me as all I hope and wish for is to never wake ever again, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only being suffering.

It's just so horrific to me how the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what with no acceptance towards the wish to never suffer ever again as all I wish for is no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious in this cruel, torturous existence I just never would had chosen and would just never wish for. For me the only relief could ever lie in eternal dreamless sleep and as long as I exist I'll only hope to not exist, I wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering and I just want all to be gone for me, only once I'm unconscious for all eternity will I be at peace but of course all the suffering and cruelty of existing just continues. I find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and the suffering of existing is endless, it's all so dreadful to me and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence really is the only peace and is all I'll hope for, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this futile, unnecessary existence I just never wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'll always prefer to prevent suffering.
No matter what I really would prefer to prevent suffering through ceasing to exist than prolong it just to suffer way more unbearably and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing, it's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and only in non-existence will I be unable to suffer which is why it's all I'll hope and wish for, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering.

I'll just always find it so painful to be conscious in this existence suffering so unnecessarily and I'll just always see existing as being only suffering, I really would never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is non-existence, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone, I'll always see it as an abomination to be conscious in this existence capable of suffering to unlimited extents and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only ceasing to exist could ever take away or me and as long as I exist I'll only hope for no more suffering. I just want to never exist ever again and I could personally just never see any benefit, value and point to prolonging the suffering of existing rather I just want to forget about it all, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering , to me existence really is the problem which is why I'll only hope for death no matter what, I wish for an eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten, I just want to finally forget about this existence where there is all this cruelty and suffering all for the sake of it until non-existence takes away all anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this cruel, torturous existence and more than anything I just wish I never suffered at all, I'd never wish to suffer in this existence I always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing.

It's all so dreadful to me and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone, I just wish for no more cruelty and no more suffering but of course all the suffering just continues and no matter what I'd prefer to not exist than be burdened with this existence of suffering all for the sake of it just hoping and waiting to die anyway and I'll always just see existing as just waiting to die, it's just pain and suffering there was never a need for and I personally suffer just from being conscious in this existence. I just hope for the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep but of course I continue to be burdened with this existence and as long as I exist I'll only wish for some peace, I just want to never suffer ever again and I'll always see existing as being only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it really is just all so dreadful to me and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, I'd never wish for the suffering of this cruel, futile existence I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, to me existence itself truly is the problem and I suffer simply from existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

Only hoping for no more suffering.
No matter what all I could hope for is no more suffering, I just wish for the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and there is no more pain and no more cruelty and I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, it's suffering only the peace of non-existence could ever take away for me and bring me any relief from.

I just wish for no more pain and I'll always find it so painful to exist suffering all for the sake of it just hoping to sleep permanently and for me the only peace could lie in never suffering ever again, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable, I'd never wish for any of this rather all I hope for is to not exist and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I personally always saw as the most terrible mistake and there's just so much suffering and so much cruelty in existing. As long as I exist I really will just hope for an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and I can be at peace, I'll always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from this harmful existence of suffering all for the sake of it that I just never would had chosen and would never wish for, I'm just always so tired of it all and I wish I never had to suffer more than anything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suffer so much as a result of existing.
I truly do suffer so much as a result of existing and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and nothing can concern me and for this existence to be no longer my concern is all I wish for.

I suffer just from existing and I'd never wish to suffer in this torturous existence I always saw as the most cruel mistake and there's just so much cruelty and so much suffering in existing, it's all so dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll only wish to never suffer ever again, I just want no more pain, existence to me really does always feel like the most terrible mistake and I'll just always see existence as an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway. It really is just all so dreadful to me and more than anything I wish I never suffered, I just never should had suffered in this cruel, torturous existence and there's just so much suffering in existing, I suffer simply from existing and it's suffering only non-existence could ever take away for me. I just wish for no more suffering and I'll always see it as so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence, for me eternal sleep really is the only peace and relief, it's just all I could hope for, all I want is to never suffer ever again but of course all the suffering continues, it truly is all so dreadful and terrible to me and I'd never wish for any of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always finding it so terrible to exist.
No matter what I really will always find it so terrible and dreadful to exist and I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I wish for is non-existence, for me non-existence really is all I see as desirable and is all I hope for. I just want to never exist ever again but of course all the suffering of existing just continues and I always suffer from how I cannot just choose to never wake ever again, for me non-existence really is all I see as positive and is all I could wish for, I just want all to be gone for me and I'm just always so tired of suffering so unnecessarily in this existence I always saw as a mistake and more than anything I just wish I never suffered.

I truly never should had been forced to suffer, I'd just never wish for any of the suffering of this harmful existence rather all I hope for is non-existence, only non-existence can solve everything for me and take away what I personally see as the true problem which is existence itself, I only hope for some peace. I only want to sleep, existence to me really is an abomination that just causes harm and suffering until non-existence takes away all anyway and I'd just always prefer to not exist than suffer, for me non-existence really is all that's desirable and is all I could wish for, I just want permanent relief from this terrible, dreadful existence I just never would had chosen and never would had wished for, to suffer in this existence really is something I never would had chosen and I'd just always find it so terrible to exist.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer.
No matter what I'd just never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I hope for is some peace, I just want to fall asleep permanently and never suffer ever again but of course all the cruelty and suffering of existing just continues.

It's all just so terrible and dreadful to me and as long as I exist I'll just wish for no more pain and no more suffering, I always find it the most terrible dreadful tragedy how this existence of unnecessary suffering was even imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I'd just never wish for the suffering and cruelty of this torturous existence rather all I wish for is to not exist. For me non-existence really is all I see as desirable, I just wish for an eternal dreamless sleep where all is gone and finally I cannot suffer and I'll just always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel, it's all just so dreadful to me and for me non-existence really is the only relief. I just wish for no more pain and no more suffering rather all I wish for is to never suffer ever again, I just wish for this cruel, torturous existence to finally be all gone for me but of course all the suffering just continues with me wishing and hoping to never wake ever again, for me non-existence really is the only peace from this existence I personally always saw as a mistake, it's so terrible to me how there's all this suffering and cruelty in existing with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'll always see existing as being only suffering.