Venting General thread for my vents about wanting to die

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Never wanting to suffer.
I really would never want to suffer in this cruel existence and I just wish I never had to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

I just want peace from all the suffering, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I truly would never wish to suffer in this existence I never would had chosen that just causes and brings so much pain with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

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Always preferring to cease existing than suffer.
I really will always prefer to cease existing than suffer and I wish that more than anything I wish I was never burdened with this existence, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more suffering.

I'll always see existing as only suffering, only non-existence is positive for me, only non-existence is desirable for me, I'd just never wish to suffer in this dreadful, cruel existence rather all I want is some peace, I'll always find it so undesirable to suffer in this existence, I just want all to be gone and forgotten for me, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the suffering of existing.

 

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Existence is always the problem to me.
No matter what I really will always see existence as the problem and it's one only non-existence can solve and take away for me, I wish I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence more than anything and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

I just want peace from it all, I just wish to be gone and for me non-existence is just the only relief, only non-existence can bring me the relief I search for from the abomination of existence, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this dreadful, torturous existence I never would had chosen.

 

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Always finding it so torturous to suffer in this existence.
No matter what I really will always find it so torturous to suffer in this existence and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and I'd never wish to exist.

For me non-existence is just the only peace, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want to be free from it all, only non-existence can bring me any relief and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence that just causes pain and suffering with no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is just always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and I'd just never wish for this cruel, painful existence I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I wish for no more suffering.

I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'd never wish for this existence that just causes and brings so much suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for, for me non-existence is just all I see as positive, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the abomination of existence.

 

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Always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I see as desirable is eternal sleep, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering.

I just want to never suffer again and I'll always see existence as the problem, for me non-existence is just all that's positive and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I just wish and hope for some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence that I never would had chosen that just caused and brought so much pain.

 

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Existence is just an unnecessary harm to me.
It truly is just an unnecessary harm to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this dreadful, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is to be gone.

I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so painful and torturous that I never would had wished for that just caused me so much pain and I suffer simply from existing, it's suffering only non-existence can take away for me and it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long, all I want is peace from it all, I just want non-existence to bring me the peace I search for from this painful existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I'm just always so tired of suffering in this torturous existence and I'd just never wish for the suffering of existing rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist again.

For me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and painful that I'm always so tired of and I wish I never suffered more than anything, it just feels like I've suffered so much for so long in this existence I'm always so tired of that I just always saw as the most cruel mistake, all I want is peace from the pain and suffering of existing.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in existing.
There really is just so much cruelty and suffering in existing and I wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this torturous existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I hope for is non-existence and only non-existence can bring me the peace from suffering I search for, I just want to be gone, I just want to never exist again, I'd just never wish for any of this

 

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Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering and I'd never wish for this harmful, cruel and torturous existence rather all I want is peace, I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence I always saw as a mistake and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of this harmful existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable, I just want peace and I'll only be at peace once I'm permanently unconscious with no more pain and no more suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

So much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied.
I really will always see so much cruelty in how peaceful death is denied and I always suffer from how I cannot just have the option to cease existing peacefully to escape from the dreadful, cruel abomination of existence.

For me non-existence is just the only relief, I wish that more than anything I never suffered, all I see as desirable is non-existence, I just wish for peace and I'll only be at peace once I no longer suffer in this torturous existence that just causes harm and suffering, existence is just always the problem to me.

 

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Existence is just always an abomination to me.
It truly is always an abomination to me and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I'll always see existence as the most terrible, dreadful abomination with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll always find it so torturous to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace and it feels like I've suffered for so long, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and terrible and I'd never wish for any of this suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

No suffering in non-existence.
The fact that there is no suffering in non-existence is exactly why I wish for it, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this torturous existence I always saw as a mistake.

For me existence is the problem, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being conscious burdened with this existence, I just want some peace, in this existence so cruel and dreadful only non-existence can solve everything for me, I just hope to be free from all the suffering and only in non-existence will I be free from all the suffering of existing.

 

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Only non-existence could ever be desirable to me.
It really is all I see as desirable in this existence I always saw as a mistake and it just feels like I've suffered for so long, for me non-existence is just all I see as desirable and I wish I never suffered more than anything.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering and I suffer simply from existing, I just want to be gone from it all, no matter what I'll always find it so deeply undesirable to suffer in this existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, it's all so cruel and dreadful.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this cruel existence.
No matter what I'd just never want to suffer in this cruel existence rather all I want is some peace and I suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to escape from this torturous existence that I never would had chosen that just caused me so much pain and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

It's all so terrible and dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me, I just want to be free from all suffering in this deeply undesirable and torturous existence I never would had chosen.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence just causes harm and suffering.
It truly does just cause harm and suffering and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this harmful, cruel and torturous existence, all I want is to be gone, I just want to never suffer again.

I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, I really will always prefer to not exist than suffer and for me non-existence is just the only relief, I'd never wish for this harmful, torturous existence of unnecessary, futile suffering that I always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always hoping for peace.
No matter what peace truly is all I could hope for and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want peace from this torturous, cruel existence, I just want to be gone and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so dreadful that I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer and I suffer simply from existing.

It's suffering only non-existence can bring me peace from and I'd just never wish to exist, for me non-existence is just the only peace, I wish for no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence I just never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer.

 

[FuneralCry]

Never wanting to suffer in this dreadful existence.
I really would never want to suffer in this dreadful existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is peace and I'll only be at peace in non-existence where finally all is gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering.

I always suffer so much as a result of this existence I just always saw as a mistake, for me non-existence is just the only relief and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence no matter what, to me existence really will always be an abomination and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existing is always so undesirable.
It truly is always so undesirable and I'd just never wish to suffer in this cruel, deeply undesirable existence I just always saw as a mistake rather all I want is some peace, I just want to be gone.

I just want to never exist again and there's just so much suffering in existing, I just suffer so much as a result of being burdened with this existence I never would had chosen and as long as I exist I'll wish and hope for some peace, I wish for no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering, it's all so dreadful to me.

 

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Feels like I've suffered for so long.
It truly does feel like I've suffered for so long in this cruel existence and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace and it feels like I've been burdened with this existence for so long.

I just want to be free from it all, I just want to never suffer again, I wish for this existence I never would had chosen, I just want all to be forgotten for me and I suffer simply from existing, I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like never waking again to finally escape from this torturous existence where it feels like I've suffered for so long.

 

[FuneralCry]

Existence is always the problem to me.
It truly is always the problem to me and it's one only non-existence can bring me any relief from, I just want to never suffer again and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence. I'd never wish for this existence that just causes so much pain and suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always find it so torturous to exist, I just want to be gone from it all, I just wish for peace from the dreadful, cruel abomination of existence that I just never would had chosen.

 

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I'll only be at peace in non-existence.
I truly will only be at peace in non-existence and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so cruel and dreadful that I just always saw as a mistake and I suffer simply from existing.

It's just all so terrible and I wish I never existed more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence so torturous and dreadful non-existence is just the only peace for me and I wish I never suffered, I'll just always see existence as a mistake and it's one that just causes so much cruelty, harm and suffering all for the sake of it with no limit as to how much one can be tortured.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering.
I really am just always so tired of suffering in this dreadful existence and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I just wish for peace from all the suffering and I just suffer so much as a result of this existence I never would had chosen.

For me non-existence is just the only relief and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just hope for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as just being suffering all for the sake of it, it's all so dreadful and terrible.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence.
I truly am always so tired of suffering in this cruel existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence so torturous and as long as I exist I'll just hope to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again, for me eternal sleep is just all I see as desirable and it feels like I've suffered for so long in this existence I always saw as a mistake, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll always see existing as only suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I wish for no more suffering, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is the only peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always seeing existing as just waiting to die.
No matter what I really will always see existing as just being waiting to die and I'd never wish to suffer in this existence rather all I want is some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence I just always saw as a mistake.

I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer simply from being burdened with this existence, it's just all so cruel and terrible and as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I wish for peace from the dreadful abomination of existence and I'll always see existing as only suffering.

 

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Never wanting to suffer in this existence.
I really would never want to suffer in this existence and I just wish I never suffered more than anything, for me non-existence is just the only peace and relief in this existence that just causes and brings all this suffering all for the sake of it.

I suffer simply from existing, it's just all so dreadful and I'd never wish for any of this rather all I want is to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me in this existence so cruel I just always saw as a mistake, I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief in this existence I never would had chosen that just caused me to suffer.

 

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Existence is just always the problem to me.
I really will always just see existence as the problem and I wish I never suffered more than anything, I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and bring me peace from what I see as the true problem which is existence itself and it feels like I've suffered so much for so long.

As long as I exist I really will just hope to never suffer again, I wish for no more suffering and I always suffer so much as a result of existing, for me existence really will always be the problem and I'd never wish for the abomination of existence rather all I want is some peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

Always preferring to not exist than suffer.
I truly will just always prefer to not exist than suffer and I wish that more than anything I never suffered in this torturous, cruel existence I just always saw as a mistake, all I want is to be gone.

I just hope and wish for peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace from the cruelty and suffering of existing and I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer, I just want to be gone, I just want non-existence to solve everything for me and finally bring me the peace I search for from this existence that to me is just waiting to die, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I'll just always prefer to not exist than be burdened with this painful, deeply undesirable existence.

 

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Non-existence is just all I've hoped for.
It truly is all I've hoped for and I wish I never suffered more than anything, all I want is peace and for me non-existence is just the only relief and peace in this existence so torturous, I just hope and wish to be gone.

I just want to never suffer again and I suffer simply from being conscious in this existence, I just want some peace and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer so unnecessarily in this existence I just always saw as a mistake, I just want to never suffer again and I just always suffer so much as a result of this torturous existence.

 

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Only hoping for some peace.
No matter what some peace is just all I could hope and wish for and I wish I never suffered in this dreadful existence more than anything, I just want to be gone, I just want to never suffer again and there's just so much suffering in this torturous existence, it's all so cruel and terrible and I wish I never suffered.

I just want some peace and for me non-existence is just the only peace in this existence so cruel, I wish for no more pain and no more suffering and I suffer so much as a result of existing, it's just all so cruel and I wish I never had to exist, I'd never wish for this futile, painful existence.