lameemo
autism +cptsd
- Aug 16, 2024
- 21
Of course I post a vent in a subreddit that's pretty good about that. It's for venting and complex trauma. Yet I get told I'm selfish and entilited for being upset my siblings never even tried to emotionally help me through my trauma. I'm disabled and they were all 25+, I get they have their own lives but they could have called.
Do they have too, no they don't. Am I allowed to be fucking upset about it, yes. It doesn't make me entilited for being upset. But I hate this goddamn world and the sick folks the habor it. I posted that cause I was drowning. I needed advice to keep myself together so I didn't unsafely try to CTB today and of course. A redditor ruins my fucking day. I know now to only vent here.
But I'm just so upset, I know it was prolly just a troll. Usually I wouldn't give a shit but I crashed out on him, and now I just feel so fucked up.
Do they have too, no they don't. Am I allowed to be fucking upset about it, yes. It doesn't make me entilited for being upset. But I hate this goddamn world and the sick folks the habor it. I posted that cause I was drowning. I needed advice to keep myself together so I didn't unsafely try to CTB today and of course. A redditor ruins my fucking day. I know now to only vent here.
But I'm just so upset, I know it was prolly just a troll. Usually I wouldn't give a shit but I crashed out on him, and now I just feel so fucked up.