forced ed recovery set me back

[ayla]

my orignal plan was to ctb when i met my goal weight but i was forced into recovery. im so upset, i was so close to finally ctb. i guess i could still do it because nothing is stopping me lolol but i wanted to achieve one last thing at least. oh well.

also my sn arrives soon so should i just thug stuff out and try getting to my goal weight again or is it just dumb idkk

 

[TheLastGreySky]

my orignal plan was to ctb when i met my goal weight but i was forced into recovery. im so upset, i was so close to finally ctb. i guess i could still do it because nothing is stopping me lolol but i wanted to achieve one last thing at least. oh well.

also my sn arrives soon so should i just thug stuff out and try getting to my goal weight again or is it just dumb idkk

Do you mind if I ask why you want to be your goal weight when you ctb?

Like I'm sure you feel better at your goal weight,
So I'm just curious as to why that's when you want to end it.