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Farmmaa

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Sleep well :heart:
 
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Goodnight Moon♥️
 
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MysticPerception

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I'm back and I'll still smile for you
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I can really hear him singing. Fly me to the moon indeed. Hopefully you'll have fun playing among the stars.
 
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Dec 9, 2019
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No one could possibly forget you Moonicide , you are such an inspiration to us all :heart:
 
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helIboy

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You are so loved, we won't ever forget about you. See ya soon.
 
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WhyIsLife56

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I'll be seeing you soon ❤️
You said it yourself, it isn't goodbye
:halo:❤️
 
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zeroambition

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Safe travels ❤️
 
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enlightened_suicide

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How do you know, this isn't all a dream?
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I hope your at peace now <3 and I am glad the site came back up so you were not alone in your final moments...
Goodnight Moon :heart:
 
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APharmaDestroyedLife

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Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
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Worthless_nobody

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I will never forget you my sweet friend. You have touched my heart. Be at peace rest well. I'm sending you all my love and hugs.❤️
 
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Sunshine

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This is actually kind of crazy and surreal.

Edit: I don't know about you guys but the fact that she posted so many pictures and glimpses of her life/incoming passing made this thread more personal and real to me. It hits harder in a way.
 
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Lotus1818

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Everyone. Moonie threw up. i couldnt see how much. after that she had some trouble breathing. the breathing only became slower and slower. and now she's laying not breathing. peacefully. i need some time to proces this whole thing. i will update everyone another time.
 
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WhyIsLife56

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She's finally at peace ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
 
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Sunshine

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Everyone. Moonie threw up. i couldnt see how much. after that she had some trouble breathing. the breathing only became slower and slower. and now she's laying not breathing. peacefully. i need some time to proces this whole thing. i will update everyone another time.

Damn. Did it look to you like she was suffering? If she struggled with the breathing?
 
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OrangeLounge

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Everyone. Moonie threw up. i couldnt see how much. after that she had some trouble breathing. the breathing only became slower and slower. and now she's laying not breathing. peacefully. i need some time to proces this whole thing. i will update everyone another time.
Please take care of yourself, it can be very hard to do what you have agreed to. :heart:
 
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How do you know, this isn't all a dream?
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I hope it was painless and quick.. she does not deserve extra suffering..
 
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waterbottleman

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Everyone. Moonie threw up. i couldnt see how much. after that she had some trouble breathing. the breathing only became slower and slower. and now she's laying not breathing. peacefully. i need some time to proces this whole thing. i will update everyone another time.
That is heart breaking =(

Jeez you're a much stronger person than I am, I couldn't handle watching anyone go through with something like that. Especially someone with a heart of gold like Moon.
 
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pandora

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Everyone. Moonie threw up. i couldnt see how much. after that she had some trouble breathing. the breathing only became slower and slower. and now she's laying not breathing. peacefully. i need some time to proces this whole thing. i will update everyone another time.

Take care of yourself. You've been through a lot, especially tonight, but throughout Moonicide's full process. *hugs*
 
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Lotus1818

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Damn. Did it look to you like she was suffering? If she struggled with the breathing?
i have it all documented. i need some time to process this. i will update you later in this thread. or in a new thread.
i think overall the method is pretty fast. and i guess there was a bit of suffering.allot of gasping for air. but im not sure if she was consious during that.
 
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Daffodil

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Everyone. Moonie threw up. i couldnt see how much. after that she had some trouble breathing. the breathing only became slower and slower. and now she's laying not breathing. peacefully. i need some time to proces this whole thing. i will update everyone another time.
That's why I asked for her to say when she was leaving consciousness. I heard another report of a sitter who was quite traumatized by how it ended and said SN was not peaceful at all. The thing is, I think the person is probably unconscious by the time they throw up and ultimately die. I hope when you have some time to process maybe you can report back, maybe on the SN megathread. Take care of yourself now, you did a really good thing and I hope you can are able to be at peace with it soon too.
 
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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

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i have it all documented. i need some time to process this. i will update you later in this thread. or in a new thread.
i think overall the method is pretty fast. and i guess there was a bit of suffering.allot of gasping for air. but im not sure if she was consious during that.
Take the time you need :hug::hug::halo:
 
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pandora

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Damn. Did it look to you like she was suffering? If she struggled with the breathing?

With all due respect, Sunshine, please allow Lotus this time to grieve, as requested. As mentioned, they are processing a significant and traumatic loss. There is time to have our questions answered, but this is not that time.
 
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OrangeLounge

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I have a feeling that the extra day of meto may have done more harm than good. I was worried about that when someone brought it up on the first page...

It's actually raining right now. I feel like the sky is crying for you, Moonie... along with many of us here. I hope you're okay, wherever you are. Lotus, as well.
 
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i have it all documented. i need some time to process this. i will update you later in this thread. or in a new thread.
i think overall the method is pretty fast. and i guess there was a bit of suffering.allot of gasping for air. but im not sure if she was consious during that.
take your time and take care of yourself that is a lot to process
 
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Broken Chimera

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The abyss also gazes into you
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Everyone. Moonie threw up. i couldnt see how much. after that she had some trouble breathing. the breathing only became slower and slower. and now she's laying not breathing. peacefully. i need some time to proces this whole thing. i will update everyone another time.
I'm sorry you had to sit through that. Please take care of yourself. I hope she didn't suffer too much.
 
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Lotus1818

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That's why I asked for her to say when she was leaving consciousness. I heard another report of a sitter who was quite traumatized by how it ended and said SN was not peaceful at all. The thing is, I think the person is probably unconscious by the time they throw up and ultimately die. I hope when you have some time to process maybe you can report back, maybe on the SN megathread. Take care of yourself now, you did a really good thing and I hope you can are able to be at peace with it soon too.
atm im really shaking. in total it took around 20 min for me to be fully sure she stopped breathing
 
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APharmaDestroyedLife

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Nov 4, 2019
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Sunshine

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Jan 11, 2019
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With all due respect, Sunshine, please allow Lotus this time to grieve, as requested. As mentioned, they are processing a significant and traumatic loss. There is time to have our questions answered, but this is not that time.

No, you're right. I just thought Lotus left and would come back later to answer (not now) as they said they would update us another time.
i have it all documented. i need some time to process this. i will update you later in this thread. or in a new thread.
i think overall the method is pretty fast. and i guess there was a bit of suffering.allot of gasping for air. but im not sure if she was consious during that.

Sorry, please take your time. I didn't mean to push you into answering directly.
 
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Daffodil

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atm im really shaking. in total it took around 20 min for me to be fully sure she stopped breathing
Maybe you can take some solace in that she spared herself a lot of suffering through life and I'm sure a natural death would have been quite painful.

20 minutes is not really that long in the grad scheme of thing, I thought it was going to take longer. I look away for what seemed like a second.
 
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