Honestly I don't understand why people are sad when someone dies, if those didn't give a damn when the person were alive. Well, I'm not saying about everyone, but I know parents lost their kids cause of drug overdose and they act like they sad, I'm pretty sure they knew their kid were on drugs, but they didn't care and now it's too late and doesn't matter they're sad or not, they had appreciate life and not to cry about death.
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Lotus1818
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- Nov 4, 2019
- 248
Broken Chimera
The abyss also gazes into you
- May 27, 2019
- 972
He means we're coming to show respect to someone we cared about and you come in and say that like we didn't care when she was alive. This isn't the thread for that.
HelensNepenthe
Thoughtful poster
- Jan 17, 2019
- 835
There's a place and time for your opinions, but I don't think is it chief. More or less should be a thread on its own and not in /this/ thread.
Quarky00
Enlightened
- Dec 17, 2019
- 1,956
@S1mpleme , I'm sure you meant well
But this thread is basically an ongoing memorial to a dead person many people loved . It's her last testimony , her virtual grave , and an ongoing funeral ..I understand what you said there :) But would you raise those issues ('not cry about death' , 'dont give a damn' , 'why sad') at a person's funeral / memorial -- to their dearest friends who are still in mourning ?
I don't mean anything harsh or to criticize you, just something to think about.
GreyMoonie
Member
- Jan 29, 2020
- 6
I've always been fascinated by the moon and now whenever I look at it I think of you. May you have eternal rest 
Well this one is sad to me. They seem to be a nice person, and I hope they wouldn't. I hope they went without pain, and if there is an afterlife. They went to where they want to be
hershberger
Student
- Dec 28, 2019
- 124
issyishere
Goodnight and always remember that’s life
- Nov 5, 2019
- 441
Same man, forum been feeling alot darker ever since she caught the bus
faust
lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
- 3,138
Although we never talked to each other, your posts made me cry... Rest in piece, Moonie...
AlreadyGone
Taking it day by day
- Jan 11, 2020
- 917
Every time I see this thread, I feel sad. I hope she is in a peaceful place now.
nitrogen
Schrödinger's cat
- Nov 5, 2019
- 339
@Moonicide . Hello my dear. Check out the beautiful San Francisco night sky with the crescent moon. I took the photos last night just for you. Told you you'd be in my thoughts every time I look up and see the moon. But I bet you've seen better - after all, you get the best views of everything in heaven.
But I bet you've seen better - after all, you get the best views of everything in heaven.
faust
lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
- 3,138
The storm is coming tonight, but now I woke up with the moonlight. Such a peaceful night. Hope and you found your peace, Moonie!
AlreadyGone
Taking it day by day
- Jan 11, 2020
- 917
one4all
I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
- Feb 3, 2020
- 3,455
I hope this is not inappropriate. But this brought a tear to my eye when i heard it and thought of Moonicide.
The song is called "She Deserves A Free Ride "
The song is called "She Deserves A Free Ride "
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xBrialesana
Become Dust With Me, My Love.
- Dec 17, 2019
- 552
Looking at my lighter, been thinking of you every time I find this one
MsMaudlin
This is the fierce last stand of all I am
- Dec 8, 2019
- 876
I don't really think that this is the place for your comments.
I'm sure you meant well, but gosh it comes across really cold and abrupt.
❤
Photo quality is meh, but there's a full moon, Moonie.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,558
Welcome to the forum! I see you are relatively new, and obviously didn't mean to be insensitive.
Whether you knew Moon or not, this is the goodbye thread of a member of this forum.
We are all part of the misfit CTBER family here. Whether you know the individual or not.
The family here, is NOT like the family irl. Yes. Many, such as myself, do not have a family who cares like you described. That is precisely one of the reasons I am here.
We respect all who choose to spend their final moments with us. It's an honor to do so, and maybe if they had that respect in the outside world, there would be no goodbye threads.
I try to get to know everyone here. Obviously, it's impossible. However, I will be there for a stranger on this forum. Why? To show the individual they mattered. That their final moments will be filled with love and they know they actually did matter.
No. You didn't know Moon. However, many did and she mattered. By default, as she is here just like you and is part of the family here she should matter to you.
Unlike the outside world where nobody gives a crap, we have basic normal decency here.
I don't know you. If you ever want to talk, I am here for you. Why? You are here. You are part of my family here and I will always be here for you should you need me, and you matter.
EndlessCycle
Member
- Nov 20, 2019
- 11
Like some others I am a lurker and also been mia.
while catching up with ss her posts got my attention; such a shining, genuine soul that is standing out (and also made me wonder why the kindest/and as mentioned empathic souls seem to be the most torurted ones).It saddens me that I wont be able to thank her or tell her that I found comfort in what and the way she wrote. Besides my ego stuff - this thread and the overall love and support she gave and recieved in her time around here is something beautiful and makes this place unique. Thinking one can just be happy that she had people around her that truely cared for her and made her last days as pleasant as possible. Shed quit some tears while catching up, sincerly hoping you found your peace that you were longing for moonicide. Would have been very glad if I had the opportunity to talk to and "meet" you wonderful soul.Been cloudy the last nights but I am sure to think of you when I will be able to see the moon again.
while catching up with ss her posts got my attention; such a shining, genuine soul that is standing out (and also made me wonder why the kindest/and as mentioned empathic souls seem to be the most torurted ones).It saddens me that I wont be able to thank her or tell her that I found comfort in what and the way she wrote. Besides my ego stuff - this thread and the overall love and support she gave and recieved in her time around here is something beautiful and makes this place unique. Thinking one can just be happy that she had people around her that truely cared for her and made her last days as pleasant as possible. Shed quit some tears while catching up, sincerly hoping you found your peace that you were longing for moonicide. Would have been very glad if I had the opportunity to talk to and "meet" you wonderful soul.Been cloudy the last nights but I am sure to think of you when I will be able to see the moon again.
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Lady Lazarus 2020
Student
- Jan 25, 2020
- 144
I stumbled upon this thread and your comment. Gosh, how beautiful. You are always saying something wonderful.Welcome to the forum! I see you are relatively new, and obviously didn't mean to be insensitive.
Whether you knew Moon or not, this is the goodbye thread of a member of this forum.
We are all part of the misfit CTBER family here. Whether you know the individual or not.
The family here, is NOT like the family irl. Yes. Many, such as myself, do not have a family who cares like you described. That is precisely one of the reasons I am here.
We respect all who choose to spend their final moments with us. It's an honor to do so, and maybe if they had that respect in the outside world, there would be no goodbye threads.
I try to get to know everyone here. Obviously, it's impossible. However, I will be there for a stranger on this forum. Why? To show the individual they mattered. That their final moments will be filled with love and they know they actually did matter.
No. You didn't know Moon. However, many did and she mattered. By default, as she is here just like you and is part of the family here she should matter to you.
Unlike the outside world where nobody gives a crap, we have basic normal decency here.
I don't know you. If you ever want to talk, I am here for you. Why? You are here. You are part of my family here and I will always be here for you should you need me, and you matter.
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,558
Thanks. I needed that today.I stumbled upon this thread and your comment. Gosh, how beautiful. You are always saying something wonderful.
Lady Lazarus 2020
Student
- Jan 25, 2020
- 144
I'm glad. And I'm here if you need to talk.Thanks. I needed that today.
What is "Meto" that is mentioned in the SN regimen?
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,558
This is all you need, and will answer any questionsI'm glad. And I'm here if you need to talk.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
Lady Lazarus 2020
Student
- Jan 25, 2020
- 144
Jean4
Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
- Apr 28, 2019
- 7,558
I'm just in one of my cycles. Ask me if I am ok when it decides on mania or depression lol. Thanks for asking.
Lady Lazarus 2020
Student
- Jan 25, 2020
- 144
I understand. It's torture to be held prisoner by a brain that won't play fair. Sending you hugs.
faust
lost among the stars
- Jan 26, 2020
- 3,138
TimeTheTaleWereTold
lifeguard, save me from life
- Jan 30, 2020
- 44
i won't lie and say that this thread hasn't made me shed a tear or 10, even though i didn't know her. i hope you're resting well, moonie
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