I am so sorry you're life did not give you the people , understanding, and support you needed. So many people here are in so much pain, but have so much empathy. Imagine if we all lived on an island, just compassion and love and support and understanding. No outside world, no cold emotionless people that have no clue...
If there are no words that can be said to make you stay, I wish you to have a calm and peaceful journey, and may whatever is beyond this life be far kinder to you.
You can always stay with us, help bring more light into this place.
If you go... I will pray it be fast , peaceful, and painless and that you end up in a better place, but so many of us would love it if you stayed. I know you have been fighting for a long time, I know you're hurting. I am sorry I don't have the power to take your pain and fix it all for you...
This is the moon from where I am, right now. Obscured by clouds but still glowing brightly. Maybe that is you a bright moon covered by clouds, but those clouds will be gone in time, and maybe the clouds that have darkened your light can pass too. Maybe good things can still happen, maybe it truly is darkest before the dawn...
I'm sorry, I respect your choice. I just hate to see you leave...