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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
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Everytime I see this thread I feel sad and i hope to have the same courage she had to go through with it.
 
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hershberger

hershberger

Student
Dec 28, 2019
124
I start crying when I see this thread, let alone read it.
 
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Arisa

Arisa

Clinging onto every ounce of hope
Feb 23, 2020
46
Moon, I never got to spoke with you before you left, but I miss you and I hope you are enjoying the other side.
 
faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Nobody forgot you, Moonie :heart:
 
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Chronicillness

Chronicillness

Experienced
Jun 19, 2018
236
Everytime I see this thread I feel sad and i hope to have the same courage she had to go through with it.

Some of the most courageous people on this entire planet are the ones on this forum who have CTBed.
 
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TeenIdle

TeenIdle

Member
Feb 29, 2020
99
I got teary eyes reading this post ;-; It's so sad how she shared her last moments, photos and everything. Moonie seemed a pure and beautiful soul, too much for this planet. I hope she is resting in peace and has found the happiness she could not find here :(
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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Sending lots of love to you :heart:
 
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EvilGnome84

EvilGnome84

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Mar 1, 2020
7
I am very new to this forum and just happened upon this thread while having a bad night and am just sorry that I didn't find this site a few months earlier. You sound like you were an incredibly unique and spectacular individual and I wish I could have had the opportunity to get to know you before you passed. The last thing you ever asked of those here is to remember you, and judging by the type of person you seemed to be and the impact that had on everyone who responded, there isn't a chance of that not happening.

Sorry if it's in poor taste for me to respond like this to the goodbye thread of someone I never knew or interacted with. It was just a very impactful thread from someone who seems to deserve every kind word that comes her way, even if she isn't technically here to receive them anymore.
 
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NekoNomNom

NekoNomNom

There is no right to heal the wrong
May 3, 2020
248
I'm new here, but I stumbled onto some of Moon's posts on other threads, and here I am.

I did not get the opportunity to meet Moon, but this thread touched me all the same. Moon sounded like she was an amazing person, and it blows me away at how supportive and wonderful this community is. I found myself almost come to tears a number of times while reading through everybody's posts.

Rest easy, Moon. I truly hope you have found peace, and I thank you for being an inspiration.
 
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Secrets1

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Nov 18, 2019
355
Everytime I see this thread I feel sad and i hope to have the same courage she had to go through with it.

I yearn for the same grace. She was aspirational in mind. Noticed lots of change here in the last 6-7 months. This person left an imprint of love in the toughest times that I think I'll always remember.
 
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wonderworld

wonderworld

w̶o̶n̶d̶e̶r̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶
Jun 5, 2020
351
just found this thread. hope you found peace moon.
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
I hesitate to write this as it sounds like I romanticize suicide, but I sometimes think of her when I look at the moon. I hope you sleep well among the stars, Moonicide.
 
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xBrialesana

xBrialesana

Become Dust With Me, My Love.
Dec 17, 2019
552
I hesitate to write this as it sounds like I romanticize suicide, but I sometimes think of her when I look at the moon. I hope you sleep well among the stars, Moonicide.

As do I. :heart: I really do.
 
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dysthimia_king

dysthimia_king

Member
Sep 3, 2021
18
Hi all,
It's going on to 2 years now, since anyone has posted on this thread. There is an understanding that most of Moonicides' peers are no longer with us...
Just wanted to take a moment to remember and appreciate all individuals -- ctb'ed or not -- that made her journey so sentimental...It's her shrine and, may she be forever remembered.
Hope you are up there making landing pads for the rest of us. See you all on the flipside.
 
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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
750
I don't think I saw many of your posts, but I wanted you to know that you sound like a wonderful person who is full of love. I wish you nothing but peace and a release. I hate to see you go as there are few people in the world like you who speak from your heart.
 
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ab_

ab_

"I'd feel trapped if I couldn't CTB at any time."
Feb 15, 2019
276
Still come back to this. Rest easy.
 
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thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
136
hard to believe it's been this long. rest easy sweet soul🖤
 
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KafkaF

Taking a break from the website.
Nov 18, 2023
450
hard to believe it's been this long. rest easy sweet soul🖤

I never knew her, I've only joined recently and I only found out about this place less than a month ago, but I've been reading a lot of her posts. She seemed like such an amazing person. I've cried multiple times over her reading through a bunch of her stuff. I wish I could've done something for her. She deserved so much better. But at least I can fulfill her final wish and remember her. If only she could know that...
 
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thedevilwithin

thedevilwithin

anima vestra
Oct 4, 2023
136
I never knew her, I've only joined recently and I only found out about this place less than a month ago, but I've been reading a lot of her posts. She seemed like such an amazing person. I've cried multiple times over her reading through a bunch of her stuff. I wish I could've done something for her. She deserved so much better. But at least I can fulfill her final wish and remember her. If only she could know that...
i wish i could've done something as well. no one deserves this. where it feels like the only escape is death. it's heartbreaking.
 
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beyondthestars

Hello dear people ❤️
Mar 14, 2021
21
I never knew her, I've only joined recently and I only found out about this place less than a month ago, but I've been reading a lot of her posts. She seemed like such an amazing person. I've cried multiple times over her reading through a bunch of her stuff. I wish I could've done something for her. She deserved so much better. But at least I can fulfill her final wish and remember her. If only she could know that...

I think I joined this forum late 2020, and this thread was one of the first I read. Over the years I've come back here every now then since it touched me so deeply. I am also touched that her kind words and soul is still touching others. Such a sad thing, that we've lost her.

Do other people also manage to read her old posts? I'd so much love to read them. I know I could at one point in the past.

But now when I click on anyone's profile I just get an error:
"You do not have permission to view this page or perform this action."

I do hope that at one point in the future I can read all her posts again. Kind words from the heart really echo through the years.

Much love and hugs to all. To those who are choosing to live, to those wanting to end their suffering, and to those doubtful. I hope everyone finds their way to peace and happiness. Love you all.
 
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KafkaF

Taking a break from the website.
Nov 18, 2023
450
I think I joined this forum late 2020, and this thread was one of the first I read. Over the years I've come back here every now then since it touched me so deeply. I am also touched that her kind words and soul is still touching others. Such a sad thing, that we've lost her.

Do other people also manage to read her old posts? I'd so much love to read them. I know I could at one point in the past.

But now when I click on anyone's profile I just get an error:
"You do not have permission to view this page or perform this action."

I do hope that at one point in the future I can read all her posts again. Kind words from the heart really echo through the years.

Much love and hugs to all. To those who are choosing to live, to those wanting to end their suffering, and to those doubtful. I hope everyone finds their way to peace and happiness. Love you all.
Yeah, it was one of the first threads I read too. And yeah, she seemed like just a wonderful person. I wish she was still here so I could tell her that. It just sucks losing good people like this from the world.

One of the last things she said was "Remember me." Well, Moonicide, years later we're still here. And we still remember you. I wish you could've known that. You mattered to people you never even talked to and touched our hearts with your kindness.

You can read her other posts by using the search bar. Just go to search, then click "advanced." Then type in "Moonicide" to the "posted by" box. Then select (or at least I do) sorting by "date" instead of "relevance" and voila, you have all of her posts.

That's how I read many of them, anyway.
 
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beyondthestars

beyondthestars

Hello dear people ❤️
Mar 14, 2021
21
Yeah, it was one of the first threads I read too. And yeah, she seemed like just a wonderful person. I wish she was still here so I could tell her that. It just sucks losing good people like this from the world.

That made me incredibly sad as well. I wish I could have talked to her. It's so sad that someone has so much to share, yet feels there's no other choice then leaving early.

One of the last things she said was "Remember me." Well, Moonicide, years later we're still here. And we still remember you. I wish you could've known that. You mattered to people you never even talked to and touched our hearts with your kindness.

Yes Moonicide, we remember you, we're still missing you and getting inspired by your very kind words.

It's so touching that we're still talking about her all these years later. So happy to still see people posting to this thread, even if it's a bittersweet experience.


You can read her other posts by using the search bar. Just go to search, then click "advanced." Then type in "Moonicide" to the "posted by" box. Then select (or at least I do) sorting by "date" instead of "relevance" and voila, you have all of her posts.

Thank you for taking the time to explain, it's appreciated!
 
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logi3535

logi3535

even in death, may you be triumphant
Jan 8, 2024
113
yesterday would've been the 4th year mark, never got to meet you, moon, but i hope you're resting peacefully above the stars, this thread is probably the most hauntingly tragic to read, i hope everyone who goes out ends up going out peacefully
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,276
Reading this thread was the hardest. On her 4th year mark and reading this thread still makes your stomach ache. Her last words here were remember me, am sure she will always be remembered here. She was a loving sweet soul, I hope she is at peace 🕊
 
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thebelljarrr

thebelljarrr

Member
Apr 26, 2024
90
Just drank it. Tastes like really salty sea water like people have said. My throat burns, eeeek.
My heart is beating fast. Stomach burns. Body feels so warm. Going to lay down.

Love you all... Please remember me.

I won't be able to not remember you when I look at the moon anymore. And wow, so many beautiful souls here, hope those who have left will make room for me wherever they are
 
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