Method Finally hanging myself tomorrow.

[britter]

I've become comfortable with hanging myself and I've found the sweet spot on my neck to cut off my carotid arteries. I've purchased 10mm static rock climbing rope and tested it, I held it behind my neck and pulled as hard as I could, I felt no pain and my airway was not constricted at all, I passed out very quickly.

I've found a pretty lake and I am going to go there tomorrow and hang myself, I will watch the sunset, lean towards it and die. I will keep my motorcycle helmet on as I installed speakers into it a while ago, I will listen to some music as I pass out, maybe it will influence my subconscious as my life supposedly flashes before my eyes.
I have become very comfortable with the idea of death and I am more excited and impatient than anything else.

I want to thank this community, not that I have been an active user, but it really assisted me with coming to terms with my own mortality and confirming whether or not I actually want to die or not. I don't think this community is to blame for suicides in general, it's just a good place for likeminded people to talk to one another. I feel, with the severity and permanency of death / suicide, it's difficult to make a rash, split decision to just kill yourself.

People will always come here and vent, I don't think a large majority of the people here will actually kill themselves. But that's just me.

I love you all, goodbye.

 

[sincerelysad]

i love you so much. your plan sounds so peaceful, i hope you find the peace and comfort in the method you chose.

 

[CTB Dream]

Veryy sorry life suffer hope peace

 

[Mr_House]

Damn, Your location makes me jealous

Good luck, britter!

 

[FuneralCry]

I envy your courage, you are fortunate to have a method that you feel so confident in. Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[wait.what]

I'm always sorry to hear that life has sucked so much for somebody that they're ready to throw in the towel, but honestly it sounds like most people make worse ends than the one you're proposing. My only (potentially nunyabizness) concerns are related to ensuring that you aren't disturbed, particularly during the critical window during which brain damage will have occurred, but before death. How highly visible is your helmet, and how audible to passersby might your music be? It all depends on a collection of variables, but sometimes you can hear fairly soft noises a long way across a still lake.

Thanks for the useful assurance that partial suspension can become a more viable method with practice. Any chance you have the time or mental energy to post in the respective method thread about how you became proficient? I've tried to make a go of the related "night night" method and only ever got the head exploding feeling. (I know that means I've occluded the jugulars and not the carotids, but that knowledge doesn't help much.)

 

[SwissSuicideLady]

Good luck. I hope to take the same path soon

 

[Pentobarbital_Plz]

Wow, I hope it's quick and peaceful <3

 

[dead lightbulb]

I hope you find the peace you deserve

 

[Jadzia]

Sending love

 

[stermc]

Rest in peace

 

[Willowmoon]

Best luck and hugs
Life is awful, you deserve the peace

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Per ardua ad astra