Experiment worked, almost died.

[NorthAmericanQc]

Ladies and gentlemen, we are in the presence of a GODDAMN SCIENTIST!
Tried to prove his hypothesis ON HIMSELF!
I want to share a manly handshake and invite you for a few drinks.

And we haven't seen him since then. Probably passed. Peace to his soul.

 

[Sickman75]

Right. I asked him a question about what would the oncology report would list the death as, the last day he posted . I found my answer. Seems like he just disappeared.

 

[Lifeisatrap]

Been away this whole time so didn't get to say goodbye. This forum will not be the same without you. Thank you for your dedication in finding this breakthrough in ctb methods. Thanks for all your help and hopefully i'll eventually join you in leaving this pointless nightmarish prison planet. RIP

 

[Johnnythefox]

Been away this whole time so didn't get to say goodbye. This forum will not be the same without you. Thank you for your dedication in finding this breakthrough in ctb methods. Thanks for all your help and hopefully i'll eventually join you in leaving this pointless nightmarish prison planet. RIP

@Xerxes is not confirmed as having CTB.

 

[Lifeisatrap]

Oh, he sounded serious and hasn't been around. Of course, I selfishly hope he's still here but if not rest in peace anyway.

 

[John434]

And we haven't seen him since then. Probably passed. Peace to his soul.

I do not believe Xerxes passed
If you read his post, you will see his "near death experience" has given him a new outlook on life.
If you click on his profile, it says " invisible"
I personally think he has chosen life over death.

 

[Thisisme373]

An interesting thing is, my will to die has been reduced significantly. I feel a bit smarter, more calmer, my wife scared as hell but she stayed by my side the entire time which really meant a lot. I shared my jello with her in the recovery unit. We still argued when I got home, but I was much calmer and more empathetic to her feelings. I'm not completely depressed, I feel content and I feel I can turn things around. All I needed was a brush with death to come around.

I can totally relate to this. I tried to end my life 5 years ago, I got totally wasted and slashed my throat, I nearly did die but I was saved. The strange thing was I felt a lot calmer for a good while after this, only recently suicidle thoughts have came back.

 

[bigj75]

I can totally relate to this. I tried to end my life 5 years ago, I got totally wasted and slashed my throat, I nearly did die but I was saved. The strange thing was I felt a lot calmer for a good while after this, only recently suicidle thoughts have came back.

Holy shit!

 

[NorthAmericanQc]

I do not believe Xerxes passed
If you read his post, you will see his "near death experience" has given him a new outlook on life.
If you click on his profile, it says " invisible"
I personally think he has chosen life over death.

You missed a part of his story. Few days after his experiment attempt, his wife asked for divorce. He didn't want to go through this situation and decided to ctb.

 

[John434]

You missed a part of his story. Few days after his experiment attempt, his wife asked for divorce. He didn't want to go through this situation and decided to ctb.

Was that confirmed?
He is still listed as invisible so I still am skeptical

 

[Battered_Seoul]

I wonder if DMSO would dissolve Chloroquine? I should look that up.

 

[Thisisme373]

Holy shit!

Yeah man, I truly had enough at that point.

 

[JustAboutDone]

I sincerely hope that @Xerxes is out there somewhere, ok, or receiving treatment. Maybe wishful thinking on my part.

 

[Jen Erik]

He is still listed as invisible so I still am skeptical

Do you mean where it says 'Invisible' under his name?

 

[JustAboutDone]

Do you mean where it says 'Invisible' under his name?

I don't think people know that was a personal statement from him some time ago and an optional choice for any use to write

 

[Jen Erik]

I don't think people know that was a personal statement from him some time ago and an optional choice for any use to write

That's why I was asking for clarification, if this was in fact what the person was referring to.

 

[123die]

What is sn? What is dsmo?

 

[Johnnythefox]

What is sn? What is dsmo?

Sn is sodium nitrite which is toxic if ingested, dsmo is Dimethyl sulfoxide.

 

[lifeisbutadream]

What is sn? What is dsmo?

DMSO not "dsmo". You can google it.

 

[Minudah]

So if DMSO then put 10g of SN with 50mL of DMSO on arms and chest, then drink 5g SN and 25mL DMSO swished around stirred without a spoon? That's how this method? But putting it on your skin is dangerous to others. Is it the same dose and reaction if you drink it instead of putting it on your skin? And is it all still the same if you're using odorless DMSO?

 

[About_to_Go]

From DMSO (Dimethyl Sulfoxide)
Method:

20g of Sodium Nitrite (4-5 teaspoons)

100mL of DMSO (1/2 a cup)

Swirl in cup, do not mix with a spoon, and then ingest quickly.

 

[Minudah]

From DMSO (Dimethyl Sulfoxide)
Method:

20g of Sodium Nitrite (4-5 teaspoons)

100mL of DMSO (1/2 a cup)

Swirl in cup, do not mix with a spoon, and then ingest quickly.

Does drinking it instead of putting it on your skin mean have to take more? Xerxes only used 15g of SN to get effects, 2/3 on his skin. I'm especially worried about taking too much since I'm only 44kg, and I heard this method isn't so peaceful if you take too much. Seeing a minimum anywhere from 10g-20g and it's confusing.
Wonder if there's any way to make this look like an accident without endangering others. But I can't think of any excuse for why I as a vegan would have a meat-curing salt

 

[About_to_Go]

Does drinking it instead of putting it on your skin mean have to take more? Xerxes only used 15g of SN to get effects, 2/3 on his skin. I'm especially worried about taking too much since I'm only 44kg, and I heard this method isn't so peaceful if you take too much. Seeing a minimum anywhere from 10mg-20mg and it's confusing.
Wonder if there's any way to make this look like an accident without endangering others. But I can't think of any excuse for why I as a vegan would have a meat-curing salt

I've seen 15-20g as the correct dosage, I think whomever said mg was mistaken.

 

[Minudah]

I've seen 15-20g as the correct dosage, I think whomever said mg was mistaken.

Meant g, that was a typo

 

[khw777]

Hello guys, long time no see!

So I carried out an experiment with DMSO and SN, and almost killed myself, but because it was an experiment and I didn't want to die, I drove myself to the ER and nurses told me I passed out at the entrance. Don't remember much after that other than what my wife and staff told me when I came to. I didn't dream, I didn't experience any NDE's, just darkness, and just a light switch, I wake up. I was in the ICU for a week, then moved to recovery unit for a few days, and then was discharged on Thursday.

Didn't get admitted to the mental ward because the doctors knew it was DMSO and that something I touched which caused Methemoglobinemia in my blood. I didn't tell them anything about SN, even though I slathered the DMSO/SN solution on my skin and drank a small dose of it. So it could've been anything and they counteracted the condition with Methylene Blue. They said my methemoglobinemia levels were 34% which can be fatal. anything over 40% is fatal, but because my blood is anemic, the reaction was much swifter and it almost was fatal hence the longer stay in the ICU for monitoring purposes.

So the experiment, luckily I wrote it down on a sticky note of my ingredients and dosages to pass on in the DMSO resource thread. I mixed 10g of SN with 50mL of DMSO and applied to my arms and chest area, it smelled like garlic, so I did a couple of drops of this olive oil essence I have to make it smell like Lightly smelling garlic Brut Cologne. I wrote that I didn't feel anything for 10 minutes. So lets kick it up a bit. I mixed 5g of SN with 25mL of DMSO in a small tea cup, dissolved it, then drank the mixture. I wrote it tasted like garlic and hot dogs, kinda burning like tabasco sauce or heavily seasoned food in the back of my throat. I don't know which happened first either the SN kicked in my blood stream from the skin application because I started feeling dizzy, kinda drowsy, and was thinking "Oh shit, the SN i drank gonna kick in soon, must get to ER". Ever drove drunk in the daytime with the afternoon sun in your eyes? It royally sucks, but I made it without any incidents on the road. Risky? Yes. Dumb as hell. You bet.

So how do I feel? I get periodic chest pains when I do some exertion, I haven't tried riding my bike, and going up stairs and any walking gets me a bit winded. I'm on iron pills and have an appointment to get oxygen treatment for the next 2 weeks. An interesting thing is, my will to die has been reduced significantly. I feel a bit smarter, more calmer, my wife scared as hell but she stayed by my side the entire time which really meant a lot. I shared my jello with her in the recovery unit. We still argued when I got home, but I was much calmer and more empathetic to her feelings. I'm not completely depressed, I feel content and I feel I can turn things around. All I needed was a brush with death to come around. We'll see how long it'll last. I still have plenty of leftovers of DMSO and SN if I feel the need to try again. I'll stick around on the forums to assist any questions with DMSO and SN, but my task with dying is on hiatus for awhile.

How many tablespoons would you recommend for SN

 

[Shamana]

I dont think this belongs in the recovery forum.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

Yea, um, I was wondering what kinda experiment (that worked and almost resulted in death) this was and what it's doing in the recovery section. I'm guessing it's in the wrong category?

 

[Johnnythefox]

A ghost in the machine! This is from Feb 02 2019
Why's it saying new thread?

 

[bigj75]

thread revival. miss you Xerxes. I'll be in peace along with you soon.

 

[Stan]

I bet there will be a load of questions about this method coming soon.........