Dumb question,I know

[IwanttodieASAP]

So I literally lost everything after I failed in my last ctb attempt. I lost my job, car, apartment, everything. My parents have taken me in but obviously if I freeload ill get kicked out, fair enough. I'm considering voluntarily become homeless on the hope if I'm around homeless people I can get access to drugs I cannot know and overdose. Does that sound like reasonable logic ? I feel people kiting in cities without a home know people how have heroin and coke, maybe even fentanyl. I have some money left so I'd take it with me. Does this sound like it could work?

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Sounds miserable - I'm sorry.

 

[IwanttodieASAP]

Sounds miserable - I'm sorry.

Well I mean yes I'm on here becuase I am so happy with my life haha

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Well I mean yes I'm on here becuase I am so happy with my life haha

I meant prospect of being homeless…

 

[B4mbi]

You can access opioids on the darknet without having to go homeless. Sleeping rough is no joke

 

[almostoutofhere]

It might be a while, if you're just gonna sleep on the streets waiting to overdose. Do you have any money now? Just order online, you can order enough H to overdose

 

[jodes2]

Don't put yourself voluntarily in such a miserable position!!!

 

[releasespieces]

Life's an adventure. Sounds exciting, potentially dangerous, pretty scary... might make matters worse, but who knows. Doesn't sound like you have any plans to play it safe, it can be hard to give other people advice about their own lives. I'm sure you have your own style/personality and you know it well, sometimes it's best to follow your intuition when logic becomes too muddled or you're too apathetic to deal with logical choices. Hope you find peace.

 

[TheCrowCalls]

What's swb?

 

[MidnightDream]

I would be careful.. Homelessness is dangerous as it is and those who make themselves homeless voluntarily aren't always particularly well regarded within the homeless community, especially if you have money too.

 

[IwanttodieASAP]

As .uch as I appreciate your responses, sincerely you guys aren't answering my main question. Do u think ill have easier access to drugs?

 

[Miss Anthropy]

Im sorry you are in this position. I know a lot of homeless people here in my city are addicts so id imagine if you befriend a couple of them, they can get their hands on the things you are looking for. OD'ing does sound like a peaceful way to go. I wish you all of the best.

 

[CowsAgainstCapitali]

As .uch as I appreciate your responses, sincerely you guys aren't answering my main question. Do u think ill have easier access to drugs?

Yes, you will.

I have been homeless since 4/25/21 with intermittent stays with family.

I have been employed, unemployed, slept in a field, in a Buick and in a van. You will meet different types of homeless people depending on how you look, etc. E.g: I have such a cool van, other homeless folk assume I'm cool and have drugs. No really, almost every single day a person I've never met approaches me seeking/offering drugs. When I slept in a Buick no one ever looked twice. Meth, fentanyl and heroin are the most popular where I live. I didn't know where to get hard drugs before.

When I slept in the field, you were never more than a few feet away from orange syringe caps. They littered the ground like brass casings after a movie shootout.

Being homeless has been by far the worst experience of my life. Do not recommend 0/10