Drinking the Salty Wine tomorrow

[madebrief]

Hoping peace will overcome through the whole process x

 

[Spyro24]

I'm afraid Asatsuyu is indeed no more. May she rest in peace, she truly was a great person

 

[SouthGermany1982]

May you Rest in peace

 

[Unworthyoflove]

wishing for you to be well in a better place

 

[HopefulButPrepared]

Hi! As the title says, I'm going to ctb with SN tomorrow.

I'm not good at goodbye posts at all so Im not entirely sure what to say, but I would like to thank everyone here for sharing their stories, feelings, and methods as its been a huge help for me.

Over the past month or so I've written various goodbye letters to my loved ones, since I know they're going to blame themselves I tried my best to reassure them all individually that there was nothing they could do, and that although they wont understand me, it was my decision and Im happy with it.
I made sure to not apologize either, since they might feel bad they cant tell me its okay or anything. Instead I told them I know this is something they wouldve never wanted, and its okay for them to feel bad, and I reminded them of some memories we've shared that meant alot to me

I've also spend alot of time throwing out old junk and cleaning my apartment, I've prepared all papers they might need in one place as well.

I'll also be leaving behind my boyfriend of 2.5 years, who I dearly hope won't suffer too much once he reads my suicide note.

Anyway, this was my goodbye-rambling, Ill answer any questions I can until I drank the salty wine!
Also, this is my decision and it's what I've wanted to do for a long time, so please don't say sorry it's come to this or whatever


EDIT 1: Just wanted to add I got my sn from IC, should've added that from the start xD also I got meto from a source given to me by another member

what would happen if you mixed it with Baileys instead of water? would it taste better, or more vile?!

 

[betternever2havbeen]

I'm afraid Asatsuyu is indeed no more. May she rest in peace, she truly was a great person

Oh man that's the first person I've heard actually CTB whilst I've been here, conflicting emotions. May she be at peace now.
Edit they were only online 45 mins ago? Are we sure?

 

[outrider567]

R.I.P.

 

[cgn700278]

Farewell...

 

[Funeralprincess]

Hi! As the title says, I'm going to ctb with SN tomorrow.

I'm not good at goodbye posts at all so Im not entirely sure what to say, but I would like to thank everyone here for sharing their stories, feelings, and methods as its been a huge help for me.

Over the past month or so I've written various goodbye letters to my loved ones, since I know they're going to blame themselves I tried my best to reassure them all individually that there was nothing they could do, and that although they wont understand me, it was my decision and Im happy with it.
I made sure to not apologize either, since they might feel bad they cant tell me its okay or anything. Instead I told them I know this is something they wouldve never wanted, and its okay for them to feel bad, and I reminded them of some memories we've shared that meant alot to me

I've also spend alot of time throwing out old junk and cleaning my apartment, I've prepared all papers they might need in one place as well.

I'll also be leaving behind my boyfriend of 2.5 years, who I dearly hope won't suffer too much once he reads my suicide note.

Anyway, this was my goodbye-rambling, Ill answer any questions I can until I drank the salty wine!
Also, this is my decision and it's what I've wanted to do for a long time, so please don't say sorry it's come to this or whatever


EDIT 1: Just wanted to add I got my sn from IC, should've added that from the start xD also I got meto from a source given to me by another member

I plan to go home soon too. I wish you all the best on your journey home. Your choice is supported and supported with love and with understanding. I wish you a peaceful journey to the universe my friend

 

[Judy Garland]

You're very brave. Rest in peace now. Your suffering is over with.

 

[1000winds]

you made it to destination Unknown.. rest easy❤❤

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I'm sorry I did not get to say goodbye. I hope you are at peace now and there is no more pain.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

They have been online today

I hope they are ok.

 

[MountainMonkey]

Wishing you the best journey. RIP

 

[Spyro24]

They have been online today

She drank SN at midnight and she has not been online since then

 

[rainwillneverstop]

She drank SN at midnight and she has not been online since then

My bad..
That's sad.

Rest well dear.

 

[StrangePossum]

Rest in peace

 

[Shivali]

 

[ianista]

möge dir die erde leicht sein

may the soil be light for you

 

[anxiety cat]

Rest well my dear

 

[Sniffer]

RIP

 

[jk9761]

RIP . what is IC mean

 

[sufferingalways]

I wasn't aware of your plan to leave so soon dear, but you were a sweet spirited person. It was lovely to message with you.
Peace be with you

 

[theboy]

RIP

 

[ThatStateOfMind]

RIP, best of luck in whatever afterlife you believe in, if any.

 

[carnivore]

RIP

 

[Hope:-)]

It's nice that people still write messages on older goodbye threads. And yes, rest in peace. xxx

 

[Hollowillow]

Dont be sorry! Im not. I'm very lucky to have the option to choose when and how Im going, this is my decision and Im happy with my choice

I'm glad that you finally have a bus ticket & feel happiness on your journey. I planned to go in a crisis but your way is beautiful.

 

[outovhere]

rip