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Ilfryth

Ilfryth

No Longer Human
Jun 9, 2026
8
Like idk, sometimes I'm just laying down bored or something and I stop breathing. I have to kind of force myself to breathe again. It doesn't feel physical (as if there was something wrong witj my lungs) more like my brain forgets or doesn't bother to anymore.

Anyone else with constant ideation had/has this ? I feel like even my subconscious is trying to kill me now
 
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CarbonBased

CarbonBased

The Nothing
Jun 18, 2026
67
What do you think would happen if you didn't force yourself to breathe? Do you think you would just pass out?
 
Ilfryth

Ilfryth

No Longer Human
Jun 9, 2026
8
No idea honestly, I'm inclined to believe so but while getting closer it's likely I'd panic and gasp for air
 

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