Venting Do you think that if you had a partner you would not want ctb?

[EatingRawCocoa]

Don't know.. Never been in a actual relationship. It wouldn't address the fundamental issues i have, but it would add a little value to life. Would love to have a girl to cuddle up with and share a little of life, to show and receive affection, to listen to her and snuggle up together against the world. But what's the point even thinking about it. It's fairly obvious t my age that I am a genetic deformity of zero interest to the opposite sex. People say I should be more confident. But what is there to be confident about - when women ave never shown me any interest as I am a short, deformed manlet?

I am coming to terms with the reality that I will die never ever had any affection in my life. Kinda sucks, but there you go. One second after the blade hits the ground it won't matter any more.

 

[Fallen_From_Grace]

If I had a healthy relationship with my husband I wouldn't be considering it. However I don't.

 

[JTG1972]

Yes—I have a wife, and she is actually why I am considering it. She's wasting her life trying to dig me out of my own issues, and she's refused to leave/give up on me even though I know I won't improve. She's still young and this way she will have time to grieve and recover and find someone worth her love.