Do you have a friend?

[hopemeetshopeless]

No. None. Not a single one. Not even remotely. No one responds. Everyone ghosts me, ignores me and leaves me on read. No one is willing to make or follow through with any plan with me. No one reaches out. No one texts. No one calls. Ever. At all. For all anyone who ever knew me knows, I could already be dead.

 

[NonEssential]

A few online friends, but I haven't really had a proper chat with any of them in weeks.
I don't have any physical friends, haven't had any for over a decade.

 

[Leonard_Bangley39]

i have roommates, coworkers, group chats on discord, but nobody i would really call a genuine friend. everyone just comes and goes

 

[AuraByte]

Any friends I had stopped caring when I got too sick - physically and mentally - to hang out with them.

Pretty much a loner these days.

 

[no-hope-no-future]

I am my own best friend.

 

[cygnus1]

i will never make a friend who knows about ingo swann and has their own experiences to share, i dont know how my life was meant to end like this.

 

[venerated-vader]

The only online friend I have would be 1000000% devastated if I never came back online with zero explanation. To be left not knowing what happened would be deeeeeply painful. I try to trust that they won't do something (because wanting to die is a fun community trait i guess idk) so I try to keep myself from making a rash decision. I suppose that isn't too hard, despite how terrible I feel.

I don't really like to think about it.

 

[beyond.space]

i have friends, 2 or 3 close and a very close one that is not actively suicidal but has had some ctb attempts and actually understands what im going through. that being said, i have a very pessimistic point of view on everything. i started to feel absolutely alienated from them and all of humanity. i fell into a type of pessimistic extremism, so much so that ive basically isolated myself from everyone, unwillingly but naturally.

 

[drella]

yeah but hes a continent away and rly has no way of knowing, doesnt help that im hopelessly in love with him either so i never open up to him abt these things
i cant afford to hurt him so its better if he thinks i just started ignoring him one day and hopefully he can forget my existence with hate

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה, there will be nobody to tell except debt collectors and hands in the pocket.

 

[Sakura.]

I don't really have any actual friends, both online and in real life. There are people I can make conversation with, but I don't particularly like them—plus, they wouldn't be too upset if I died anyways. They all have actual friends.

I do have my boyfriend, though; the only person I talk to every day. We both suffer from similar things, though I have no idea how I'd ever tell him when I decide to actually go through with it. A text seems too impersonal? But I'm scared to see the look on his face if I tell him in person. Perhaps he'll end up regressing again and we can do it together.

Hi, girlsrituals! Tomorrow is your special day! It's your birthday!

Happy birthday! I hope you recovered!

 

[Dark Moon]

No, not anymore I don't.

 

[volo]

I have Asperger's and I never had a singe real friend in my entire 38 years on this earth. I had people who I thought that they were my friends. But they were just using me for favors or for money.

You seem like a very nice person on here, sorry to hear about that.

 

[meiherasayuri]

I suppose I have them but I don't know

 

[Gabbi_Station]

I have no social contacts in real life

I used to but fell out with them because I realized they weren't real friends or jealousy got in the way.

I think it's actually better to be alone then stuck in a room with someone who doesn't really actually care about you

 

[ravendrops]

No. It's funny. I tried throughout college/adulthood to have friendships and every single one evaporated (if they ever existed) in the last 3 years. I genuinely don't know how crazy I am though so I try to be understanding. I know I'm more fly than ointment. I wish I were normie, cis, a good parent, or dead