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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,156
I don't Hate anybody… Feelings are fairly dead…
 
markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,155
My Npd father and Bpd mother. They have tortured me and abused me in ways that most cannot even comprehend.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,692
Yes. Past bullies. People who harass me in the present. People who are in groups (cliques), and constantly giggle and make awful, untrue claims about me.
 
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lostmylove

lostmylove

Specialist
Apr 1, 2022
304
I don't, part of me dying is letting go. Having dignity and peace.

I don't hold ill will to anyone anymore. All the people who have wronged me, and there has been grave injustices I'm over it. I just want to go, maybe that makes me spineless idk.

I care more about dying then avenging myself really.
 
LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
I have a long list of target's which is why l need to go B4 l say fuck it and embark on a mission of vengeance!
 
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JinZhin

JinZhin

we are in hell
Nov 2, 2021
187
This is something I've been thinking about lately, there is a certain someone I would fantasize of killing, I've grown to hate them because I loved that person in a way that was then unknown to me, I probably felt like I lost a part of my identity (based on being very detached from people in every way) since I never even remotely cared for someone in that way and that much. I suppose I wanted to set myself free from tyranny of their existence. Fucking retarded.

Ofc, I won't do any of it and it would make no sense since it is only my fault for being delusional and less emotionally mature than a toddler, besides, the only person I truly wish death is myself.
 
αmber

αmber

Earth is not my home
Oct 25, 2021
84
Actually not anymore. I have already hated some people to the point of wanting to kill them, but now I am past that. Some of them were my father, grandfather and an ex-neighbor of mine.
 

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