Day - 7 before leaving : first realisation

[LunarLynx]

Yeah, I'm at 93 post right now and I really like the idea of leaving on the 100 one !

Soooo today it's sunday, tuesday will be my last day in school. It will be hard to see everyone tomorrow morning. and the CTB is really starting to hit me. Yesterday was the last day I saqw my parent. I'll never be seeing some friend. 2 friend of mine that I knew for the past 6 and 4 years. I'll never ever see them again. And by tuesday, when I'll be leaving my flatsharing, I'll never see anyone I've seen before. people I used to talk, my friends, my family, the girl I love more than anything. I'll never see them ever again. and that's how it hit me. I feel relaxed about it. I'm not nostalgic, I'm not sad. I just feel relax. Like I just need to feel 2 more days and I'll never see them again. It's kinda refreshing.

If people wanna know how I'll be leaving, my methods etc. don't hesitate to PM me (btw, don't just come and ask "Hey man, source" it's just rude... thanks !)
and neither hesitate to PM me just for talking. Time is really long here

Hope you all have a good day/night !

 

[Tears in Rain]

I'll never see anyone I've seen before. people I used to talk, my friends, my family, the girl I love more than anything. I'll never see them ever again. and that's how it hit me. I feel relaxed about it. I'm not nostalgic, I'm not sad. I just feel relax. Like I just need to feel 2 more days and I'll never see them again. It's kinda refreshing.

You seem to be in a good place, fully accepting of your decision, and not sad. It should make your last journey to the bus easier.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck in your plans.

 

[carnivalforone]

coming to terms with it im glad i hope all goes well

 

[Argo]

Wishing you freedom from stress, hope things go smoothly for you.

 

[boddibo]

I'm happy for you Lunar, you're a kind soul. I really wish the best for you.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I wish you all the best and I hope you find peace!

 

[Redacted24]

The feeling of peaceful acceptance of what's to come must be amazing. Like all of the burdens have lifted from you and relief is in sight. You seem like a really nice person. I'm happy for you, and only wish that things hadn't driven you to this outcome. We'll miss you here, and wish you a comfortable journey.

 

[Labyrinth]

I would like to talk to you