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BlooBerryBanjo3000

I am born, now I must suffer.
Dec 8, 2024
93
Birthdays. The day that you were brought into this cruel world, whether you consented to it or not. The day that brings you one year closer to death. Now you must suffer the experience of life, just because your parents decided to have you (or not). Birthdays, either you love them or hate them (or just find them to be meh).

I wrote this because mine is in two days and made me think about all of this randomly.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
884
Never understood birthdays. Stopped celebrating many years ago.
Maybe they should congratulate the mothers or something instead if they really want to.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,991
I'd personally never see this existence of unnecessary suffering as something to celebrate rather I see it as a tragedy how this existence that just caused suffering all for the sake of it and problems there were never a need for was even imposed at all. More than anything I wish I was never forced to suffer in this cruel, torturous existence, non-existence is all I could hope for, I just want to never suffer ever again.
 
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davidtorez

davidtorez

Warlock
Mar 8, 2024
772
I stopped celebrating ages ago. Its commemorating a tragedy in my opinion. Like one of the other members have said , maybe they should congratulate the parents on that one time per year. Useless as shit day to celebrate
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,270
Yeah. I feel the same. Why on earth would I celebrate the start of all my problems? Not that I tend to 'mark' holidays with celebrations- not Christmas, New Years or Birthdays. Most of the time, they are just another ordinary day. Somehow knowing they're there makes me more miserable somehow though.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,333
I didn't have any problems before I was born. Why would I celebrate the most horrific thing life / existence / consciousness ? I don't
 
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