can someone comfort me :( I feel anxious and scared thinking I'm stuck here and won't be able to die

[happysunnydayy]

even tho I've researched my method I still wake up with severe anxiety and painful heart and at that time I feel like I'll never be able to die like I'm stuck here forever. I feel alone in this especially my family they make me feel like I'm gonna suffer at their hands forever. they're all so evil. I want a friend who's there's for me and I'm there for them :( I'm going to do hanging but with anxiety I feel alot of fear...

 

[DreamsOfNothing]

I can't be your friend because I'm bad with the human stuff lol. I'll just say this, you can do what you need to do to be happy. Whether that's hanging or trying to finding a path forward in your life that doesn't involve suicide. Dying is scary and living is also scary but you can do it, whatever you think is best. I hope you find peace