Too scared to live, too scared to die

[UglyLife82]

I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I am too scared to live, everything causes me great fear and anxiety. I can barely stand to leave the house due to agoraphobia and OCD. I am scared to death of everything. I am constantly in fight or flight and have a sense of impending doom.

But on the flip side. I'm too scared to CTB. So I have to sit here and suffer until I die naturally. This feels like i'm being cosmically tortured. Anyone relate?

 

[Hystearical]

Oh god yes

 

[GodzillasBiggestFan]

this is exactly how i feel too

 

[anxiousdweller]

Yep you hit it right on the spot! but im gonna beat the SI someday

 

[caramelpudding]

Yes, I can relate
I wish that CTB would be painless and peaceful like eternal sleep so that I can end my suffering

 

[endboss]

I am also scared of how much more suffering I will have to deal with if I stay alive.

 

[Hollowman]

Yep limbo sucks, been in it for years.