Can anyone hear Frank Sinatra?

[Jean4]

 

[dedalus1238900]

As Sinatra said

"He did it his way."

 

[Jean4]

I'm not leaving. Will be here until the end sending you all the love I have left.

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

I'm not leaving. Will be here until the end sending you all the love I have left.

Same here. I said, yesterday, that I wasn't going to sleep until this was done and I may be running on fumes, but I've been here the entire time.

 

[Jean4]

Love you Stan. You know that. I so wish things could have been different. You have also taught me what a broken heart is. Took me 51 years to learn this feeling and what it is all about.

3:50 am. Now it is time to babble due to crying for over 24 hours, not getting out of bed, being glued to this post and running on empty.

Can I stop you? No. I learned you are as stubborn as me and once you made up your mind, nothing can change it.

You have seen how loved, wanted, and needed. If you choose to go, may that be your final feeling. Love.

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Now it is time to babble due to crying for over 24 hours, not getting out of bed, being glued to this post and running on empty.

^ Exactly this and it's worth it.

 

[CyanideSoup]

Safe travels

 

[NeCkDeEp]

It breaks my heart to read how you've touched so many lifes, have a peaceful journey

 

[Jean4]

 

[notjustyetagain]

Dammit.

Thank you. For everything. You've been incredibly generous with your knowledge, hilarity, sincerity, and compassion. Sorry life led you here. You're amazing.

Eternal peace.

 

[marcusuk63]

Good Luck Stan , you will be missed .

 

[6ixxy]

I think I speak on behalf of everyone here when I say thank you for everything you've done & provided for us, you'll be dearly missed. Good luck and I wish you a peaceful journey

 

[Azzy69]

Oh Stan... you will be dearly missed bud.... hope you find peace and comfort wherever you may go. Miss you already

 

[Journeytoletgo]

Peace and light

 

[Hunter100]

Thank you all for your messages. I cannot deny that they touched me deeply.

I hope whatever the future brings to you, it is kinder and more gentle than what it is now.

Time to go now.

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I don't need to relay what you have done for others in this community, as it is obvious from your post. But I wanted to stress that it is time to concentrate on your own transformation now. Be at peace and know you will he missed and thought of greatly. Your words will never be forgotten and I hope you find the peace we all seek. See you on the other side Stan.

I don't need to relay what you have done for others in this community, as it is obvious from your post. But I wanted to stress that it is time to concentrate on your own transformation now. Be at peace and know you will be missed and thought of greatly. Your words will never be forgotten and I hope you find the peace we all seek. See you on the other side Stan.

 

[Jean4]

Over 24 hours on this post. 6 am here. I am hoping you changed your mind all you saw all this love. It would be perfectly fine with me and everyone else if you did.

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Over 24 hours on this post. 6 am here. I am hoping you changed your mind all you saw all this love. It would be perfectly fine with me and everyone else if you did.

5 A.M. here, keeping a steady eye on the status and agreed.

 

[Sensei]

Leaving so soon? I shan't pretend that I know you, because I've been here but a short time. The moment I came here, I understood that you have been like a mentor for many people and every time you replied to a thread it was reassuring. Without knowing your backstory, I suspect that you came here for reasons somewhat similar to mine. Even though I didn't get to know you, it's painful to see you leaving us. Sleep well, mate.

 

[voyager]

Oh, Stan. Must admit I never liked Sinatra much, but I very much liked your posts. It's sad to see you go. I wish things could've been different for all of us, and while everyone who leaves here is a loss, you've contributed a lot to what makes this place what it is. All the best to you and I hope you find what you are looking for. Take care.

 

[Quax]

Stan, you / your posts here were the reason why a became a member to this community. I have been reading only for about one year, but you inspired me to join and to become active. For this board you are one of most supporting pillars..... and if I imagine seeing your name crossed out.... no.... I don't want to imagine that.
It seems that you made your choice and I support you even though it makes me so sad... find Peace....be free.... sent with ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ from me to you.

 

[V0latile]

That's Life. That's what all the people say...

 

[malummo]

i will connect that verse with sid vicious .. you are truly the unique person who took the forum to another level .. unfortunately, life circumstances lead people to the ultimate act .. i wish you a quick journey and to be at peace.

 

[Numbtopain97]

wish you peace

 

[Jean4]

8 am. Another reason to say we love you
@Stan I am sure I can speak for everyone. We are all hoping that my begging, pleading and trying to rationalize with the logical side of you worked, you got drunk, passed out and had a change of heart.

Either way. We are all here for you, and I am not leaving. Sorry. You are stuck with me and all the other misfit CTBers here.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Thank you all for your messages. I cannot deny that they touched me deeply.

I hope whatever the future brings to you, it is kinder and more gentle than what it is now.

Time to go now.

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@Stan I know you have the absolute right to do what you think is best for you and your peace.
I just wish you would reconsider because you were helping a lot of people. You helped more people than any other on this website in ur short time here.
Peace to you whatever u decide. May the force be with you Stan.

 

[SinisterKid]

I did not want to log in today because I knew that would mean facing the reality of losing a 2nd person I never knew in the real world, but I know we would have been friends. There are no words that can convey the way this community felt about Stan, so I am not even going to try.

Its been some ride my friend. Lots of downs, a few ups and a fucking lot of laughs. You helped teach me to smile again mate and I will be forever grateful for that. I dont know what comes next, but if there is anything else beyond this life, I will join the long queue of people waiting to buy you a drink, shake your hand and give you man hug. Ya still not getting kisses though!!

Rest in peace my friend. Thanks for everything.

 

[Jean4]

I did not want to log in today because I knew that would mean facing the reality of losing a 2nd person I never knew in the real world, but I know we would have been friends. There are no words that can convey the way this community felt about Stan, so I am not even going to try.

Its been some ride my friend. Lots of downs, a few ups and a fucking lot of laughs. You helped teach me to smile again mate and I will be forever grateful for that. I dont know what comes next, but if there is anything else beyond this life, I will join the long queue of people waiting to buy you a drink, shake your hand and give you man hug. Ya still not getting kisses though!!

Rest in peace my friend. Thanks for everything.

Thank you for this. You know that I needed this. Being up for over 24 hours living on this forum has turned my brain to absolute mush and I know I am not thinking straight.

Until @Stan crosses out his name, I am living in denial. This broken heart thing which I am experiencing for the first time over a human isn't for me. Reminds me why I am single and never got married.

I will now return to posting videos and my vigil. ;)

P.S. I'll give him that kiss for you. ;)

 

[SinisterKid]

I apologise in advance, but I need to close Stan's account now. The thread will remain open.

 

[BPD_LE]

❤

 

[Jean4]

I apologise in advance, but I need to close Stan's account now. The thread will remain open.

Thanks for giving me a heads up here and in a PM.
I love you @Stan. Til we meet again. I'll bring the popcorn