Intelligent Ape
Evolutionary dead end
- Jun 23, 2019
- 42
I had a real fear that my last thread would cause angst, please don't bicker, not really how I want it to end. More than happy for people to have a joke here, rather go with a smile on my face than gloom in my heart.
Doing a stat dose
AE Buccastem
200mg of tramadol for pain relief and a bit of mental well being
otc antacid
20gm of SN in 50ml of water (making a few glasses - will drink them till the job is done - no coming back, no failure)
Welcome and thanks for making this your first post. :)Making my first appearance on this forum to thank you for all the help you've brought to us.
I'm a new member and have remained 'inactive' until then but have no doubt - I've read so many of your posts and comments (especially regarding the SN method) and somehow they've brought me some relief in this cruel existence. I hope you feel the same kind of relief when you depart. Maybe you'll meet Sinatra on your way up there.
If I can make it there
I'm gonna make it anywhere Frank would say.
Wish you all the best.
" The end is near and I face my final curtain......"
Thanks Frank!
Well my last 24/36 hours is here and I will be departing tomorrow. I won't be doing a live feed as I will be resetting all my devices to ensure no links to this site are found.
Thank you for the company you have given me, there have been some laughs, some tears and a fair few flare ups! I have met some special people here, some who have already passed and some who are here and work to keep their heads above water.
Whatever the future is for you all, I hope it brings you what you want. Be good to each other here, it's OK to disagree on things - just don't let it fester. Regardless of who we are and what our opinions are, I believe we have more in common than what differentiates us. Focus on those. Thanks to the Mods for their continued work in keeping this place up and safe.
Too many people to single out in my last words. But if people knew they were special to me, then you are. I thank you for allowing a tired old man to ramble.
Mods - I will be self banning before I clear my devices.
Already tried. I even groveled, begged and did everything else ;)Stan, this may sound selfish for me to say, but have you thought of staying for the sake of others, defending the right of people to die on own terms peacefully? Could you bear your pain through this?
You have a very vocal stand on the issue, you have charisma and respect, you are quite articulate and decent human being.
Is it even worth asking?
I give it a shot
If not, you have done more than enough for us and I wish you find peace in your last decision. Thank you for everything. I don't know your story, all I know is that people here admire you big time.
Have a good one
Stan is very loved on this site (more than he probably knows), but we also must respect his desire to be free and at peaceStan, this may sound selfish for me to say, but have you thought of staying for the sake of others, defending the right of people to die on own terms peacefully? Could you bear your pain through this?
You have a very vocal stand on the issue, you have charisma and respect, you are quite articulate and decent human being.
Is it even worth asking?
I give it a shot
If not, you have done more than enough for us and I wish you find peace in your last decision. Thank you for everything. I don't know your story, all I know is that people here admire you big time.
Have a good one