Can anyone hear Frank Sinatra?

[Jean4]

 

[Jean4]

 

[APharmaDestroyedLife]

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@Jean4
I always think of this as a song for Survivors. It still gives me comfort all these years.

 

[BlueWidow]

@Jean4
I always think of this as a song for Survivors. It still gives me comfort all these years.

Wow! I always thought Garth was very stingy with his music. I'm shocked that you were able to share that song. Great song though.
Jean4,

Aren't we almost at the two week mark?

In many ways it seems like much longer.

 

[Azzy69]

omg I forgot about that song I used to love it

 

[Jean4]

Let's do it again

 

[Jean4]

 

[OreoWellington]

For @Jean4, because she is in my heart and I feel for her loss and how this loss seemed to have affected so many people.

 

[Jean4]

and she suddenly knew that if he killed himself she would die. Maybe not immediately, maybe not with the same blinding rush of pain, but it would happen. You couldn't live for very long without a heart. - Jodi Picoult

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Toni Braxton-Unbreak My Heart



Lyric Version

 

[Daniela]

 

[Jean4]

Take this blade, and take my blood,
My life will be paid for in this flood,
I don't wanna live,
Spare me the pain,
I have no more to give.

The funeral procession begins,
Moving toward the burial ground,
Tired of feeling like this,
Tired of being pushed around.

Walked on,
Stepped on,
Spit on,
Picked on.

So tired of it all,
Just let this corpse fall!
There's no hope to save,
Don't try to help me,
Just dig my grave,
And let my Soul be free!

Tired of crying myself to sleep,
Tired of trying to make everyone happy,
Tired of lying to myself saying everything will be ok.

It's time I spoke the truth,
Be better off dead,
Take this blade, take my blood!
My life will be paid for in this flood!

Take this blade, take my blood!
Take my life with this knife,
Don't try to save me,
Just dig my grave for me.

Let my soul be free,
Just let my pain go...
Tired of crying, tired of trying, tired of lying to myself,
It's not okay.

Everything's turning black,
I'm losing sight of the light,
Just a walking corpse in a darkened world,
With a broken heart and depressed mind.

Don't,
Don't,
Try to save me,
Just dig my grave for me,
Let my,
Let my,
Let my soul be free.
By Michael Miller

 

[Jean4]

 

[Daniela]

Doing a stat dose

AE Buccastem
200mg of tramadol for pain relief and a bit of mental well being
otc antacid

20gm of SN in 50ml of water (making a few glasses - will drink them till the job is done - no coming back, no failure)

This is horribly selfish of me,

But after a failed attempt and worsening mental state, imagining that if this is as easy as that,

if Stan passed on just like that, even if he may have vomited or suffered some pain (I sincerely hope not for his sake),

it relieves a lot of painful anxiety right now. I am hurting more than I ever thought possible and CTB can't become yet another source of emotional torture. "It's a very simple process" he repeatedly said, while always acknowledging vomiting and (some) pain as a likely risk.

 

[Jean4]

 

[LegaliseIt!]

His voice is so melancholy on this track. A good song for grief.

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[Jean4]

 

[Brick In The Wall]

and she suddenly knew that if he killed himself she would die. Maybe not immediately, maybe not with the same blinding rush of pain, but it would happen. You couldn't live for very long without a heart. - Jodi Picoult

Beautiful, I feel so sad for you when I see this thread pop up. Sadness with a bit of hope that you two will be united in whatever comes after this life. Peace, respect, and love to you!

Stan, we all still miss you brother!

 

[Jean4]

Stan. You will have @MeltingHeart soon. Take good care of her and have the popcorn ready.

 

[Jean4]

2 weeks today. It's not my time. I know. I hear those friggen words over and over. Mr. Logical knew all and was already right. You keep throwing things in my way.

 

[Jean4]

It looks as if @MeltingHeart is with you. Take good care of her.

 

[Jean4]

2 weeks ago today. 14 days.

 

[Jean4]

We talked about this, even though we never celebrated when I was growing up.
Happy Chanukah.

 

[Jean4]

 

[Jean4]

 

[Jean4]

@NeCkDeEp is coming to see you. Take care of her.

 

[Jean4]

It's a Luther night

 

[Jean4]

I either wake up in pain or go to bed in pain. Was ok all day. Hitting me now.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Richard Marx-Until I Find You Again


Lyric Video:


Your Richard Marx post reminded me of this song... Sometimes I listen to break up songs and think about one of my ex gf.

 

[Azzy69]

thinking of you