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Unrecognizable7

Unrecognizable7

Student
Mar 22, 2025
186
Lol told my mother about my suicide thoughts, shes giving me money for plastic surgery and immediately i start ovsessing over another body part. This is hell. Please someone show me how to end it peacefull in germany, i am gonna go insane. I dont wanna be a person anymore
 
deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
Lol told my mother about my suicide thoughts, shes giving me money for plastic surgery and immediately i start ovsessing over another body part. This is hell. Please someone show me how to end it peacefull in germany, i am gonna go insane. I dont wanna be a person anymore
Im so sorry that your life has brought you here and that you're feeling so horrible. I'm glad that you had the ability to voice your thoughts with someone close to you. Being able to confide in a parent especially is a gift. What you are going through is a real legitimate illness. No amount of surgeries will be enough to be satisfied for you (I'm sure you already know that though). Luckily though, these types of conditions are definitely treatable! Would treatment to overcome this condition be something you'd consider?

I know that it's ultimately your choice, but I'd hate to see you go if this was something that could be treated for you. There is hope for a better future. Regardless, I hope that you are truly able to find peace with whatever choice you make for yourself. My heart is with you. ❤️
 
Unrecognizable7

Unrecognizable7

Student
Mar 22, 2025
186
Im so sorry that your life has brought you here and that you're feeling so horrible. I'm glad that you had the ability to voice your thoughts with someone close to you. Being able to confide in a parent especially is a gift. What you are going through is a real legitimate illness. No amount of surgeries will be enough to be satisfied for you (I'm sure you already know that though). Luckily though, these types of conditions are definitely treatable! Would treatment to overcome this condition be something you'd consider?

I know that it's ultimately your choice, but I'd hate to see you go if this was something that could be treated for you. There is hope for a better future. Regardless, I hope that you are truly able to find peace with whatever choice you make for yourself. My heart is with you. ❤️
its whole childhood bullying>anorexia>12 yeaers of therapy and objectively still sometimes i feel i get mocked, barely any friends left. My mom was heavily suicidal my whole childhood and thinks i have a demon, you tell me *shrug*
 
deadbidaylight

deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
its whole childhood bullying>anorexia>12 yeaers of therapy and objectively still sometimes i feel i get mocked, barely any friends left. My mom was heavily suicidal my whole childhood and thinks i have a demon, you tell me *shrug*
Dming you
 

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