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_Skyn

_Skyn

Feeling too many feelings
Feb 11, 2023
2
I don't deserve to feel like this. I am suffering. Most nights it's so bad that my chest hurts beyond belief and i almost get sick from the physical pain and crying. I'm being punished, and for what? I'm lucky to have the people in my life that i do, i could be alone, but does it matter if my brain is punishing me? I can't live like this, it is not humane. I think i might inquire about assisted suicide. I have no reason not to at this point.
 
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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
431
If you have the money and the mental health history to back up your claim, it is the most best way to go. I heard the documentation process is quite lengthy though.
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
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i might inquire about assisted suicide.
Unless you are very old or terminally ill, that's gonna be extremely difficult.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,772
Existing certainly can be torture and it disgusts me how this world is filled with meaningless and unnecessary suffering. This world is undeniably so hellish and it sounds really horrific what you have to endure so I hope that you find the relief from your torment that you are searching for. I do see existence as being some kind of undeserved punishment, we have to pay the price all because of the decisions of others to selfishly procreate.
 

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