I've been so curious about peptides but I'm broke lol. Best of luck twin
Conventional orthodontics ruin your face. I had braces from ages 8-12 and it royally fucked my development. I'm looking into myo therapy though
I have a great deal of experience with restrictive EDs. I will say that if your goal is to become more conventionally attractive, starving yourself is not going to help. With extreme weight loss, you are going to lose muscles just as much as or more than you are going to lose fat. Even if you're not looking to look muscular, it can fuck up your proportions, posture, and even your face. Not to mention the effects it will have on your skin/hair/nails and on the way you smell. I know EDs are glamorized with models or whatever but they already have top 1% bone structure. Us ordinary girls are better off just getting lean.
I'm also saving up for surgery. If it doesn't materialize I can just donate all that to charity and feel good about it while dying
I'd be interested in the forums. I lurk on looksmax (can't post because I'm female) and I used to use Vindicta but it's gone way downhill lately. There is good info on Whole Body Breathing sometimes, but it's dead.
As a woman, my main goal of looksmaxxing is getting basic human decency rather than romantic attention. If anything, I'm a little afraid to become legit attractive and have people hitting on me all the time. So, for me it's more about stuff like being wanted at well-paying jobs, and not getting harassed (mooing, barking, slurs, people throwing shit at me, people pointing and laughing, etc) when I go out in public. I don't think that's something men have to deal with unless they're legit like 1/10
I think it's good that you're pursuing a goal. Keep it up