FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,565
I really admire your motivation and hard work, congratulations on the progress you've made. I can relate to wanting to feel good in your skin, but we are also our own worst critics. Sometimes we don't even realise that people may love us just the way we are, because we don't love ourselves (someone pointed this out to me). But from what you say, I get that this is bigger for you, it's about discrimination and the sick society we live in, which you shouldn't have to deal with. I wish you all the best and believe that your inner beauty will shine through as your self-love also grows, beating the fakeness of this world. Keep us updated on your journey :hug:
 
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X-sanguinate86

Experienced
Sep 26, 2025
213
I feel like civilization is in a state of grand degeneration and that things were better centuries ago, even with religion and no technology. People are trapped in hellish realms that have only become common place a few decades ago and seem to be rampant now for anyone born this century.

OP I hope you can achieve your looksmaxing goal and that it gives you a better life.
 
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hellogoodbye999

Member
Dec 14, 2025
14
I've been so curious about peptides but I'm broke lol. Best of luck twin

Conventional orthodontics ruin your face. I had braces from ages 8-12 and it royally fucked my development. I'm looking into myo therapy though


I have a great deal of experience with restrictive EDs. I will say that if your goal is to become more conventionally attractive, starving yourself is not going to help. With extreme weight loss, you are going to lose muscles just as much as or more than you are going to lose fat. Even if you're not looking to look muscular, it can fuck up your proportions, posture, and even your face. Not to mention the effects it will have on your skin/hair/nails and on the way you smell. I know EDs are glamorized with models or whatever but they already have top 1% bone structure. Us ordinary girls are better off just getting lean.

I'm also saving up for surgery. If it doesn't materialize I can just donate all that to charity and feel good about it while dying

I'd be interested in the forums. I lurk on looksmax (can't post because I'm female) and I used to use Vindicta but it's gone way downhill lately. There is good info on Whole Body Breathing sometimes, but it's dead.


As a woman, my main goal of looksmaxxing is getting basic human decency rather than romantic attention. If anything, I'm a little afraid to become legit attractive and have people hitting on me all the time. So, for me it's more about stuff like being wanted at well-paying jobs, and not getting harassed (mooing, barking, slurs, people throwing shit at me, people pointing and laughing, etc) when I go out in public. I don't think that's something men have to deal with unless they're legit like 1/10

I think it's good that you're pursuing a goal. Keep it up
forum.looksmaxxing.com you can post on there as a woman
 
livefastdieyoung

livefastdieyoung

Member
Aug 5, 2025
61
i completely relate to this. ive managed to become somewhat of the beauty standard as much as i can with makeup. i hate my body and being underweight, but thats literally impossible to change so i give up. the one thing ive always wanted is a nose job. i just want to see how id look with a perfect nose before i die. but i dont even know if ill get to achieve that. ill have to kill myself soon anyways, because nobody likes me no matter how kind or funny or confident i am, and if this is my prime, itll only go down hill. i want to atleast die while i can still be remembered as young and beautiful ish. yeah the body dysmorphia has done a number on me lol. also i feel like people would view me more pathetically if i committed when im older, rather than young so its seen as tragic. not that i care cause id be dead, but idk its just tiny stupid shit like that i think about. its all meaningless anyways. im just waiting for the day i wake up and stop caring about any of it and just fucking do it. i havent got any real reason to live other than looking hot and having fun by doing drugs or something. i hate this stupid fucking society.
 

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