Anyone else feel uncomfortable with the idea of suicide upon waking up?

[Wantogonow]

I hate waking up cos it means I didn't die in my sleep and got another day to survive. I look forward to it getting dark cos I can sleep again but although morning are worse I think about ctb all day

 

[Hurt]

I'm the opposite, the desire to kill myself when I wake up each morning increases.

Yes. That happens to me too. And nights give me more relief because I'm going to sleep and forget my reality for a while.

 

[thedaywillcome]

Yes. That happens to me too. And nights give me more relief because I'm going to sleep and forget my reality for a while.

Not sleep I want leave

This always happens. Why? I decide on it the day before. I go to sleep, then wake up, and it dawns on me what I've decided and am horrified

Oposite!