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Fabioben

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Jun 30, 2022
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Hello. I love this community despite the differences I may have had at some point with some members.
Unfortunately, I'm still alive for some reason after planning it for so long . But I don't know how much longer that'll be the case. Sometimes I feel like I'm very close. I have the tools and everything at hand when I need it.

But I would like to know...is there anyone who is a writer among you? I'm a writer at heart. Not very disciplined unfortunately. And I created a world for the last two decades of my entire life...I have the notes. The outlines. The characters. Almost everything. It's like a child to me. It's dear and precious. And I feel it's a shame if it goes to waste. It's a good story. It has promise.
But I don't think I can live long enough to write it and I'm willing to give the wheel and this gift to someone else who might continue living.
Someone who's a writer at heart.
I can hand you the notes and the whole outlines as soon as I'm ready to off myself in the upcoming weeks. Hopefully, I do find the courage to die.
I want it to be told. I want it to live on. Even if I'm not alive or strong enough to carry on and see it done.
I'd entrust it to my sibling or my cousin or some friends, but I don't want to make them suspicious of my intentions to die.
Is anyone interested?
 
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SamTam33

Warlock
Oct 9, 2022
763
I like to fancy myself a writer. In my ideal world, it's my profession of choice. I have a THIRTY-SEVEN year ongoing story in my head. I started it in elementary school and the characters have grown up with me.

A couple of years ago, I would've begged you for the opportunity to let me polish it off and finish it.

But alas, I've stopped "writing." The main character has been waiting patiently for 3 years for me to continue her story. But I can't.

That's how I knew things were going downhill for me: when I paused the story and wasn't inspired to write the next chapter.

Nevertheless, this is an awesome idea and I hope you find some takers.
 
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Fabioben

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Jun 30, 2022
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I like to fancy myself a writer. In my ideal world, it's my profession of choice. I have a THIRTY-SEVEN year ongoing story in my head. I started it in elementary school and the characters have grown up with me.

A couple of years ago, I would've begged you for the opportunity to let me polish it off and finish it.

But alas, I've stopped "writing." The main character has been waiting patiently for 3 years for me to continue her story. But I can't.

That's how I knew things were going downhill for me: when I paused the story and wasn't inspired to write the next chapter.

Nevertheless, this is an awesome idea and I hope you find some takers.
I feel you. Mine also started around elementary school.
I hope you find that inspiration sometime soon.

Thanks for your wishes.
I really don't want to deceive myself further and the only reason I've been hesitant to ctb is my story. But my mental health is taking a toll on me and I can't continue wishing I were dead for the rest of my life.
I hope you find your groove. I know writer's block can be a hurdle. But the imagination is the only thing that makes living bearable for a while so if you stay alive, I hope you can find your step again. Best wishes
 
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Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
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Not me but there are few good writers here I really enjoy reading their posts
 
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Ultracheese

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2022
489
I'm a writer of all sorts of things. I'm embarrassed about sharing my work with people because it's awful, but it's something that takes up a lot of my free time and brings me some semblance of joy on occasion. I hope you're able to find someone you can entrust with the story and characters you've created.
 
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