Discussion Anorexia Purging

[Major Tom]

Hi, i don't think i have anorexia cus its not too severe, but i vowed to purge after every binge and never binging ever again cus i feel worthless and inhuman. I usually vommit 15 times till everything is purged. How much do other or you purge in one session?

 

[judaspiss]

anorexic since 8 and started purging at 17. youre either bulimic or anorexic. the main difference is low body weight as you can be anorexic restrictive or anorexic binge/purge like me.
ive gotten so good i can usually get everything out in 1 to 3 purges without needing to stick my fingers down my throat, but sometimes ill binge, purge, binge, purge in 3 or 4 back to back sessions. i recommend rinsing your mouth out and waiting 30 minutes to an hour after purging before brushing your teeth (my dentist told me that) ive been purging basically everyday for 8 years (im almost 23) and it really fucks up your teeth. it makes me feel inhuman too. if you havent started getting teeth sensitivity yet i recommend starting Tooth Mousse, just rub it on your teeth and let it sit (better if you have a retainer) it will help your enamel stay intact.

 

[Major Tom]

anorexic since 8 and started purging at 17. youre either bulimic or anorexic. the main difference is low body weight as you can be anorexic restrictive or anorexic binge/purge like me.
ive gotten so good i can usually get everything out in 1 to 3 purges without needing to stick my fingers down my throat, but sometimes ill binge, purge, binge, purge in 3 or 4 back to back sessions. i recommend rinsing your mouth out and waiting 30 minutes to an hour after purging before brushing your teeth (my dentist told me that) ive been purging basically everyday for 8 years (im almost 23) and it really fucks up your teeth. it makes me feel inhuman too. if you havent started getting teeth sensitivity yet i recommend starting Tooth Mousse, just rub it on your teeth and let it sit (better if you have a retainer) it will help your enamel stay intact.

Always had binges after school cus of adderal supressing apetite. I just never binge ever again i guess. But i think my frame and shoulders are rly wide. Have to figure out how to handle that. Prob overdid my upper body in the gym. And i kinda have thick legs lol. Have very likely FT mucscle fiber so you know. But thx for the insight.

 

[judaspiss]

Always had binges after school cus of adderal supressing apetite. I just never binge ever again i guess. But i think my frame and shoulders are rly wide. Have to figure out how to handle that. Prob overdid my upper body in the gym. And i kinda have thick legs lol. Have very likely FT mucscle fiber so you know. But thx for the insight.

ah, i understand the binging after something like adderall. i used to be a huge drug addict and now i just coke on occasion. when you hungry you hungry, it is what it is lol. obviously i don't know your dosage but you can try snacking throughout the day, considering you also work out. your body needs a lot more nutrients to keep fit. dont get into the habit of binging and purging, my body is so used to it that when i eat normally i throw up in my mouth a lot. body image is hard to accept but you can't change nature and honestly so what if you have wide shoulders and thick legs, you're fit! that's a good thing! when i was in shape i had wider shoulders too. i gained weight when i was in jail for a month in may. i cant change i have a more round face than what i used to prefer and my stomach sticks out a little bit because organs and shit lol. it's a journey for everyone, and idk how deep you are in disordered eating but i believe you can get out of this fucked up cycle.

 

[Major Tom]

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ah, i understand the binging after something like adderall. i used to be a huge drug addict and now i just coke on occasion. when you hungry you hungry, it is what it is lol. obviously i don't know your dosage but you can try snacking throughout the day, considering you also work out. your body needs a lot more nutrients to keep fit. dont get into the habit of binging and purging, my body is so used to it that when i eat normally i throw up in my mouth a lot. body image is hard to accept but you can't change nature and honestly so what if you have wide shoulders and thick legs, you're fit! that's a good thing! when i was in shape i had wider shoulders too. i gained weight when i was in jail for a month in may. i cant change i have a more round face than what i used to prefer and my stomach sticks out a little bit because organs and shit lol. it's a journey for everyone, and idk how deep you are in disordered eating but i believe you can get out of this fucked up cycle.

I think its spiraling, didnt ate after the purge and didnt slept well, taking weed on top, making my heart race and faint. Thought i die. I was also very pale and lightheaded. Fell the need to work out today tho. Despite not going to work for today. But yea before starting to purge i did 14 sets gym workout i created and was also monitoring kcals and protein extensively.