Almost all my life I wished for someone to end me.

[xxAbigailxx]

I always fantasized (and still sometimes do) about an intruder breaking into our house and killing me or a serial killer abducting and killing me....I think I would like that scenario because I don't really want to die alone and it would be easier because I wouldn't have to do it...I would have no other option than to die...
Is there someone else who has the same fantasies?

 

[TraurigerClown]

Wow, i really thought im alone with this in my Mind. As a child i always tried to provoke my stepdad to kill me after he was done every nightt with what he´d liked to do.... but he just sold, beaten and raped me... :/ and well...im dreaming every night when im outside alone that somone would come and stragnle me, slice my tthroat or idk what....i wouldnt care about anything, as long as im deatth afterwards, but i hope i have a second to thank him before its over

 

[xxAbigailxx]

Wow, i really thought im alone with this in my Mind. As a child i always tried to provoke my stepdad to kill me after he was done every nightt with what he´d liked to do.... but he just sold, beaten and raped me... :/ and well...im dreaming every night when im outside alone that somone would come and stragnle me, slice my tthroat or idk what....i wouldnt care about anything, as long as im deatth afterwards, but i hope i have a second to thank him before its over

Im so fucking sorry that that happened to you...and yes, damn even to the thank you...that was also often a part of my fantasy cus idk...i truly felt thankful in these fantasies...

 

[TraurigerClown]

Im so fucking sorry that that happened to you...and yes, damn even to the thank you...that was also often a part of my fantasy cus idk...i truly felt thankful in these fantasies...

Thanks for your words, and thanking our Killer is the least we can do

 

[theboy]

I have fantasies about someone shooting me or running over my legs
So, i feel u