My biggest fear right now is that I will never be strong enough to succeed and will have to live this miserable life out until it's natural end. I crave the control over my situation that ctb brings but I'll keep wussing out.
I share your pain. I want to ctb but I am so lazy and weak that I don't know if I can escape my pain
Marktheghost
Paragon
- Feb 20, 2020
- 911
I'm a bit scared of never succeeding too. If I had a way, it wouldn't give me peace, because I'd be so unsure that it would really work.
