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Suicide Discussion

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Help Why is it so hard for me to die? Is it the survival instinct?
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Isbel88
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CTB Dream
Venting Fk
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3
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375
ropearoundatree
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Story Song, ‘Leaving Town’
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324
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yawasimas
Discussion How does suicide takes place over your thoughts?
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7
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834
yawasimas
yawasimas
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Story my suicide "poem"
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1
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404
Sanctioned993924
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rotten
Would you take anyone with you?
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9
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645
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Stalechips
Venting Tired.
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3
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401
Stalechips
Stalechips
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Method Drunk leap of faith
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3
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462
Soupster
Soupster
onelastcall
Can SN poisoning look accidental?
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8
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441
onelastcall
onelastcall
fade to black
Most peaceful method
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18
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1K
Placo
Placo
lotus11
How do you imagine your suicide?
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40
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2K
grungy自殺
grungy自殺
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Who should I tell
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7
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481
Dot
Dot
Spectre
Help How to Deal with Episode of Intense Rage
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5
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319
Soupster
Soupster
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CTB south America
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1
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319
Soupster
Soupster
DragginHeart933
Why not tonight?
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23
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2K
Not Today Satan
Not Today Satan
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massive benzodiazepine intake (testimonial)
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1
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395
LunarLight
LunarLight
maynoname
Did someone here ordered DMC from France ?
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2
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523
LifeQuitter
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azo
Discussion What's your anhedonia like?
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22
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2K
LunarLight
LunarLight
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Help Guys a Polish company accepted my ne order, but there is not the percentage on it " pure nitrite sodium".
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0
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287
annikae
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LeGuitarist
How to get over SI in full hanging?
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6
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990
HerculePoirot
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TrapForYou
Salt overdose
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12
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1K
hamleic
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Help Hitting Rock Bottom: Any Advice Welcome
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7
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617
donwhitman
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spirittheyregone
Anyone else here have DID?
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0
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344
spirittheyregone
spirittheyregone
Açucarzinho583
Venting I don't think we were made for this
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1
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503
Kadaver
Kadaver
hellworldprincess
Venting I'm incapable of opening up
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0
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335
hellworldprincess
hellworldprincess
Beavisandbutthead
Why suicide,
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0
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270
Beavisandbutthead
Beavisandbutthead
lobotomie
Venting Irrational fear?
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0
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451
lobotomie
lobotomie
Saponification
Venting I can't handle it
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0
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378
Saponification
Saponification
bestroper
Discussion What is the last line of your suicide note?
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8
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602
Anon7b8
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Ww42
Cut down to the fat yesterday
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16
Views
708
BasilThePlant
BasilThePlant
nails
Venting i'm so scared of dying
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12
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1K
MatrixPrisoner
MatrixPrisoner
franzkafka
Venting: I hate abandonment issues SO BAD
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3
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264
HopeToStay
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Hanging and SN
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2
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420
TangentiallyAlive
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Venting Guess who’s back
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2
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387
Iris Blue
Iris Blue
FallenStar
Venting Twin sister is moving out, I'm scared it'll make me more motivated to CTB
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3
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524
WaitingPatiently
WaitingPatiently
swingset_boy!
please help sn source
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0
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399
swingset_boy!
swingset_boy!
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I don't want to, I have to and going to
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4
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803
Roseate
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peerlesscucumber
Method CTB via allergic reaction?
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10
Views
673
maniac116
maniac116
persimmon
Story Woman who went with Briton to Dignitas sues police over her arrest
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1
Views
505
LeoSS
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Poverty
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16
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629
future.
future.
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  • Question
Help with testing sn
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3
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629
maniac116
maniac116
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Help dipyrone instead of ibuprofen/paracetamol?
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1
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348
razahcareca27
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I still haven't left
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0
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211
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puppybrained
do you take care of yourself even if youre gonna ctb?
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41
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2K
revontulet
revontulet
franzkafka
Venting BPD - Venting and maybe advice from others
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7
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650
franzkafka
franzkafka
executioner1983
Venting You believe we are on the same page
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2
Views
355
Forever Sleep
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alivefood
Venting recovery paradox
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0
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455
alivefood
alivefood
yvesapple
DMC
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4
Views
500
brokeandbroken
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hoppybunny
Venting Missed all my assignments
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6
Views
700
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
canyounotbesad
Is anesthesia like dying?
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19
Views
941
outrider567
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