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tanaka10

Member
Aug 6, 2024
12
I was feeling really bad and took a large dose of benzodiazepine.
my shrink prescribed oxazepam 50mg to be taken twice a day but yesterday I took 10 times more: about 660mg. at first it's relaxing but in my case I became very violent and I woke up half naked and bleeding (I voluntarily counted myself many times) I bled a lot and I don't remember anything - it was my brother who saw everything!
i'm ready for the hospital. but i can't really understand what happened. i only took benzo? does it make you violent? or increase your aggressiveness? isn't the purpose of benzo to calm you down and induce sleep?
i conclude that this type of medication should not be used for ctb.
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,362
Benzos are certainly supposed to calm you down, but they also have a disinhibiting effect, which could explain your bouts of violence.