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Suicide Discussion

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toxicjester
Venting Why am I so stupid
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0
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420
toxicjester
toxicjester
tweaka2x
97% sn
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2
Views
434
maniac116
maniac116
Infinite Conscious
What would you do?
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8
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1K
CacklingZombie
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AgentOrange
Story Next month I’ll be ready, but I need help.
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13
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2K
CacklingZombie
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O
Help Is there a reason to continue?
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1
Views
403
CacklingZombie
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zekeyaeger
Discussion What would you think of while dying?
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25
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1K
Invisible23
Invisible23
OutOfThisBody
  • Question
Help Is this gender dysphoria or self hatred?
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5
Views
653
drag201
drag201
Kusogaki
Discussion How did you find this forum and do you regret joining?
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103
Views
6K
Emeralds
Emeralds
EmpressDean
Help Nembutal over seas
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9
Views
775
maniac116
maniac116
LostLily
Wish I had a better reason to CTB.
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3
Views
462
LostLily
LostLily
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Least scary method of ctb?
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27
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2K
dimgobaith
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loslassen
Venting do you also ruin things for yourself?
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8
Views
944
sirciroc
sirciroc
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Where is the N megathread?
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3
Views
534
Dyingsoon
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LostLily
  • Poll
Diamond from ashes.
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2
Views
293
LostLily
LostLily
dembe
Venting my vent thread
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6
Views
579
dembe
dembe
Valhala
A hard truth I realized when I lost her, maybe forever..:-(
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2
Views
406
Valhala
Valhala
PuppyCatTeeth
Venting Homeless
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5
Views
612
dontwakemeup
D
S
What should I expect if I make An sn suicide attempt
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8
Views
1K
dontwakemeup
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iLikeFrogs
Venting My grandfather is dying and I can't help him
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3
Views
579
iLikeFrogs
iLikeFrogs
M
Can someone explain the SN measurements to me?
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9
Views
735
myusername890
M
d4isy
ironically, smoking is the only thing keeping me alive.
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2
Views
349
bitcrush
bitcrush
motherofmahesh
  • Question
Threads about CTB with F??
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2
Views
434
LifeQuitter
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L'absent
Discussion He parks the car, walks on the tracks and throws himself under the train: he dies at the age of 27. The tragedy in Marzocca
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8
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1K
Bilal
B
Wolf-Alice
I beg that you DM me a hint or keyword for DMC
Replies
1
Views
447
LifeQuitter
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FireFox
I have learnt my lesson I will never call for help if my suicidal thoughts worsen
Replies
5
Views
1K
A350-1000
A350-1000
GoSan1
Story Dream of death and signs.
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2
Views
399
GoSan1
GoSan1
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What excuses should I give in the ER if I fail my SN attempt?
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16
Views
981
dontwakemeup
D
D
Venting Can I vent and cry for 1 day please?
Replies
2
Views
463
SVEN
SVEN
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Venting I miss my mom. The pain never goes away😢
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2
Views
389
dontwakemeup
D
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Venting i was doing fine for a week then suddenly the urge to die crashed down on me again
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1
Views
565
dontwakemeup
D
Sasukecel
Venting Every single day I want to die, but I also want to simultaneously rebuild my life.
Replies
3
Views
959
Kali_Yuga13
Kali_Yuga13
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Shyness killed me before suicide
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1
Views
495
blackbeauty
blackbeauty
cinnamonstix
Story I just want to make people feel beautiful
Replies
5
Views
822
maniac116
maniac116
saturn1402
SN from DMC stuck in customs :((
Replies
24
Views
3K
saturn1402
saturn1402
annoyed
Help instructions on cutting
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2
Views
634
EvisceratedJester
EvisceratedJester
Csmith8827
The voices (part 4)
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0
Views
273
Csmith8827
Csmith8827
singingcrow
I made the huge mistake..
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4
Views
570
tbh2023
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ChaosArashi
Woke up, no car
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2
Views
559
ChaosArashi
ChaosArashi
EmptyCurtainCall
Help ADC question
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1
Views
477
azoidant
azoidant
azoidant
Help Anyone order antiemetics/other meds from ADC?
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0
Views
216
azoidant
azoidant
ladidabi
Repeated, sudden feelings of hoplessness
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0
Views
297
ladidabi
ladidabi
CremstDearest
Venting i hate my mom
Replies
9
Views
751
CremstDearest
CremstDearest
TimeFateLove
It's never enough
Replies
2
Views
434
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
eepymumu8
  • Question
Help How long does it take for SN's chemical structural changes?
Replies
7
Views
856
rozeske
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LostLily
  • Poll
Are you good at hiding your emotions ?
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30
Views
1K
LostLily
LostLily
I
Brazilian states are going to regulate Sodium Nitrite (SN) commercialization
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20
Views
3K
LostLily
LostLily
P
Help How to overcome fasting?
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13
Views
1K
pace_of_the_future
P
true-ending
Venting BPD hurts me so badly every day
Replies
7
Views
573
pulleditnearlyoff
P
Sweet Chainsaw
How Do You Survive Pre-CTB Period? (Can't CTB B/C of My Cat & Logistics)
Replies
2
Views
620
Forever Sleep
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J
I tried to inject 10ml propofol but unable to inject because it is milky substance
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3
Views
414
jasmineck
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