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Suicide Discussion

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hardcorebisnis
Venting (Little NSFW) Childhood abuse makes me feel hopeless + my ex is ruining my life
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4
Views
910
Flubber
Flubber
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SN from russian source?
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5
Views
1K
Flubber
Flubber
eggsausagerice
Venting where do you go when you want to run away but have no friends or relatives?
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2
Views
823
DirtCommie
DirtCommie
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Work makes me suicidal
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3
Views
566
ConstantPain
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A
Nobody ever wants to help depressed people.
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10
Views
683
ConstantPain
C
jinmaopoison
Venting Just ordered SN
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5
Views
977
PeopleAreCruel
PeopleAreCruel
fkyou
Discussion Is it depression to feel like everything is ugly?
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0
Views
236
fkyou
fkyou
FadingSnowFake
Story Planning a holiday, SN traveling with me
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6
Views
909
FadingSnowFake
FadingSnowFake
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Would $10,000 worth of heroine kill me.
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9
Views
673
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
Venting I derealized
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4
Views
528
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
𝐘𝐨ñ𝐥𝐮
trianglesplayhouse
I almost died from an infection
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3
Views
650
trianglesplayhouse
trianglesplayhouse
C
Inhibition lowering drug to make the act easier
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11
Views
669
Daxter777
Daxter777
maggot
Which knots are these exactly?
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0
Views
224
maggot
maggot
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Tomorrow should be the day. H2s method
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6
Views
852
darksouls
darksouls
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My manager said in front of everyone that I am incapable.
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5
Views
703
Worndown
Worndown
Sleipnir95
Never try to od on ssris
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4
Views
759
Sleipnir95
Sleipnir95
Floppa
Staying alive for a bit
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14
Views
1K
Floppa
Floppa
febuary
Venting i thought i was a good person
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2
Views
538
itsgone2
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Would it be painful to go on a trip because it caused sepsis?
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1
Views
249
copioushopelessness
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sulk
Venting I just don't know if I should ctb tonight or not
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6
Views
899
hereandthere13
hereandthere13
traingirl
First time gun owner- which is the most solid?
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24
Views
2K
deathisapanacea
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LostZombie
Story Making peace with my end
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0
Views
553
LostZombie
LostZombie
Ende
Venting The worst loser
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4
Views
842
Ende
Ende
I
  • Locked
Need to attempt and survive with minimal injuries or pain and non fatally.
Replies
2
Views
636
Dot
Dot
caramelkidney
Venting the stupidest reason to ctb cant leave my head
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2
Views
594
Forever Sleep
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F
Venting i dont know what to do
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2
Views
430
Fleisch
F
EdgeofRevival
Venting Rant
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0
Views
377
EdgeofRevival
EdgeofRevival
Cicis.Doing.Unwell7
Venting I saw CTB go wrong. (as an Ex-Nurse)
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41
Views
4K
katara
katara
S
what would the protocol look like for taking opiates
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0
Views
191
socksnsandles
S
here_for_now
want to know what happens if you piss off federal agents? take a look
Replies
5
Views
2K
looking4partner
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Lunareonn
Venting hope from the thought of suicide
Replies
7
Views
903
looking4partner
L
tiltedcompass
Help Coughing for days after strangling myself
Replies
7
Views
1K
looking4partner
L
yellowdangerine
Venting Another failed attempt
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4
Views
1K
itsnotokayy!22
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how to get over SI
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6
Views
626
looking4partner
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S
My experience when it comes to sharing your problems with others...
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2
Views
481
Still here
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guy123
Venting I used to have such a bright future
Replies
6
Views
838
badatparties
badatparties
M
Dose everyone have appropriate benzodiazepine?
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0
Views
215
monny yanny
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S
Where the hell do people buy fentanyl?
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10
Views
1K
bcarroll1
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amongst_the_stars
what does it feel like to overdose on opiods
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12
Views
1K
badatparties
badatparties
H
Depressed about causing massive pain to family if i commit
Replies
7
Views
528
grandmotherboxing
grandmotherboxing
Leichter Kampfwagen
I don't understand why I want to die despite living as a privileged member of the best civilization in history
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28
Views
1K
Leichter Kampfwagen
Leichter Kampfwagen
Sleipnir95
Venting I want out I want out
Replies
5
Views
649
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
D
Method Air duster
Replies
10
Views
1K
sanction
sanction
T
there's a certain bittersweetness when a person leaves us
Replies
3
Views
441
hmnow
hmnow
Hiro Uchiha
  • Question
SN Quickdraw
Replies
12
Views
1K
Endisclose
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F
The propranolol should be taken 40 minutes before the SN or right after the SN?
Replies
6
Views
505
User111885
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hereandthere13
I don't see any kind of future for myself
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0
Views
432
hereandthere13
hereandthere13
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Venting Family makes me feel worse/ more desperate to ctb
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0
Views
430
hadesgirl777
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M
  • Question
Where to get SN in Japan
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4
Views
947
monny yanny
M
somewhatdeadly
Help ordering sn this monday
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2
Views
325
somewhatdeadly
somewhatdeadly
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