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Suicide Discussion

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pancakelover20
hanging tonight
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9
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726
nobodycaresaboutme
nobodycaresaboutme
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Method Are 18 bottles of Visine enough?
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17
Views
4K
Obliviate
Obliviate
U. A.
Just now clocking SN causes death via methemoglobinemia. Uh...
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3
Views
696
Obliviate
Obliviate
waistcoat
Venting it’s ironic my pain killers are killing me
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7
Views
386
WeepingWorm
WeepingWorm
livefastdieyoung
Venting drinking is the only thing that i enjoy anymore
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4
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629
wine is fine but
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UndyingPharaoh
Resource The Complete Manual of Suicide - By Wataru Tsurumi
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15
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2K
Jello Biafra
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H
Help Has anyone else failed at partial hanging?
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14
Views
926
Eriktf
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iw2begone
Venting I think part of me isn't letting me get better
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25
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2K
iw2begone
iw2begone
lovelylaura
New here, about CTB with CO
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6
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528
Obliviate
Obliviate
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Can’t do this anymore.
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18
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2K
copioushopelessness
C
K
Holidays are Brutal
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5
Views
371
MyShadow
MyShadow
willyoucrywhenIdie
Venting My girlfriend abandoned me at the worst point of my life
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5
Views
676
willyoucrywhenIdie
willyoucrywhenIdie
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Story My hanging experience
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0
Views
817
Steph99
S
Obliviate
Method The SN 48 hour regimen from Stan is not apart of the PPEH?
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9
Views
684
quietwoods
quietwoods
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English Hangman
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2
Views
272
Hangman.
Hangman.
tretion
Help any good ideas on where to hide stuff i dont want ppl having after i ctb?
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13
Views
592
tretion
tretion
MyShadow
Discussion I came here for answers
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4
Views
514
MyShadow
MyShadow
waistcoat
Discussion help needed: hiding sh from partner
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11
Views
686
waistcoat
waistcoat
B
Do you want to achieve anything before you ctb
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7
Views
383
Fish-Holder
F
P@in
Story I found N in cusco
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48
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3K
U. A.
U. A.
Cyagangy
Story My failed plot to frame my mom for indirect murder (and how it failed)
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15
Views
2K
Cyagangy
Cyagangy
hmnow
Does setting a date make it easier?
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0
Views
209
hmnow
hmnow
patpat
Venting Id like to quit life
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5
Views
412
nowherelilies
nowherelilies
WEIRDOOOXDDDD
I'm gonna ctb tomorrow (hopefully)
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12
Views
1K
hmnow
hmnow
Elzar
SN with Morphine, instead of Benzos?
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4
Views
397
quietwoods
quietwoods
Terrible_Life
I just want to die.
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7
Views
1K
Hangman.
Hangman.
sillyprincessmeow
Help SN is in my possession!/I have some unrelated questions
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4
Views
807
sillyprincessmeow
sillyprincessmeow
hmnow
  • Poll
Is pain the factor in your choice of method
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4
Views
327
deadlyhope
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usernamesarehard
Venting I have no voice and I must scream
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1
Views
485
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
Insomniac Butterfly
Venting No longer human
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2
Views
363
Insomniac Butterfly
Insomniac Butterfly
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Venting I hate sex, relationships and womanhood
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4
Views
602
_Gollum_
_Gollum_
Jupiturii
Venting Maybe I'm not actually supposed to be here
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3
Views
479
Forever Sleep
F
S
Another very practical question about hanging aftermath (decomposition)
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5
Views
517
TBONTB
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memento-mori
  • Poll
Discussion did you get a welfare check for buying SN?
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5
Views
617
Forever Sleep
F
ryders
Venting i’m going to end up a failure and I know it
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0
Views
226
ryders
ryders
willyoucrywhenIdie
There is no unconditional love, love is a myth, care is suppressed, feelings are buried, society is fragile.
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2
Views
268
Forever Sleep
F
Y
Blood test results of 2 different SN
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0
Views
408
Y444
Y
ImNotReal
Venting Family's gonna be confused
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0
Views
197
ImNotReal
ImNotReal
tretion
need opinion
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4
Views
414
tretion
tretion
MyShadow
  • Question
Help Alone and Ready to Go
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7
Views
720
Audrey.2025
Audrey.2025
M
Normies would advice you to be open more about your pain
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0
Views
152
monolog
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A
Method I want no one search my body after CTB
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4
Views
562
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
vision
Discussion Am i the only one ?
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2
Views
324
SpinosaurusKat
SpinosaurusKat
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Discussion God is not necessarily a good one - A Higher Force that can worsen your life
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11
Views
703
Manfrotto99
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C
Discussion What method did you attempt and why it failed? How will you address your mistake next time you ctb?
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32
Views
3K
QuincyME
QuincyME
Kadaver
Losing my nerve
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1
Views
246
katara
katara
Obliviate
Help Review my SN protocol
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27
Views
2K
Obliviate
Obliviate
Wolf Girl
Venting Trapped...I'm afraid to die, but I can't tolerate the loneliness anymore.
Replies
4
Views
415
hmnow
hmnow
tapetum_lucidum
The world doesn’t want me here
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5
Views
376
barelyholdingon
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lament.
  • Poll
Discussion Organ Donation and Suicide (Poll + Unfortunate Reality)
Replies
4
Views
497
hmnow
hmnow
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