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Suicide Discussion

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disabledlife
Are you afraid of losing your independence? Being disabled, going to hospital for your life, being in a "body jail" with less and less freedom...
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7
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592
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
black money boys
  • Question
Help where is the specific SN dosage for weight
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0
Views
239
black money boys
black money boys
B
Help How to get sodium nitrite in East Europe
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2
Views
292
snow leopard
snow leopard
1
Help How do you deal with the pain of partial hanging crushing your throat/trachea?
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6
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2K
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
akira.kewl
Discussion experiences w/ partial hanging?
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9
Views
1K
akira.kewl
akira.kewl
bunn
Venting i literally have to die
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1
Views
798
Aplev
A
m3nhera
Help Need help with hanging
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6
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1K
m3nhera
m3nhera
E
Hate that the only thing keeping me alive is not wanting to inconvenience family
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0
Views
280
Exhausted546
E
hanggirl
Help Oxycodone for SI? (Full-suspension hanging)
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4
Views
571
hanggirl
hanggirl
Caribbean Sky
  • Question
What is KN and SA?
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4
Views
566
Caribbean Sky
Caribbean Sky
A
Method is doing the entire SN protocol necessary for a successful attempt or a simple SN solution is enough for most people?
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2
Views
529
Forever Sleep
F
under
Venting how do i stop myself from wanting to get worse?
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4
Views
597
tir
tir
T
Venting Loneliness, failing marriage & disconnected family unit
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4
Views
503
turkishcoffee77
T
AngelTear
Venting I JUST WANT THE SUFFERING TO END
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2
Views
666
AngelTear
AngelTear
InsomniacPhantom
Venting Craving for LIFE
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5
Views
837
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
ChamberOfEchoes
Discussion Arbeit macht frei | Work Sets You Free
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10
Views
619
Hvergelmir
H
U
Does anyone else here relate?
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6
Views
576
AdaSmiles
A
cubibibibism
Help avoiding friends
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1
Views
481
Unlucky777
Unlucky777
agarthacel
Story ligature strangulation(my nde experience)
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10
Views
1K
esquizorzin
esquizorzin
anonymage
Caffeine overdose
Replies
7
Views
820
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
kittyangelwings
Is there anyone I can chat with? Just dm me. I feel very lonely. I reply to messages immediately.
Replies
10
Views
857
AdaSmiles
A
cubibibibism
Venting stupid fucking antis of this site
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0
Views
326
cubibibibism
cubibibibism
penguinl0v3s
Using Smartphone GPS Data to Detect the Risk of Adolescent Suicidal Thoughts and Behaviors [Paper]
Replies
4
Views
446
itsgone2
I
nightlighter
have to change location of ctb
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0
Views
299
nightlighter
nightlighter
SunshineFading
SN was found by relatives
Replies
6
Views
649
Carryline
C
Siamese Believe
Does being suicidal make you more feel nostalgia more intensely?
Replies
4
Views
289
DeadbeatDaughter
DeadbeatDaughter
2disapearcompletely
jumping of 10+ floors or getting decapitated by a train?
Replies
9
Views
1K
bishpop6
B
mordumfan
Oblivious people commenting about suicide
Replies
11
Views
734
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Lov3
Venting life is a Greek gift
Replies
2
Views
323
itsgone2
I
immolation
Venting need brain fog to be happy
Replies
0
Views
330
immolation
immolation
W
Venting Right now, everything I want is to die before the new year
Replies
5
Views
478
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
I
Venting I am done with the world I’m living in
Replies
5
Views
470
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SadCryingBunny
Everything is getting prepared. What happens after death ?
Replies
8
Views
601
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A_Spartan_Dead
Venting I want some opinions on how bad the working environment and CTB is in Europe, particularly mediterrenean like Greece, Italy.
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0
Views
272
A_Spartan_Dead
A_Spartan_Dead
alstroemeria55
Venting Neglect/Grooming/Abuse ruined my relationship with sex and my body
Replies
3
Views
463
Whale_bones
Whale_bones
Kazu Ha
Discussion Sleep Problems
Replies
4
Views
401
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
k488n23_
Venting Needed to put these feelings somewhere.
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2
Views
363
k488n23_
k488n23_
AngelTear
Venting Extreme Boredom But No Motivation to do much of anything really
Replies
4
Views
438
twistedtransistor47
twistedtransistor47
Tiredofit25
Am i destined to be forever alone? For people in similar situations, how do you guys cope?
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20
Views
1K
violetforever
violetforever
fkyou
Discussion Fk them family
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0
Views
155
fkyou
fkyou
_Vasa&Me_
Story He will either kill me or not let me have a happy life
Replies
8
Views
970
auto138491
A
blckfurmutt
Venting self harm and loveless
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0
Views
328
blckfurmutt
blckfurmutt
E
  • Question
Help Invisible ways of self harm
Replies
11
Views
778
violetforever
violetforever
CerebralVortex
Venting Vent, kinda conflicted
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0
Views
334
CerebralVortex
CerebralVortex
R
Venting Last night I was so close
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2
Views
586
IronMed
I
alixisbonez
NSFW I think I am so selfish
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0
Views
418
alixisbonez
alixisbonez
phoebie467
  • Locked
If you are reading this, I catch the bus
Replies
93
Views
20K
srilankanbeyotch
S
forfever
i cant take it anymore
Replies
4
Views
315
forfever
forfever
Ihatemonday
there is no title
Replies
0
Views
169
Ihatemonday
Ihatemonday
A
Story My Week in the Psych Ward after SN Attempt
Replies
10
Views
2K
girafeli
girafeli
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