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Suicide Discussion

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Discussion Will 2023 be the year that you will CTB
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nomotels1443
nomotels1443
femcelhrz
have you ever became amemic from cutting so much
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0
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318
femcelhrz
femcelhrz
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Can you get access to maid if you are not a Canadian citizen
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7
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867
lachrymost
lachrymost
PinkSakura
What are you doing this Christmas?
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47
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2K
StruggleWithin
StruggleWithin
Lifeless mindset
If your first suicide attempt would’ve worked, what year would you have died in?
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62
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2K
TraurigerClown
TraurigerClown
Venus13
Source question ihp for supporting meds
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10
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543
Rainy_days
Rainy_days
brokendreamsxo
Venting my life is falling apart
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4
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635
Blue_mist
Blue_mist
U. A.
Resource "Grieving Chronic Illness & Injury - Infinite Loss"
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3
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781
membo
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deathbylife
Nine Inch Nails nailed it
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11
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866
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Venting Almost ready to go
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6
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717
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
minato
Story I thought I was recovering.
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5
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703
deathbylife
deathbylife
lilin
Help Which SN should I use?
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2
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596
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
deathbylife
I thought I was in recovery but now I'm cutting again and I feel worthless
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11
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663
hiddenbpd
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deathbylife
Goddammit
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13
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700
deathbylife
deathbylife
whitefeather
Resource Thread for Exit Members
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3
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968
onceuponadec
onceuponadec
deathbylife
988 sucks
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7
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724
deathbylife
deathbylife
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Any stories of people actually dying from over the counter liquid medicine?
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9
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1K
Regen
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deathbylife
I just want to be knocked out
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3
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439
Painless_end
Painless_end
m4rius
Low blink rate
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1
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414
Mofreeko
Mofreeko
Ineedtodie
I' m living this nightmare of my sorry life fully since yesterday and lost all hope for recovering
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2
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444
Ineedtodie
Ineedtodie
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What would you do in this situation? (Long post-sorry)
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7
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569
boingo
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Jamesun
Well, I'm just writing this to vent.
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3
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417
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
annointed_towers
Jumping
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7
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1K
annointed_towers
annointed_towers
Fiery Bolganone
3 hours until SN.
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65
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7K
lilin
lilin
ksp
  • Poll
are you mentally ill or not?
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95
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5K
Unending
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byebyered
Venting that soul crushing feeling when you realize everything was your fault
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2
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395
Hollowman
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Lost Magic
Last Christmas for me
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10
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872
reverse03
reverse03
disabledlife
"Thank you" selfish parents and countries that defend the universal right to procreate but banned from CTB. You destroyed my life!
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7
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1K
diyCTB
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Wormfood
Venting Depression strikes again
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1
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405
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
freeziepop98
Is this enough for SN to not be painful?
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0
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402
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
LastLoveLetter
Terminal Illnesses Megathread
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18
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4K
whitefeather
whitefeather
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It all went wrong
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4
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720
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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My SN came in, I finally feel some relief
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18
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1K
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
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SN source PM
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1
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436
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
deathbylife
Does everyone hate me
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11
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629
rationaltake
rationaltake
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Merry christmas
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9
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535
freeziepop98
freeziepop98
evey8112
Venting I once felt guilt for leaving my parents but i just heard my mom say "suck it up and just deal with it" I'm tried of this fucking world
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5
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782
Tried-tireD
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Clarity and Questions
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3
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461
Forever Sleep
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BornToFail
Method Buying a gun
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8
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1K
theboy
theboy
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Can someone explain why SN doesn't cause permanent damage?
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5
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820
MissingThyme
MissingThyme
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Anyone want to chat until it kicks in?
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11
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831
Outandproud
Outandproud
evey8112
Still here guys after taking laced M30 pill
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38
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3K
deathissosad
deathissosad
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Special berry to change taste of SN?
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7
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594
damaged_soul
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NEMBUTAL (Sodium Pentobarbital) SYNTHESIS : How much exactly sodium ethoxide for this reaction?
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9
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3K
releasespieces
releasespieces
everlastinghistory
Moving across the globe or committing — Rant
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6
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634
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disabledlife
Christmas eve and Christmas.
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8
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688
disabledlife
disabledlife
pinkbluebutch
Discussion If you're a college student, is it better to CTB at home or at school?
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10
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863
enviro400mmc
enviro400mmc
aiko333
Acquiring a firearm for sucide?
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3
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487
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
trynacbt
Venting Gratitude v Suicide
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5
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897
niki wonoto
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Anna.
Help started writing my notes, but stuck on my will
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2
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501
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