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Ineedtodie

Ineedtodie

Shame, Avoidance, hopelessness, lonliness, cbt, pm
Nov 9, 2022
401
For me being stigmatized and harassed by people around me. Practically bulied. As an adult, its so humiliating.
It causes me an intense spliting shame that I hate my guts for not killing my self right this moment.
 
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silence ends

Student
Jan 10, 2023
121
Loneliness that stems from autistism/avoidant personality and other mental health problems
 
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tchaik18401893

tchaik18401893

tchaikovsky
Dec 31, 2022
121
Loneliness and sexual assault. Loneliness i dont have to explain but sexual assault is a different kind of degrading. i feel used and like an object. i feel worthless and like dirt.
 
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Lifeless mindset

Lifeless mindset

See you on the other side
Oct 20, 2020
308
Me and my girlfriend broke up last night. We left off on good terms so it's not that bad but not having her anymore just makes me wanna die.
 
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zeenatax

Specialist
Dec 15, 2022
313
Nerve Damage & feeling severely cold.
 
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Chronicillness

Chronicillness

Experienced
Jun 19, 2018
236
Body dysphoria and an extremely negative self-image
 
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sevenelevenths

Member
Jan 6, 2023
10
Knowing that I'll continue feeling like this and struggling this for the rest of my life.
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
904
Physical issues. I can't take it anymore. It ruined my life. Forever
 
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missingpeace

Arcanist
Feb 4, 2023
431
All the symptoms that are coming from demonic attacks and oppression. It pulling away all my cognitive facilities, not feeling my heart, not feeling like I am physically here, not feeling any connections, it's physical torment of blocking my bowel movements, playing with my private parts and other physical body, the stress and feeling of demonic energy in my body, the fact that someone is so spiteful towards me that they have caused me this amount of suffering, the fact that I am completely helpless and can't pin this crime on the monster who is responsible. The fact that everyone thinks I'm psychotic and no one is prepared to believe me, the fact that God is making me live through this.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
Failure at everything
 
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Hirokami

Hirokami

Out of order
Feb 21, 2021
607
Being ultimately betrayed by someone who claimed to have cared about me
 
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