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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
C
I feel unworthy of being loved
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9
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407
Brokensoulwalking
Brokensoulwalking
GoddessAmor
Venting I can't remember the past few months, nor the least year or year before that one.
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3
Views
377
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
RatLiker
Would CTB be selfish of me?
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18
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1K
Brokensoulwalking
Brokensoulwalking
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Still throwing up
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3
Views
991
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
NothingElseMatters
do you have autism?
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35
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1K
charlotte_
charlotte_
ChildrensITV
I am a grown man. I cried about 5 times today. Coming here is a sign shit has gotten real.
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9
Views
764
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Dolphin55
Method Do you think this method would work?
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9
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1K
Dolphin55
Dolphin55
D
Becoming a vet to get N
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15
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2K
kadjflakflajlk
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dembe
Venting I feel nothing but everything
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1
Views
520
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Iwashereonce
Method Im afraid of whats gonna happen after i drink the SN
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25
Views
3K
ThoughtThinker
ThoughtThinker
A
I might just do it
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2
Views
388
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
B
If I took SN, How long before I pass out? How long before I die?
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4
Views
920
soontobedone
soontobedone
LadyAlastor
Venting Damn..im...a failure
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9
Views
591
LadyAlastor
LadyAlastor
nance
How does my plan sound?
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3
Views
406
nance
nance
snailboy
Venting i don’t know if i’ll ever quit self harm
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11
Views
1K
stermc
stermc
CentreMid
Venting Wanting to ctb because of racism - TW: Racism
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5
Views
934
shinohara
shinohara
justaquicksnooze
Has anyone worked at a hotline before?
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4
Views
858
Polarbears42
Polarbears42
Linty Leans
Venting birthday dread
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10
Views
1K
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
Blahhh
Just some sips
Replies
15
Views
786
Blahhh
Blahhh
Gaga786
Venting Feeling Disliked By Everyone in my life
Replies
6
Views
595
Linty Leans
Linty Leans
Ocean_01
Method Benzos any good?
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1
Views
547
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
AngelicPsychedelic
Venting Cut myself for the first time after few weeks
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11
Views
498
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
Sideways Glance
Venting Anyone else struggling with the secrecy of your CTB plan.
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15
Views
1K
Scacie
Scacie
B4mbi
My plan to ctb
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1
Views
433
Caoine01
Caoine01
I
I am so focused on CTB that I am failing to connect with others. I have one foot out the door and so I can't really be present. Anyone relate?
Replies
6
Views
787
ExistHarm
E
uniqueusername39
Does SN expire?
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6
Views
571
imcadt99
imcadt99
A
Wanna CTB for many reasons. Unsure if I have the means
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1
Views
337
Zegers
Zegers
I
Can someone DM me the IC link
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3
Views
433
sorrowed_ender
sorrowed_ender
R
Resource Bringing up information for my Chilean fellas
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0
Views
433
Rottenblossom
R
S
Scared I'm leading someone on
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2
Views
483
Seven Threads
Seven Threads
T
  • Question
Is there no hope to feel better?
Replies
4
Views
545
Iamhere2005
I
L
Jumping into the river
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6
Views
1K
Lucilius
L
T
  • Locked
Anyone in SoCal looking to exit together?
Replies
1
Views
592
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
hunter1313
I wanna ctb because of stupid fucking bullys
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15
Views
1K
UseItOrLoseIt
U
D
I wish death would come
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8
Views
937
UseItOrLoseIt
U
G
My honest opinion of the world today
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7
Views
973
UseItOrLoseIt
U
R
Help Overcoming SI using Alcohol and Pregabalin
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0
Views
556
Reiter
R
ratlover223
scared? i guess?
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4
Views
804
Seven Threads
Seven Threads
Scacie
Method SN, how to make it as enjoyable as possible?
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11
Views
1K
UseItOrLoseIt
U
N
This is it - Love You All
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35
Views
2K
Octavia
Octavia
Faejin
Story Someone hust straight up asked if I frequent this site.
Replies
6
Views
938
ironstar
ironstar
slugcat
Venting whatever i do, i just can't stop feeling lonely
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14
Views
1K
FireWalkWithMe
F
outisforward
Venting I'm struggling (also an introduction of sorts)
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4
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
existence is terrifying, to me.
Replies
3
Views
832
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
hate that i wouldn’t be allowed to get a gun
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1
Views
443
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Shy_Shay
Venting hy new here and not really looking for a bag out
Replies
4
Views
539
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
SewerRat
Constant agony
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4
Views
527
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
why does everyone say that benzo ctb isn't possible?
Replies
12
Views
1K
FireWalkWithMe
F
T
Years of pain
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4
Views
325
Tysiiaczeq
T
TAW122
  • Poll
Discussion WWYD if you were (a) god and ruled over the universe/realm(s)?
Replies
23
Views
624
TAW122
TAW122
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