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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Venting Escape seems so out of reach
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4
Views
680
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
WaitingToGo
Venting Going to the Crisis center again
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9
Views
793
WaitingToGo
WaitingToGo
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i'm doing it. how should i plan?
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3
Views
622
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
(wfsth?)
Story 1 year anniversary
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2
Views
665
releasespieces
releasespieces
I
Seroquel and ctb
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4
Views
1K
lionetta12
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eggshells
what's your plan?
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34
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3K
grandeur.egg
grandeur.egg
R
My date is set, I am ready. But I need to leave a note and song for 1
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2
Views
581
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
drained999
SN
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5
Views
922
Source Energy
Source Energy
CTB Dream
Venting Out space time
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2
Views
438
rationaltake
rationaltake
Downbylife
Venting 30th birthday today. Starting the last year of my life
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14
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2K
Downbylife
Downbylife
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When is it morally right to feel relieved that someone has passed?
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3
Views
476
MyLifeisHell
MyLifeisHell
imjusttired
Email D not working. For ordering N.
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3
Views
746
Yavannah
Yavannah
vexi
Method Planning to try overdosing on sleeping pills, again.
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6
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2K
Disaster
D
D
Story I had a dream of my ex-gf CTB
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1
Views
408
jodes2
jodes2
sad_dude
anyone here experienced "pulmonary edema" right after (or few hours after) hanging attempt?
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2
Views
590
sad_dude
sad_dude
Ellipsis
I'm terrified of being rescued during my CTB
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12
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1K
Kenya
K
Sadness20
I have 4 options with which i could CTB today. Please tell me which ones the best.
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11
Views
2K
Kenya
K
hxppythxught
Method Please tell me easy and painless ways to CTB, I can’t go on like this anymore its too painful.
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31
Views
4K
Kenya
K
👁
Actress die from Sodium Nitrite
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10
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2K
Kenya
K
Death is beautiful
I don't believe in the idea of non-existence
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52
Views
3K
mayHeCurseUsAll
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CTB Dream
This rl pain
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8
Views
464
MBY85
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mothman._.
Discussion BOOOOOO
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0
Views
406
mothman._.
mothman._.
RayoSinSol
Discussion Has anyone here experienced a kind of Near Death Experience that was nothingness? Or unconsciousness? Or something similar?
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48
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3K
Unsure and Useless
Unsure and Useless
movinout17
Help Easiest way to drown?
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12
Views
1K
Ernest1964
E
brokenpersi
When you know you are 100% ready to go, and actually might die in few hours <3
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10
Views
2K
Forever Sleep
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Kta1994
My chronic pain problems are getting worse
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2
Views
340
missingpeace
M
WeakBrain111
Method falling asleep on rails
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8
Views
1K
WeakBrain111
WeakBrain111
Mr Myemna
Anyone from an Islamic background/ Lives in an Islamic community ?
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5
Views
387
missingpeace
M
alivefornow
Discussion "Snapping out of it"
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4
Views
859
Source Energy
Source Energy
Q-Dust
Venting Why can I not go through with it
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9
Views
3K
missingpeace
M
B
Anyone wracked by physical pain, so much so that walking is extremely difficult? How do you counter the feelings of anger and frustration?
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4
Views
270
Bardo
B
I
Resource My local vet literally sells N. Wtf?
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28
Views
4K
Source Energy
Source Energy
G
Leaving partner out of love/fear of hurting them.
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6
Views
384
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Breadbfra
Help Leaving a partner, loving friends and a family
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15
Views
2K
stilhavinightmares
stilhavinightmares
N
Help Risk of friend/ex/past forum user finding SN (mailed to friends house) and wellness check -- Finally ordered SN
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4
Views
701
nullnewspaper
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S
I just find the notion absurd.
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8
Views
2K
Helios-III
H
H
Venting I don't want to do it again
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2
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Mr Myemna
A semi-response to a youtuber criticizing the site
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13
Views
2K
Mr Myemna
Mr Myemna
Defenestration
Anticoagulant and malaise?
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9
Views
927
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
aneurysm
Discussion has anyone (on here) actually CTB by partial hanging
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16
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5K
RUPA
R
Tricondyla ledouxi
This site has been made public again and I don’t think it’s the right decision at all.
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14
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2K
EndlessDream
EndlessDream
A
Venting Another night
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5
Views
1K
Hendo
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CTB Dream
No meann
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3
Views
659
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
donttellmybf2004
Venting I’m so close to all my good, healthy goals but a large part of me doenst care!
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4
Views
758
Hendo
H
mentionized1
Help Unable to pass out by partial suspension nor chocking
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29
Views
3K
bolt
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ksp
death education for children
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20
Views
2K
ksp
ksp
B
Chocking on food/water
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6
Views
1K
bolt
B
Lonerzepam
Venting Anyone else always waste their ctb resources instead of actually going through with it?
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12
Views
1K
Lost in a Dream
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ilikecats
My time might come quicker.
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9
Views
2K
SamTam33
S
redisblue
Venting CTB is all I can think about
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10
Views
2K
downndone2
D
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