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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
floaxed
Discussion Why do you want to go? Do you really have no hope for the future?
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40
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2K
blue_muse
blue_muse
C
where to but sodium nitrite
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7
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1K
Jezzibell
Jezzibell
L
Pain without painfulness: an interesting article
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4
Views
501
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
D
Spiritual preparation before ctb
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1
Views
465
Pluto
Pluto
tomoki
failure of my ctb
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13
Views
1K
inmyhead
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P
Question regarding my SN shelflife and storage
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0
Views
450
PrisonBreak
P
W
Discussion Why isn't SN enema viable?
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28
Views
2K
jolongone
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I
Venting I’m toxic
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5
Views
563
Forever Sleep
F
FuneralCry
Venting It’s tiresome when people push their unsolicited “advice” onto suicidal people.
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22
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2K
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
S
Method Carbon Monoxide
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4
Views
629
Snake9111
S
S
Hello
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0
Views
391
Snake9111
S
blank_slab
Starting to think i have some sort of a personality thing
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7
Views
895
Decided98
Decided98
Zegers
Venting The tax of empty life
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2
Views
427
chocolatebar
chocolatebar
P
Method Just picked up my Sn
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23
Views
1K
squirley
squirley
SubmergedSnake5383
Help with self harming (cutting)
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6
Views
772
mapleboy
mapleboy
meatlobe
  • Question
Method suicide by balloon suffocation is possible?
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1
Views
714
Praestat_Mori
P
T
Question about site navigation
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3
Views
358
loopdaloop
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touhoufan
heroin
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7
Views
2K
Tears_From_Nirvana
Tears_From_Nirvana
clockwork_cat
Venting I'm a murderer and I need to vent
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23
Views
2K
silent star
silent star
sad_dude
Help the feeling of my head being separated from my body
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1
Views
460
betternever2havbeen
B
P
Help N Site Legit?
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18
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2K
Ernest1964
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R
going to attempt the "night-night method" tonight
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11
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1K
rustinpeacepolaris
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D
Method Helium VS Nitrogen suicide reports
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6
Views
1K
Hurts too bad
H
I
To leave a note or not to leave a note
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7
Views
420
inmyhead
I
zeldalover
I’m stupid
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5
Views
440
zeldalover
zeldalover
InsatiableEmptiness
I'm anxious, please give advice
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11
Views
779
SVEN
SVEN
hipsnake
Venting I’m lying to everyone
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13
Views
1K
hipsnake
hipsnake
northoverhill
Discussion Bad RPG Save
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3
Views
645
northoverhill
northoverhill
P
Method Oxycodone instead of Morphine for ddmaph?
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6
Views
1K
jorheslen428
J
ghostofapoet
Venting life just keeps getting better! (sarcastic)
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4
Views
501
Bigsmoke777
B
Memento
Venting Self-hatred and Suicidal Ideation
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9
Views
706
leftdreaming
leftdreaming
HopefulSleep
Discussion Thoughts on putting sn powder in rolling paper and bombing it?
Replies
16
Views
854
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
G
Discussion How many times have you been scammed?
Replies
4
Views
444
woh6
woh6
leftdreaming
Venting I can’t escape it
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2
Views
436
lookingforsanctuary
L
D
Venting Coming to terms with my illness
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4
Views
413
Hotsackage
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asdfandqwerty
Help Obtaining N/SN in Poland?
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7
Views
1K
greenwitch
G
neverwashere
tired of living with BPD
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9
Views
1K
letmegetout
L
Cajuncatastrophe
Help Suicidal partner
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4
Views
733
Cajuncatastrophe
Cajuncatastrophe
LeavingEarly
Where do you get Fentanyl?
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9
Views
1K
Mythographic1000
M
G
Waking moment
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9
Views
682
outrider567
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F
Activism in person
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0
Views
313
Fabioben
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gulp
do you think it is pathetic to ctb because of love?
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17
Views
816
macrocosm
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disabledlife
I'm sick of being called a poor shitty handicapped deadbeat! I crave CTB, to punish my shitty family!
Replies
3
Views
453
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
silent star
Can someone please explain to me carbon monoxide method
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5
Views
967
pphinquiry
P
Nights
  • Question
Are you constantly paranoid about your opsec?
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8
Views
593
pphinquiry
P
Rocinante
Sleep is one of the few things I find comfort in
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7
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1K
pphinquiry
P
ihatepain
Has anybody ever travelled to Mexico and ordered N from A in Mexico?
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10
Views
1K
Ernest1964
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born_carbon25
Help Painless + fast methods if living in the UK
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3
Views
578
Departme
Departme
P
SN antacid discussion
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5
Views
1K
ThisIsLife
ThisIsLife
ForsakenStar
Method Jumping
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9
Views
1K
nightshade00
nightshade00
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