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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
noonipie
school makes me want to ctb the most
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8
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639
OceanBlue
OceanBlue
R
will the cops come for me just being on this site?
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4
Views
732
NoLoveNoHope
NoLoveNoHope
Unattainable666
Police/FBI Coming to Your Door
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14
Views
2K
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
HopefulSleep
Method What is the cheapest nitrogen setup that will 100% work that I can buy in germany?
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2
Views
675
Das Nichts
Das Nichts
AStonePassedBy
Apathy; any suggestions?
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0
Views
372
AStonePassedBy
AStonePassedBy
ChildrensITV
[UK] I have SN. I am ready for the next step: Metoclopramide (antiemetic). Where did you get yours from?
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14
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1K
gizzreid
gizzreid
NoLightRemains
Any reports of police visits for non-IC purchases?
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7
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2K
NoLightRemains
NoLightRemains
CicadaShell
Train method
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6
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1K
CicadaShell
CicadaShell
Unwr!tten
Has anyone who’s moved had Police Officers visit them after buying SN?
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7
Views
619
Meliæ
Meliæ
gizzreid
will the police contact me for ordering SN?
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14
Views
1K
Meliæ
Meliæ
sulli
i think my friends never really cared about me
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10
Views
989
sulli
sulli
Q
Antique SN bottle
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0
Views
352
quietxconfessions
Q
999tilltheworldblow
Goodbye thread
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27
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2K
Gonnerr
G
Winry
Venting Can't stop thinking about it
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6
Views
808
gizzreid
gizzreid
M
Discussion Goodbye
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19
Views
1K
Dead Meat
Dead Meat
R
Method Does anyone have more info on the night night method and/or the torniquete method?
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1
Views
663
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
N
Discussion Goodbye maybe, partial hanging off door
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12
Views
946
wiltingorchid
W
Nortu
Help Has anyone died of eating Fly Agaric?
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8
Views
1K
Nortu
Nortu
D
Venting Slowly losing my mind
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13
Views
783
Pengu
Pengu
M
can I do SN regime without anti anxiety pills?
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7
Views
521
Lawliet
Lawliet
Mr.Tristesse
I really don't want to be forced to live just because suicide is too difficult.
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6
Views
1K
sanction
sanction
Samsara
Vet N taste test (less horrible than expected)
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2
Views
631
Samsara
Samsara
borderline-feline
Venting When loving a fictional character physically hurts
Replies
27
Views
5K
silkwings
silkwings
tiredofbreathing
Can someone dm a sn source
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19
Views
829
dwindlingfirst
dwindlingfirst
S
Thoughts on n2 ctb if claustrophobic
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3
Views
517
seekingpeacefulend
S
silkwings
  • Question
Venting want to CTB but scared and in love
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4
Views
561
silkwings
silkwings
M
Method Amitriptyline..A underrated method.
Replies
5
Views
2K
gap
G
C
  • Question
Amitriptyline cocktail
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7
Views
1K
gap
G
W
IC info leaked to police
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9
Views
2K
William01
W
S
How does one get fentanyl?
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10
Views
2K
Lost21
L
dwindlingfirst
Method I think I’m just going to jump off an overpass
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12
Views
1K
dwindlingfirst
dwindlingfirst
HopefulSleep
Help Can you give me tips on how to ease my pain until I can ctb?
Replies
3
Views
443
todienomore
todienomore
PyramidHead
Venting Is anyone else just a mess of a person?
Replies
14
Views
993
Depression
D
HopefulSleep
Method How good is protonitazene+bromazolam as a ctb method?
Replies
0
Views
489
HopefulSleep
HopefulSleep
A
Venting My family is extremely overbearing & overwhelming.
Replies
3
Views
406
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
EmpressDean
Discussion Hotel Planning
Replies
4
Views
485
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
HitsanoEllangmainta
Hi, guys, maybe you could convince me to not send a low-key hateful suicide note to a person by giving me some good reasons to not do it?
Replies
8
Views
520
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
HopefulSleep
Venting I think I am actually traumatized by psych wards
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21
Views
1K
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
DonTellMeToStayAlive
Venting Do I even want to die ? Not as much questioning as much as diaappointed
Replies
1
Views
397
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Venting Just cried all day
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2
Views
668
todienomore
todienomore
unknownus3r0
Venting ?
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2
Views
432
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
G
Is Charcoal poisoning a painless way to go?
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10
Views
2K
Gavalar
G
senzim
  • Question
Overdosing
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1
Views
433
todienomore
todienomore
AresCohere
Venting My Reasons to Go
Replies
3
Views
983
miu
miu
DarkRose
cops pulled up to my house because of SN from IC.
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30
Views
2K
notwhereIbelong
notwhereIbelong
Bobert_Beniro
Venting sub5 man
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7
Views
1K
dödsängel
dödsängel
gizzreid
how to get prescription antiemetic for SN?
Replies
2
Views
433
mypersonalhell
mypersonalhell
EmpressDean
Method Tent+CO method links Thread Start
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1
Views
535
hungry_ghost
hungry_ghost
stermc
Method SN and partial hanging
Replies
12
Views
1K
Lost in a Dream
L
Archness
Venting Only want to live when emotional/irrational
Replies
1
Views
372
thecolourgold
thecolourgold
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