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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Venting Everythings boring
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5
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1K
Skullinthewoods
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Metoclopramide
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4
Views
370
Skullinthewoods
S
CTB Dream
Venting Heat
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4
Views
942
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
S
Metoclopramide from pet store?
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6
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1K
Source Energy
Source Energy
ThisIsLife
  • Question
Help Europeans who ordered N2 online, where ?
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1
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384
GasMonkey
GasMonkey
N
After much thought, I’ve decided to make this post.
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20
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1K
Notforlong
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Darkover
these machines are your own personal hell
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3
Views
707
yive
yive
level_playing_field
No way out
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4
Views
407
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
Venting Why?
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8
Views
456
epic
epic
sillyprincessmeow
Venting nothings changed
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5
Views
452
LadyAlastor
LadyAlastor
ilovecats
Venting I feel "expired"
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4
Views
568
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
RatLiker
Venting I've asked for help so many times and I got ignored
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2
Views
775
leeloosnow
leeloosnow
TG_
Venting I dont want to do this
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7
Views
1K
TG_
TG_
disabledlife
I asked ChatGPT if I have the right to kill myself? Does my life belong to me? Does my existence belong to me?
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2
Views
930
charon
charon
L
I ordered my SN.
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7
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724
SenseOfLoss
SenseOfLoss
B
Talking about a concept of Peaceful Pill
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4
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431
Darkover
Darkover
hourlyrabbit
Discussion The Uncertainty Is the worst part of seeking help
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7
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1K
AlternativeHealer2
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D
Discussion Telling me suicide is a "permanent solution" to problems makes me WANT IT MORE!!
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18
Views
1K
not-2-b-the-answer
not-2-b-the-answer
5417807
Venting Got benzos but finances being tracked so can’t buy SN
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2
Views
692
5417807
5417807
RainAndSadness
Switzerland strikes again: first Swiss prison inmate ended their life via assisted suicide.
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6
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917
CentreMid
CentreMid
J
Pre-mixing SN with water?
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1
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318
Sparx
S
C
Living death
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4
Views
494
cherry7
C
T
Terrified of it not working
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2
Views
433
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BabyCamus
Help Drug interaction SN method
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0
Views
286
BabyCamus
BabyCamus
innominesatanas44
How would you want to ctb if you could have any method possible?
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56
Views
7K
Homo erectus
Homo erectus
CTB Dream
Time no mean only wheel
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2
Views
468
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Venting I Wish I Knew How to Get Certain Things
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3
Views
347
sorrowful
sorrowful
M
Every day is so hard to get through
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2
Views
465
LateForTheBus
LateForTheBus
KatyushaHanging
Venting I just want to end it
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2
Views
711
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
FlameWhisperer
Help SN: Not enough antiemetics
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15
Views
901
Sideways Glance
Sideways Glance
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N or SN
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2
Views
338
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
thankyou
Quit my job to prepare for CTB, gave me a rush of happiness, immediately squandered by the reality I have to work again
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9
Views
1K
thankyou
thankyou
javie33
Help Im going to ctb coming up pretty soon
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2
Views
609
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Archness
  • Poll
Discussion How NEET life relates to ctb?
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6
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
kira.bastard
might ctb
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8
Views
432
Viranamari
Viranamari
burdenox
Venting Living with someone who doesn’t care
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4
Views
750
burdenox
burdenox
hellispink
Regrets, tired of pretending to be ok
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3
Views
286
HermitLonerGuy
HermitLonerGuy
burdenox
Venting “It gets better” & my family curse
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6
Views
866
Gaga786
Gaga786
CTB Dream
Venting Awful universe
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3
Views
470
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
snailboy
Venting i wish i could open up without danger of hospi
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9
Views
985
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
LocalAngel
What is SI to you?
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10
Views
1K
LocalAngel
LocalAngel
yaulkan
dejavu..........kcn
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4
Views
336
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
TheTranstarEngineer
Venting I hate that my family loves me
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5
Views
360
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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So Tempted To Attempt To End My Life Again Today
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7
Views
470
TimetoGo!
TimetoGo!
Versailles
Venting I'm sorry
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5
Views
722
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
S
Scarf
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16
Views
1K
CentreMid
CentreMid
CentreMid
Hurt myself, hate myself
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2
Views
545
jacarandash
jacarandash
sunnydaysahead
going to (hopefully) CBT tonight
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22
Views
2K
anguila_anguila
anguila_anguila
disabledlife
Tired of the media talking about heroes saving suicidal people and denigrating suicidal people! Tired of being called a coward, selfish.
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14
Views
1K
SilentSadness
SilentSadness
kindalone
Am I the only loser?
Replies
19
Views
951
Gaga786
Gaga786
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