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Suicide Discussion

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Emptied_soul
The real reason they try to make suicide so taboo is to keep more slaves in the system.
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27
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1K
AllMyDreams
AllMyDreams
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  • Poll
Venting Have you had a moment where if you had a shotgun by your hand you'd seriously just blow your brains out?
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4
Views
362
Geronimo
Geronimo
c__ang109
I want to ctb but I'm too scared of failure
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7
Views
991
gogetter126
gogetter126
RdMrk
Discussion Does asking for help ever actually help?
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17
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1K
BBBB
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Forever_Hopeless
Method Seeking advice for partial suspension hanging
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8
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3K
Forever_Hopeless
Forever_Hopeless
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Just stuck and it's getting worse
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5
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516
eashanm
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BabyCamus
Help Where should I get SN delivered to?
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13
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1K
BabyCamus
BabyCamus
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I have spent hundreds of thousands on treatment and I have been waiting for my mind to feel comfortable with my decision to ctb...
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4
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484
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
BigLucs
Isolation
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3
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498
AllMyDreams
AllMyDreams
dyn00ss
Method heelp
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0
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418
dyn00ss
dyn00ss
AngelicPsychedelic
Help How can I increase the success rate in ctb with slitting wrist + hot bath
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8
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1K
CringeNihilism
CringeNihilism
EDMisgood
Venting Joined 3 years ago, dedicated myself to goals, succeeded but eventually fucked that up, now i'm back
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7
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1K
AllMyDreams
AllMyDreams
Xisalittletired
  • Question
Does anything make you happy anymore?
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52
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3K
MyFinalProject
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azalea087
Discussion I used to always have atleast one thing to live for or to be grateful/look forward to
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13
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418
Lysander
Lysander
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Venting I Want To Die So Much
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9
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1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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Anybody here USA?
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126
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7K
soysoysoy
soysoysoy
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People who accidentally CTB from autoerotic asphyxiation are lucky
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5
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507
Gustav Hartmann
Gustav Hartmann
caushin11
questions about CO method
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12
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2K
caushin11
caushin11
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Help Recommended Methods
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3
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825
eashanm
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Gaga786
Venting Why is the police informed if someone attempts to CTB ?
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13
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1K
Gaga786
Gaga786
MoonlitNight
Does anyone want to fail to ctb?
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6
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986
MoonlitNight
MoonlitNight
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I really need help right now
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19
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799
missingpeace
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xenoz
Can I get some help choosing a quick, cheap, easy method?
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9
Views
968
LittleJem
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Avyn
Does anyone else feel like they're not human?
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15
Views
950
sunsetting
sunsetting
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Need out (please help!)
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1
Views
348
death's lover
death's lover
borderline-feline
Venting Unsure if I belong here
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49
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2K
MoonlitNight
MoonlitNight
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Help Really need help
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6
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1K
Lightworkerinblack
Lightworkerinblack
bbye111
people with guns are so lucky
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8
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819
downndone2
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Suicide Pact Feb 3 family dies in suicide pact
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4
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943
Viranamari
Viranamari
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Discussion Anybody else live with brain damage due to mental illness?
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6
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923
anguila_anguila
anguila_anguila
CTB Dream
Venting Need money
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0
Views
474
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
Octavia
Would I go to jail if I order N online in Canada?
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9
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1K
Shadowlord900
Shadowlord900
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Poems - Suicide & Depression
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1
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416
coltact
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A
Story Yesterday, I overcame thoughts of CTB after 3 months of researching and ideation
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1
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658
Forever Sleep
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CTB Dream
Venting No have tool
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4
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1K
CTB Dream
CTB Dream
derpycool
  • Locked
partner in india
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10
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1K
Myforevercharlie
Myforevercharlie
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Venting I got my hopes up :(
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16
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1K
ThatStateOfMind
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CentreMid
Late diagnosis and trauma
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8
Views
777
CentreMid
CentreMid
FireFox
Since getting fired I want to ctb
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15
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1K
FireFox
FireFox
BabyCamus
Going to CTB this week Advice needed
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2
Views
859
anguila_anguila
anguila_anguila
I-can-only-imagine
Venting i honestly dont know how much longer i can keep going
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6
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745
tootired4life
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Method SN or Amitriptyline?
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3
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1K
MelodyCymbal
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N and amitriptyline
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1
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556
MelodyCymbal
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--Dazai
might try to CTB in headspace again, sooo wish me luck!! -🩹
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5
Views
995
--Dazai
--Dazai
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is amitriptyline a viable method?
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6
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1K
MelodyCymbal
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F
Questions to people who survived wrist cutting.
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3
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344
CentreMid
CentreMid
HermitLonerGuy
I honestly dont know how im alive, ive ate so much crap and never exercised and im 35 and still amazed im even alive.
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5
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445
Oblivion
Oblivion
Darkover
this is the shitest horriblest place i ever had the misfortune of coming alive in
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6
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588
Oblivion
Oblivion
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Questions
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4
Views
315
missingpeace
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jacarandash
Venting s/h while talking to friend
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3
Views
491
jacarandash
jacarandash
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