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Suicide Discussion

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I could be accepted into VAD but its not that easy
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8
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687
DeathSweetDeath
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M
NSFW Do you think the girl in this clip died instantly?
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33
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3K
Defenestration
Defenestration
mothlover402
Venting I'm done
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3
Views
302
RinneOfAragon
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violetforever
nothing more of me
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0
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317
violetforever
violetforever
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Help Is it possible to find an affordable and cheap tent that's air tight inside and could trap carbon monoxide from charcoal burning?
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8
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748
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
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I Need to end the suffering
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9
Views
937
urgent
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ShadowOfASelf
Venting Arguments from friends/family/doctors that you find uncompelling
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9
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1K
dragonofenvy
dragonofenvy
bubblebunny
Help How does one deal with intense emotions? How
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4
Views
298
DeathWish3301
DeathWish3301
Ghostofthepast
Dont know where to go have hit rock bottom
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9
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720
Ghostofthepast
Ghostofthepast
so-many-failures
Help How do I get the energy to kill myself?
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4
Views
760
PapaYeehaw
PapaYeehaw
FoxSauce
Another long vent
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6
Views
490
FoxSauce
FoxSauce
whatatimetobealive
Discussion being shot point blank while sleeping
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6
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517
whatatimetobealive
whatatimetobealive
Derpiee
Can i CTB with a shotgun shell ?
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4
Views
436
Derpiee
Derpiee
Defatigatis
Venting How can people be functional?
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1
Views
343
dragonofenvy
dragonofenvy
_wishforwings
Help Question about background checks when buying a gun
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8
Views
764
slowlydying2mrrw
slowlydying2mrrw
vivia
Venting Confused, Confused Again
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4
Views
458
wasted19
wasted19
larvicide
hanging myself soon
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5
Views
540
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
dontsaveher
What are the most messed up and/or grossest things you’ve done while being in the trenches of depression?
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7
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392
dontsaveher
dontsaveher
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Discussion CO method tonight or tomorrow
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0
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611
UNIQU3
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LastAcrobat
Story I kinda want someone to notice me.
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6
Views
471
chaewon
chaewon
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How to end your life intentionally, with self-compassion and peace
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8
Views
836
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
R
Venting Long day
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1
Views
287
DeathWish3301
DeathWish3301
A
Questions
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3
Views
245
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
spiders.in.my.head
getting reckless
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0
Views
222
spiders.in.my.head
spiders.in.my.head
lanadelreyisgod223
Venting if i were a real girl
Replies
7
Views
624
lanadelreyisgod223
lanadelreyisgod223
v3mp0ir
Life isn’t getting any better
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5
Views
434
DeathWish3301
DeathWish3301
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how the fuck do you find the motivation and the courage for suicide?
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40
Views
2K
SASU-KE
SASU-KE
A
Lingo
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2
Views
252
idontknowwhatiam
I
zdeweilx
Is anyone else suffering so much they are getting sudden violent urges ?
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7
Views
386
KlixxFoxe
KlixxFoxe
vyvanceandvodka
Discussion What's the reason you didn't CTB?
Replies
36
Views
2K
T22222222
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gasforme
Trying to attempt
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3
Views
296
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
so-many-failures
Why is the exploding head feeling bad?
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17
Views
1K
UnoX48
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Punpun Onodera
Could someone confirm I have the right DSL?
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2
Views
304
Punpun Onodera
Punpun Onodera
doireallywannadie
Discussion Do your s/o care about your sh scars?
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2
Views
358
doireallywannadie
doireallywannadie
Lethargy
When is it my turn to be happy?
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0
Views
230
Lethargy
Lethargy
RosebyAnyName
Help How to wrap things up before CTB (cancelling subscriptions, closing unused accounts, etc.)
Replies
7
Views
727
RosebyAnyName
RosebyAnyName
apict
Will pacemaker interfere with CTB via SN?
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3
Views
676
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
R
SN - Pain, Convulsion, Discomfort
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8
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1K
Yogih212
Y
T^T
Venting Deeply unhappy with myself
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4
Views
633
Defenestration
Defenestration
squillykilly
Discussion Bought my first real set of blades
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6
Views
410
vascomorrow
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squillykilly
Venting The new SH blade
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3
Views
355
vascomorrow
V
B
It happened
Replies
21
Views
2K
Worndown
Worndown
ShadowedChaos
Venting I don't know if I can come back
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0
Views
465
ShadowedChaos
ShadowedChaos
TatsumiportSkyline7
Venting Life update: it got worse
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0
Views
296
TatsumiportSkyline7
TatsumiportSkyline7
TheBag
  • Question
Method Exit bag - SI kicking in after LOC?
Replies
6
Views
1K
Forveleth
F
theEnemy
Venting i hate everything but hate myself the most
Replies
1
Views
292
Dystopia45
Dystopia45
tinyfox
Do I really want to die?
Replies
3
Views
576
tinyfox
tinyfox
meddle
im so fucking done
Replies
7
Views
780
meddle
meddle
H
  • Question
Help Need help with hanging
Replies
9
Views
1K
HerculePoirot
H
constellationmind
We are a Dissociative Identity Disorder system with no hope left
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3
Views
357
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
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