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Suicide Discussion

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epic
  • Poll
Discussion How many CTB attempts have you had?
Replies
27
Views
1K
Leagueofgentlemen
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vultureilse
Method butanediol?
Replies
8
Views
2K
Leagueofgentlemen
L
Nephis
Venting I love all of you
Replies
10
Views
730
Pluto
Pluto
Neuromancer
The simple things that Im still alive for are..
Replies
14
Views
777
Fe(IV)
Fe(IV)
S
  • Poll
Discussion how long did it take to get to "lost all hope" stage?
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11
Views
1K
afterlyfebob
A
CigaretteAesthetics
Venting my fault or hers
Replies
7
Views
506
Nephis
Nephis
W
  • Question
My Hanging Test Failed, Then I Had a Panic Attack
Replies
10
Views
2K
afterlyfebob
A
D
  • Question
How would your suicide affect others in your life?
Replies
56
Views
3K
eternal_peace
eternal_peace
M
Body positioning while jumping from height
Replies
7
Views
1K
deomlez
D
Mx_Pathetic
Venting X's & O's
Replies
12
Views
863
ares0027
A
F
Help How to "dampen" SI?
Replies
0
Views
438
Flairqueen
F
physics
cut my skin first time and i dont feel myself
Replies
5
Views
438
Asingletwig
Asingletwig
I
  • Question
Help Jumping or partial hanging ?
Replies
0
Views
425
illAF
I
flightlessbutterfly
Venting My suffering isn’t something I want to let continue on, but..
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0
Views
305
flightlessbutterfly
flightlessbutterfly
O
Help Question about previous versions of peaceful pill
Replies
1
Views
395
Valky
Valky
K
Venting i dont really get why my fp abandoned me
Replies
11
Views
1K
Nephis
Nephis
B
Shower thought rant
Replies
3
Views
346
Antigonish
Antigonish
Dainhla
Venting Anyone feeling at one time very hopeful and the next just so hopeless?
Replies
6
Views
444
Dainhla
Dainhla
jacrispy
pellet gun.
Replies
8
Views
869
Hyd999
H
V
Hi I’m new and I need help
Replies
23
Views
934
bevutifulsorrow
bevutifulsorrow
lament.
Venting fear of the future
Replies
5
Views
541
Daxter_87
Daxter_87
Vivisection
Discussion Thoughts on sh scars
Replies
12
Views
977
alonely
alonely
Pluto
Does Maslow's Pyramid explain suicidality?
Replies
20
Views
2K
deadliftEnjoyer
deadliftEnjoyer
Daxter_87
Venting My brain is nothing but torture
Replies
4
Views
429
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
E
Venting The underlying overwhelming feeling I have
Replies
3
Views
337
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
Purgetha
Discussion Question
Replies
1
Views
307
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
cyrokiller
Discussion What areas are good for self harm
Replies
1
Views
413
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
T
Venting Suicidal ideation doesn't go away even when I'm doing "better"
Replies
2
Views
390
Nephis
Nephis
pang of joy
Venting Im sick of suicide and self harm being treated like a slur.
Replies
4
Views
815
Nephis
Nephis
E
Drinking Hand Sanitizer and Floor Cleaner
Replies
7
Views
812
Nephis
Nephis
SanguineShark
Help Need emotional support to buy SN
Replies
0
Views
447
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
Venting My ctb planning starts
Replies
10
Views
1K
SanguineShark
SanguineShark
Daxter_87
Discussion The most fundamental program we have been brainwashed with (and the hardest to overcome)
Replies
2
Views
459
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
3widentnie
Help Help in short forms of different terms, that are being used to ctb
Replies
8
Views
623
jonghyun
jonghyun
D
Benzo(Diazepam) Trial before Ctb
Replies
3
Views
694
soontobedone
soontobedone
hhh_
i want to ctb soon
Replies
1
Views
489
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
E
Method Is there a better method than the train one?
Replies
4
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
girlwitharose
Venting Lonely
Replies
4
Views
460
angel31
angel31
L
Final Truths.
Replies
2
Views
542
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
How long would it take to die via starvation + dehydration
Replies
10
Views
2K
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
Aries
I failed my attempt
Replies
22
Views
2K
yovoyporti
yovoyporti
M
Help Want to CTB but fear death and pain.
Replies
6
Views
1K
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
L
Venting Despondent, sore eyes, so fed up
Replies
1
Views
378
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
ctb by train
Replies
8
Views
1K
angel31
angel31
sadscotsman
Have you had a family member CTB? How did you feel?
Replies
13
Views
1K
sadscotsman
sadscotsman
greyhound
Method Fentanyl / Heroin / Etazene + SN
Replies
3
Views
2K
Orbitc
Orbitc
W
Quickest way to get Anti Emetics.
Replies
2
Views
458
hellispink
hellispink
K
Discussion any boderlines here try dbt therapy? what was your experience like?
Replies
6
Views
573
suicidalloser
S
aeri
Help odds of dying with pills
Replies
4
Views
474
suicidalloser
S
MidnightDream
Autism
Replies
10
Views
652
Misfit72
M
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