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Suicide Discussion

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rotciv
Where to test N?
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1
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391
toofargone6969
toofargone6969
mittymittens
Story was telling this to someone a good idea?
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4
Views
535
mittymittens
mittymittens
starvinglegend
a poem I wrote
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3
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494
starvinglegend
starvinglegend
ToTheTwillight
Help Anyone struggling to fast in their SN method quest?
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8
Views
676
Forever Sleep
F
D
Attach Files to CTB Note Email or Host Them Externally?
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0
Views
359
diyCTB
D
EternalDaydreaming
Method Is this possible
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1
Views
573
lament.
lament.
Water-Lily
Venting: Not everyone can just "leave"
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9
Views
582
The anhedonic one
The anhedonic one
35alcoholics
Venting I want help
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5
Views
624
liljeep
liljeep
frogboi
shallow water blackout tips
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2
Views
542
frogboi
frogboi
S
delete
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0
Views
422
suicidalloser
S
K
Help Need advice on if we should give up or not
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6
Views
551
loyalskateboard
loyalskateboard
S
Impulse, return (i.e. a cycle)
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0
Views
358
suicidalloser
S
J
Help Would SN feel like suffocating?
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29
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2K
betternever2havbeen
B
deleted442
Still here on the not-so-merry-go-round
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7
Views
831
suicidalloser
S
PrincessInWhite
Does anyone else feel trapped without a secure method?
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25
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2K
SassySary
S
hmskms
Method What could a 20 year old, terminally online manchild who still lives with their parents do with $1000?
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15
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1K
suicidalloser
S
S
If mental health services paid a stipend to all those in it
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1
Views
366
loyalskateboard
loyalskateboard
R.E.N.
Method Alcohol and Painkillers
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1
Views
562
loyalskateboard
loyalskateboard
perdredenord
Any experiences with chloroseptic throat numbing spray for SN taste?
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13
Views
1K
Obliviate
Obliviate
guywiththehair
Venting Back to therapy
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3
Views
468
guywiththehair
guywiththehair
MrDarkness
Venting I can’t find happiness, but I find peace in helping others
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2
Views
343
Grimpoteuthis
Grimpoteuthis
Sweet Tart
Method Considering available options & diabetes rant
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3
Views
529
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
terminalending
CTB after making everyone hate you
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17
Views
1K
suicidalloser
S
Slark
Method how to have a smoother passage with SN?
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1
Views
538
Mr.Tristesse
Mr.Tristesse
Housefly
Venting Keep moving forward?
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4
Views
511
Housefly
Housefly
soontobedone
Active and Recent CTBs
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1
Views
688
skylarwhiteyo104781
skylarwhiteyo104781
Euthanasia
Because of my motherfucking parents, my life that could have ended quickly became more painfully prolonged.
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0
Views
393
Euthanasia
Euthanasia
shinji_ikari
  • Question
Need help
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12
Views
792
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
D
Goodbye, and a poem
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16
Views
966
Owl_07
Owl_07
toofargone6969
Venting Does anyone feel like this is the hardest time to try and CTB due to restriction of methods?
Replies
21
Views
1K
Techef
Techef
Usako0504
Venting I don't have any options left, I'm scared, and I don't know what to do.
Replies
4
Views
518
MrDarkness
MrDarkness
N
Discussion Wanting to CTB with 2 young kids
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9
Views
891
Aisley
Aisley
lokabe82
Venting Letting it all pass me by
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3
Views
395
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Baron
Venting I don't feel any joy anymore
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11
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1K
leavingsoon99
L
dory
Venting Forever without love
Replies
7
Views
1K
dory
dory
Vivisection
Venting I hate this
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5
Views
472
Vivisection
Vivisection
orangerror
Venting Tired
Replies
6
Views
505
orangerror
orangerror
toofargone6969
Method I tested CCS SN with test strips tonight.
Replies
51
Views
4K
toofargone6969
toofargone6969
M
Venting How does it feel to be loved?
Replies
7
Views
555
Slasher
Slasher
M
Plus size and struggling to CTB
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1
Views
441
Praestat_Mori
P
P
Venting I want to cease existence
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5
Views
494
Praestat_Mori
P
critter
Venting therapy failed me
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4
Views
581
Praestat_Mori
P
D
Therapist/mental institution
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8
Views
483
Dosentmatter903
D
isthisit?
Are there any over the counter pills/medicines that can knock you out?
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2
Views
464
Lulzacruel
Lulzacruel
Grimscribe
Venting Undeserving of suicidality
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4
Views
409
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Darkover
this world is all wrong i shouldn't be here
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4
Views
396
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
K
  • Locked
I am lonely
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25
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1K
Kentaro
K
K
Any Russians here?
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1
Views
473
scorchie
scorchie
J
Story Knowledge can lead to a treacherous path of madness
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2
Views
573
Tobacco
Tobacco
Lulzacruel
Venting Venting about the Tantacruel video
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2
Views
621
dory
dory
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