You missed nothing before and you will miss nothing afterwards

[Felix007]

realized something today, namely that I was fine having "missed" everything that happened before i was born and that the same will apply to everything that happens after i exit... nothing really matters in the end.. the only reason we are hesitant to exit is that we think of everyhting that we will "miss" or the people that will be affected... our passing changes nothing... dont know if this makes sense...

 

[deathisnear]

Absolutely makes sense. I've only stuck around for others which suxks. I developed the "nothing matters" attitude along the way and it's totally true. I look around all day everyday thinking that. We all will die sometime. Once you get in that mindset, it's impossible to get out of and make anything matter. I understand , I wish others did and would let me go.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

It does make sense. I'm sure that's a part of it for a lot of people and why it's hard to commit.

 

[FuneralCry]

This makes a lot of sense, it's why suicide is a perfectly rational decision. There is nothing to be gained by being alive and there's no real benefit to doing so, it's just fulfilling endless needs and desires, suffering all for no purpose with the chance of things getting worse at any moment, just to die anyway and be forgotten about. Suicide is the best way to die as we will all die anyway, eventually so I see it as being preferable to exit at a time of my own choosing.

Non existence is always preferable to living as it's the absence of everything. If such a thing existed as a positive life experience the non existent would lack the ability to mourn it, but as long as someone exists there is an unlimited potential for pain. To die removes the capacity to suffer so to me it's ideal.

All life is completely unnecessary, there never was a need for life to be a thing in the first place. We were all perfectly fine not existing until we were brought here. Life really is meaningless, and many people live under delusions of life having 'purpose' as the true meaningless nature of life is difficult for them to come to terms with. They don't want to accept how insignificant they really are.

And also I think that worrying about those left behind if we were to ctb is irrational thinking, yet it's so difficult for humans to let go of those thoughts. Whatever happens in life after our death could never be our concern as we simply wont be there to witness it.

 

[brokensea]

I found some book on my kindle I don't know when I bought it but it was about not committing suicide and it said to make a list of all the reasons to live and I'm literally going like ok the only reasons I have to put down is:

So other people aren't sad.

That's literally it. Nothing else in life interests me or is worth living for. Only guilt towards the effect on others. There is zero reason I want to live. Nothing interests me or will again. No hobbies, friends, nothing means anything to me. Not to any great degree. I'm trapped by guilt. Trying to make myself feel ok about the impact I will have.

 

[akirat9]

yeah there is no living legacy
but what to do ? i not take sn yet

 

[Felix007]

This makes a lot of sense, it's why suicide is a perfectly rational decision. There is nothing to be gained by being alive and there's no real benefit to doing so, it's just fulfilling endless needs and desires, suffering all for no purpose with the chance of things getting worse at any moment, just to die anyway and be forgotten about. Suicide is the best way to die as we will all die anyway, eventually so I see it as being preferable to exit at a time of my own choosing.

Non existence is always preferable to living as it's the absence of everything. If such a thing existed as a positive life experience the non existent would lack the ability to mourn it, but as long as someone exists there is an unlimited potential for pain. To die removes the capacity to suffer so to me it's ideal.

All life is completely unnecessary, there never was a need for life to be a thing in the first place. We were all perfectly fine not existing until we were brought here. Life really is meaningless, and many people live under delusions of life having 'purpose' as the true meaningless nature of life is difficult for them to come to terms with. They don't want to accept how insignificant they really are.

And also I think that worrying about those left behind if we were to ctb is irrational thinking, yet it's so difficult for humans to let go of those thoughts. Whatever happens in life after our death could never be our concern as we simply wont be there to witness it.

well spoken my friend, couldnt agree more!

 

[Hurt]

I don't have regrets in not having experienced all the things that happened before I was born. And I don't care about everything that will happen after I die because nothing matters to me anymore.

 

[OpheliasFlowers]

Makes perfect sense to me. I don't feel pain or sadness (not actual pain and sadness or regret) about things I wasn't on this earth for before my birth, and I have nothing I'll be leaving when I go, like kids or any other kind of legacy, so what will I REALLY be missing? I will be nothing, just as I was before birth and actually, what I am now.... nothing.

 

[Jumper Seoirse]

OMG, I would CTB but I like wanking, Risperidone robbed me for over two years, but I like traveling I am running the TCS London marathon in April 2023 raising funds for children's medical research but I want the World to realise if people are not happy we should have the right to leave it peacefully or have a time out https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/time-out-button-for-12-hours-only.65720/ OMG no matter what I do there not giving me my button, but I want a World what listened to us, fuck Politics if you want out, give us powered N and after a good booze up like so many Hollywood stars, Maryn Monroe etc, etc,we can leave and not traumatise anyone.

Cheers

Geo

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I missing out on everything which is my problem before and after and everything in between…

 

[lugerepair]

Yeah, it's hard for me to try to get better because it feels like I'd only be deluding myself into thinking that life is worth living, which would only set me up for suffering later on. I wish that no conscious being had ever existed. This universe is horrible. I wish there was nothing rather than something.

 

[ts0hill]

I guess this one thing that speaks to me. I only had one year in my life that I was truly happy. There are a few things I wish I could have done and tho life is meaningless I still wish I could have done them. I missed my chance tho. I know it won't matter either way when I'm dead but i can't say it doesn't hurt some to think about what could have been while I'm still alive unfortunately

 

[Cerulea]

realized something today, namely that I was fine having "missed" everything that happened before i was born and that the same will apply to everything that happens after i exit... nothing really matters in the end.. the only reason we are hesitant to exit is that we think of everyhting that we will "miss" or the people that will be affected... our passing changes nothing... dont know if this makes sense...

Makes total sense to me. The nothingness of it all is my favorite part. All kinds of stuff happened before I got here and all kinds of stuff will happen after I exit. It all keeps going. It's literally fine if I leave. The wheel keeps spinning.

I have no hesitation around missing anyone. I miss all sorts of people everyday, that shit hurts in real time. I won't feel any of that once I'm out of my physical form. Does it suck that some people I know will be hurt? Yeah. It's just not about that so it's low on the priority list.

 

[akirat9]

no actual, op. i would have missed creating a game for players to enjoy

 

[Felix007]

I guess this one thing that speaks to me. I only had one year in my life that I was truly happy. There are a few things I wish I could have done and tho life is meaningless I still wish I could have done them. I missed my chance tho. I know it won't matter either way when I'm dead but i can't say it doesn't hurt some to think about what could have been while I'm still alive unfortunately

i feel you, there are lots of things i enjoy and i have a lot of ambitious goals, so it does hurt to think about everything that i could achieve... but i also suffer too much on a daily basis....

 

[CTB Dream]

When live always muss end live end miss