WTF: Thoughts in CTB while afraid to contract COVID and die

[neitherherenorthere]

I don't think so, looking at it like this:
ctb is control
covid is not

Absolutely this. As others have said in their replies, I want total control over my death. I want to be able to decide where, when, and how, every single little fucking detail. I don't want to die in an accident, or because I caught some stupid fucking disease and my body gave out. It actually scares me a little bit that there's a possibility that I could have that control taken away from me. I guess it wouldn't make a difference in the end, but if possible I want to end my own life when I know I'm completely ready for it. Not to mention that from what I've read, COVID is a pretty shitty way to go.