Help Why’re you still here?

[oxymoron]

If you're decided on suicide why're you still here?

 

[BobbyPellitt]

Fear. I'm too much of a pussy to actually pull the trigger.

 

[Oyoy]

I don't want to hurt people who are there for me. Parents a love and friends. I have fear of disappointing g_d too.

I don't want to hurt people who are there for me. Parents a love and friends. I have fear of disappointing g_d too.

Thanks for asking. I am and have been self destructive for a while.

Fear. I'm too much of a pussy to actually pull the trigger.

Don't go because you make people feel better.

 

[oxymoron]

I want to go but idk if I should.

 

[Oyoy]

I want to go but idk if I should.

Please stay and suffer with us. Misery loves company.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

I have to wait until October.
Me and my husband are going to 2 events, one music festival in June and seeing Jimmy Carr in October.
He won't get the chance to do them again after I die, so I'm sticking around so he can enjoy these last 2 events.

 

[gentleflower]

My parents and the faint hope that something can still change

 

[maka]

Failed attempt. Plus, I don't necessarily want to die, I just don't want to go through the pain that I'm feeling right now. And there's no way around it, so death is my only option.

 

[porfin1234]

At this point just fear.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

Two reasons: the first is that there is one thing I haven't tried to regain my freedom. I can't try it on my own, do a DIY because there's no way I can pull it off alone.
The second is simpler: after mom's murder, I don't want my dad to experience another loss of this caliber. Old man is still kicking ass, so this delay may take a while...

Edit: the first reason is brain surgery.

 

[Scooby-Doo]

I'm just waiting for that something to push me over the edge. I've isolated myself from family. I have a stressful job which I struggle with. If I loose that then it's definitely end for me. I don't see any future, I just take things one day at a time and just keep going.

 

[NeverHungry]

My family, mainly. I'm scared to die, but I know it's what I need to do.

 

[R_N]

SI.

 

[Sensei]

Like many other members, I don't want to cause pain to people that are close to me, especially not my parents. Just as important, I want to give it a little bit more time to see if my life situation will change or if I can find a way to cope with it, although my hopes are very low. It might not matter, though, because I'll probably end it on an impulse anyway. If I'm sitting here typing and posting a year from now, it's a kind of victory I guess, albeit a pathetic and probably pointless one.

 

[Jean4]

Like many other members, I don't want to cause pain to people that are close to me, especially not my parents. Just as important, I want to give it a little bit more time to see if my life situation will change or if I can find a way to cope with it, although my hopes are very low. It might not matter, though, because I'll probably end it on an impulse anyway. If I'm sitting here typing and posting a year from now, it's a kind of victory I guess, albeit a pathetic and probably pointless one.

Cough. You have a job of watching me. ;)

 

[Sensei]

Cough. You have a job of watching me. ;)

True. That requires that you stick around, though. It's a deadlock, isn't it? ;)

 

[CarefulWithThatAxe]

SI and my dog

 

[Jean4]

True. That requires that you stick around, though. It's a deadlock, isn't it? ;)

And remember. I am on a week insomnia. You have your work cut out for you.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

I'm on the fence really. I don't really have anyone that would miss me anymore. I'm just trying to squeeze every last bit of happiness out of my life before I give up entirely. Maybe in the process of doing that things will turn around.

 

[Jean4]

I'm on the fence really. I don't really have anyone that would miss me anymore. I'm just trying to squeeze every last bit of happiness out of my life before I give up entirely. Maybe in the process of doing that things will turn around.

We would. ;)

 

[Brick In The Wall]

We would. ;)

Aww you're so sweet as always! Thank you for that.

 

[Jean4]

Aww you're so sweet as always! Thank you for that.

 

[MrOptions]

Others depend on me financially and emotionally. Guilt is a motherfucker.

 

[Despondent]

Fear of the unknown

 

[Deleted member 13227]

I am just waiting for the right timing

 

[Rosiel]

I am trying to give life all that I have left before I go. I am so glad to have found what seems like a reliable, peaceful way to die though. That alone gave me a bit of incentive to try going through the major challenges in my life - the idea that I can always CTB if it really gets unbearable. It is likely that if things don't get better, I will CTB this summer.

 

[AlreadyGone]

Planning is taking longer than anticipated.

 

[Nnana]

I probably have the strongest survival instinct and that's hell. I can't manage to kill myself even though I'm suffering intensely.

 

[UpandDownPrincess]

Two reasons: my suicidal urges have faded since I joined and my husband. If I go, I will doom him to a miserable life. I'm just not sure if I can do that.

 

[BooGirl]

Is there any particular rush?