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TransTaxEvader

TransTaxEvader

what's next?
Feb 22, 2025
234
just processing everything. my best friend who told me we were gonna go together couldn't take it anymore and left without me.
 
H

haveyourownway

Member
Jul 4, 2025
8
Mainly because I can't stand to think of how my family will be affected. My family loves me and thinking of them finding me is an unbearable thought. Especially my mother who visits me almost every week and poured years into me for it to be for nothing.
 
AuraByte

AuraByte

If I'm lost, please don't find me.
Jun 24, 2025
23
My family who rely on me financially and my pets.
 
psp3000

psp3000

Enlightened
May 20, 2023
1,545
made some commitments/plans when I felt hopeful and optimistic (and worries about people using my death to their advantage)

only for things to get worse
so I am trying not to commit to or plan anything else
and I try to think of every possible negative outcome for things to stop myself from being disappointed again or possibly making things a lot worse than they are now
 

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